Depression. It's a silent killer.

[CuriousInAR78]

I’m going back home from a pet gig today. It’s been nice to be in a quiet space the last few days. Back home to chaos today.

Be safe out there.
Love you.

Chaos you gotta love it be safe

 

[Bassytian]

It’s been a few days since I posted on this thread, though I have been on sporatically. Been doing okay, we’re all adjusting.

I’ve been writing again, I decided to release the next two chapters together to make up for lost time. It wasn’t originally my plan, but it works out since they are a two-part duo. This way, readers won’t have to wait two weeks to find out what happens in Part 2. They’ll only have to wait a day or two.

Writing has become my passion, my purpose, what keeps me here. While I don’t have a massive following, I’m writing the stories I want to write and at least a few people seem to enjoy it, that’s enough. It’s my escape from the real world and its problems. I hope to provide an escape for someone else, even if it’s only for a few minutes.

 

[Wetkitty09]

Looks like there’s some big changes coming up this summer at the house. I’m not sure where I’m going to be at the end of the season.
Be safe out there.
Love you.

 

[cutcrystal899]

So here's an admission. I am Starseed. I posted two personals reaching out to any other Starseed who happen to use this site.

What happened?

"Dude, if what you say is true you don't need a Lit woman. You need serious professional help."

One I reached out to Starseed, of any gender/orientation. They know who they are. And we need each other because only WE understand what WE go through.

And with respect to serious professional help. They have NOT helped me, nor will they. They are clueless about Starseed reality.

Connection with someone else who knows and feels the Starseed reality DOES help.

And where I am at now was why I posted what I did.

I deleted both posts because what I needed did not turn up.

 

[Wetkitty09]

I fear I’m going to have to move from here before winter this year. The stress of living here with the changes happening may be too much for me. Damnit. I was just getting settled into this space and making it mine.
Due to PTSD it takes me a long time to get comfortable in my living space. Time to pack up and move again.

Be safe out there.
Love you.

 

[PMarky2]

I think in my case is that my Asperger's has anxiety as a comorbidity which triggers depressive episodes. At the moment I am seeing a lot less of someone I really like as due to her work commitments, etc., and that has somewhat set me off. It also made me realize that I was falling in love with her which would be a case of right woman; wrong time.

 

[CuriousRick]

I fear I’m going to have to move from here before winter this year. The stress of living here with the changes happening may be too much for me. Damnit. I was just getting settled into this space and making it mine.
Due to PTSD it takes me a long time to get comfortable in my living space. Time to pack up and move again.

Be safe out there.
Love you.

Sorry you have to move. Moving always sucks

 

[Yknot1169]

This week is kicking my ass. Would they even miss me?

Yes they would even if you think they wont.ive known a few people that have passed from it and are missed deeply by there family.me I don’t have friends i have work friends but that’s as far as it goes,I think everyday if i had just one friend to do stuff with and talk to it would be better.my wife is my best friend but can’t always talk to her about everything,i could but sometimes my words come out wrong and upsets her.that makes it hard and makes me feel week.ive always been able to pull out of the dark on my own but the last few months i seem to get deeper and darker.the only thing that’s keep me going is my wife,kids,grandson i could never make them feel that kinda hurt.what makes it worse on me is being alone so much my wife is a nurse and works 12-14 hour shifts,my kids are grown im from Texas and oldest son is in Missouri,middle son is in Virginia Beach,and youngest my daughter is moving next month to Pittsburg for next 4 years of school and will be just me and wife here.

 

[Wetkitty09]

And just like that! The whole of what we had planned is sideways. At least I’m needed to take care of my grandson. Having something/someone to focus on pulls me out of the deep end.

Be safe out there
Love q

 

[forgotmyantidepressants]

I have to have surgery on May 7th. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't scared, but I'm really hoping this procedure will help me regain some control over my body and maybe even help with my depression. I've really been struggling lately.

Hope you all are doing ok out there. Give yourself a moment to feel all your feelings, positive and negative.

 

[Wetkitty09]

It’s amazing how much things can change in a blink of an eye.
My grandson’s mom is currently in Hospital and undergoing tests. They don’t know what her condition is.
I went from feeling useless and redundant to being the caregiver of my grandson while his dad is supporting his mom.

Be safe out there.
Love you.

 

[Bassytian]

^ Gosh, I know that has to be hard for your family. Hoping for good news soon!

I have to have surgery on May 7th. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't scared, but I'm really hoping this procedure will help me regain some control over my body and maybe even help with my depression. I've really been struggling lately.

Hope you all are doing ok out there. Give yourself a moment to feel all your feelings, positive and negative.

And to you as well, best wishes for an improved quality of life!

 

[Wetkitty09]

Still no word on what is going on with my grandson’s mom. Life feels on hold.

Be safe out there.
Love you.

 

[PMarky2]

Still no word on what is going on with my grandson’s mom. Life feels on hold.

Be safe out there.
Love you.

It can be an agonizing wait.

 

[Bassytian]

Yes, it sure can. It's one of the most excruciating things to go through. Hoping for good news soon!

 

[Wetkitty09]

Well my grandson’s mom was released yesterday evening. Doctors have no clue what’s wrong with her. I suspect it’s a woman’s issue and those aren’t studied enough. Still in hurry up and wait mode.

Be safe out there
Love you.

 

[CuriousInAR78]

Hey all just wanted to stop in and say I hope everyone is well and still fighting the fight. Much love to everyone that is suffering from this disease but keeps fighting it like I am because I know how hard it is. Just remember there is someone out there that is alive because of you at one point in your life

 

[Wetkitty09]

The change of season has helped so much with my depression. Also the idea that I’m doing something, no matter how small, that makes a difference. Finding a community that’s supportive helps.

Be safe out there
Love you.

 

[BeepMahoney]

It can be a struggle. I count the small wins.

 

[Wetkitty09]

I just got a month long pet gig on the OR coast. Yes!!
Small wins are what keeps me going.

Be safe out there.
Love you.

 

[PMarky2]

I just got a month long pet gig on the OR coast. Yes!!
Small wins are what keeps me going.

Be safe out there.
Love you.

That sounds very positive.

 

[Ssbbw4u1974]

I just got a month long pet gig on the OR coast. Yes!!
Small wins are what keeps me going.

Be safe out there.
Love you.

This is the perfect time to be out here too!!

 

[Wetkitty09]

I’m shifting my living quarters today. I haven’t had a long term living space since 2008. I’m so sick of moving, mostly I just don’t bother to unpack.

Be safe out there.
Love you.

 

[PMarky2]

I’m shifting my living quarters today. I haven’t had a long term living space since 2008. I’m so sick of moving, mostly I just don’t bother to unpack.

Be safe out there.
Love you.

Urgh - that sucks! I have moved only twice in 25 years, but found the experience traumatic enough that I am now on a mission to make sure the undertaker moves me out of this house. Probably just hexed myself by saying that.

 

[Wetkitty09]

Moving into a van really shows you what you need and don’t need. Today I’m going to get my bed set up in the van. Tonight will be my first night back in the van.

Be safe out there.
Love you.