Depression. It's a silent killer.

[Wonderer67]

My neighbor is in the hospital so the wife asked me to mow their lawn.

Knocked it out at lunchtime since I was working from home today.

Almost got my front yard mowed after work before a torrential downpour.

Afterwards my wife and I planted all of our pumpkin plants we didn’t sell at our farmstand. It was super humid after the storm and wet. I’d been meaning to plant the pumpkins for the last few weeks.

Being busy helps me. Keeps me in shape and keeps me focused.

Hope all of you are doing ok.

 

[Noone45]

I'm a little more down today than I was yesterday. Truth be told, it's getting harder to want to be here.

But I have to keep going for at least a little while longer. There are a lot of birthdays coming up in July, including mine. I'd rather not tarnish the coming month with a horrible memory, and I might as well stick around and celebrate my own.

Who knows, maybe I'll get the strength to keep fighting for my birthday. I think that would be the greatest gift of all.

sorry to hear that

Forgive yourself and be kind
Being kind to yourself is the true kindness
Smile !

And hey
Happy Birthday in advance

 

[Wetkitty09]

I hope today is better than yesterday.

Be safe out there.
Love you.

 

[Bassytian]

sorry to hear that

Forgive yourself and be kind
Being kind to yourself is the true kindness
Smile !

And hey
Happy Birthday in advance

Thank you.

The support I've received over the last few days has been helpful. I'd like to thank everyone for that. Though I still can't find a way to truly enjoy life at the moment, the support has taken the edge off.

 

[Bassytian]

I can't believe this video came up on my list. I've never seen/heard anything that so accurately summarizes how I feel; it brought tears to my eyes.

 

[boxman11]

I'm a little more down today than I was yesterday. Truth be told, it's getting harder to want to be here.

But I have to keep going for at least a little while longer. There are a lot of birthdays coming up in July, including mine. I'd rather not tarnish the coming month with a horrible memory, and I might as well stick around and celebrate my own.

Who knows, maybe I'll get the strength to keep fighting for my birthday. I think that would be the greatest gift of all.

I was going to say something yesterday about your post, however, I'm glad I watched your video today. I can never look at the world through your eye and understand what you are going through. But I do know there are people going through the same things. BY posting on here you're taking the right step to find help for yourself and many others. Believe in yourself and be kind to yourself and the people around you. People do care about you and want you in their lives. You have cracked the door, now open it up and step through it and ask for a little help and a hug.
Be kind my friend.

 

[Bassytian]

I was going to say something yesterday about your post, however, I'm glad I watched your video today. I can never look at the world through your eye and understand what you are going through. But I do know there are people going through the same things. BY posting on here you're taking the right step to find help for yourself and many others. Believe in yourself and be kind to yourself and the people around you. People do care about you and want you in their lives. You have cracked the door, now open it up and step through it and ask for a little help and a hug.
Be kind my friend.

Yes, I am seeing that in full force! I want to get better, for them and for myself!

I want to be a success story, not a tragedy.

 

[Wetkitty09]

Yes, I am seeing that in full force! I want to get better, for them and for myself!

I want to be a success story, not a tragedy.

That’s all anybody wants.

Be safe out there.
Love you.

 

[Noone45]

Hello everyone​

Hope very one doing well
Have you ever read this book

"The Boy, the Mole, the Fox and the Horse"​

 

[Bassytian]

Hello everyone​

Hope very one doing well
Have you ever read this book

"The Boy, the Mole, the Fox and the Horse"​

I haven't read the book, but I watched the cartoon recently. I think a sequel to the book came out not long ago.

 

[Wetkitty09]

Sprained my foot yesterday. Nothing makes me feel more useless than being injured and having to ask someone to help me.
Be safe out there and watch out for chair legs.
Love you.

 

[Wonderer67]

Sprained my foot yesterday. Nothing makes me feel more useless than being injured and having to ask someone to help me.
Be safe out there and watch out for chair legs.
Love you.

Urgh. Be safeR out there today.

Hope you’re on the mend soon!

 

[Wetkitty09]

Urgh. Be safeR out there today.

Hope you’re on the mend soon!

Thanks. The X-ray said it wasn’t a break so that’s good.

 

[Wetkitty09]

I hope you have a good holiday.

Be safe out there.
Love you.

 

[Noone45]

Sprained my foot yesterday. Nothing makes me feel more useless than being injured and having to ask someone to help me.
Be safe out there and watch out for chair legs.
Love you.

From the book i mentioned

What is the bravest thing you've ever said? asked the boy.
'Help,' said the horse.
'Asking for help isn't giving up,' said the horse. 'It's refusing to give up.'



Asking help is good

Take care
You're our best therapist we have wished for !
Thank you for always being there when we're at our lowest

 

[Wonderer67]

Thanks. The X-ray said it wasn’t a break so that’s good.

That’s the good news. I hope you’re not down for too long, I have found that sprains typically work themselves out pretty quickly.

Ice might be your friend for a few days.

 

[Wonderer67]

Hope everyone had a nice and safe July fourth if your in the US. If not, hope you had a nice Friday!

A few nice flowers.

Coneflower Fibonacci

https://imgur.com/a/3ebGWdo

Coneflower

https://imgur.com/a/SwohC5O

Heliopsis

https://imgur.com/a/y5hJMyf

 

[Wetkitty09]

The holiday was pleasant until someone couldn’t control themselves and became drunk and belligerent. Trying not to let that ruin my memory of a good day with my family.

Be safe out there.
Love you.

 

[Noone45]

Hii everyone

 

[CuriousRick]

I saw an interesting video this morning. About tying in procrastination with mental health issues that I hadn’t thought of. It made a lot of sense to me and explained a lot.

 

[Lovethatbigass]

I met someone from here who I absolutely adored. They broke up with me. Said she loved me, but it was too hard for her to be with me. I'm disabled and it's hard for me to meet people. I keep thinking about them. It's making my depression so much harder. I know it's only been a day and it's going to take some time, but I miss her so much. I don't think I've stopped crying since she left. And since the depression is always there waiting to come out, this one really hit me hard.

 

[AnomalyLady]

I met someone from here who I absolutely adored. They broke up with me. Said she loved me, but it was too hard for her to be with me. I'm disabled and it's hard for me to meet people. I keep thinking about them. It's making my depression so much harder. I know it's only been a day and it's going to take some time, but I miss her so much. I don't think I've stopped crying since she left. And since the depression is always there waiting to come out, this one really hit me hard.

We are here for you. She may have had a reason for stopping talking, or she was selfish, hard to know exactly. Hugs.

 

[Lovethatbigass]

We are here for you. She may have had a reason for stopping talking, or she was selfish, hard to know exactly. Hugs.

Thank you. I appreciate that. I couldn't provide her what she needed physically because of the disability. She shared so much of her life with me. She said it was just too hard for her. And it would be better if we broke up. Break up and remember the good times, than stay and receive more heartbreak. She chose the latter. When you talk to somebody everyday all day and all of a sudden they are gone, it's the worst feeling in the world. And she blocked me from everything. I'm guessing to get over me and move on. I know I have to do the same, but it's so hard.

 

[AnomalyLady]

Thank you. I appreciate that. I couldn't provide her what she needed physically because of the disability. She shared so much of her life with me. She said it was just too hard for her. And it would be better if we broke up. Break up and remember the good times, than stay and receive more heartbreak. She chose the latter. When you talk to somebody everyday all day and all of a sudden they are gone, it's the worst feeling in the world. And she blocked me from everything. I'm guessing to get over me and move on. I know I have to do the same, but it's so hard.

Relationships are more than just sex. That is why there are so many married folks here, they have a good relationship just sex is missing.

I think she made a big mistake but I am sorry that happened.

 

[Lovethatbigass]

Relationships are more than just sex. That is why there are so many married folks here, they have a good relationship just sex is missing.

I think she made a big mistake but I am sorry that happened.

Thanks. I wish I could be mad at her, but I can't. Today would be the first day that we haven't talked at all, and boy does it hurt. I have talked to different women here, but she took my heart. She was different.