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Depression. It's a silent killer.

Bassytian said:
I'm a little more down today than I was yesterday. Truth be told, it's getting harder to want to be here.

But I have to keep going for at least a little while longer. There are a lot of birthdays coming up in July, including mine. I'd rather not tarnish the coming month with a horrible memory, and I might as well stick around and celebrate my own.

Who knows, maybe I'll get the strength to keep fighting for my birthday. I think that would be the greatest gift of all.
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sorry to hear that

Forgive yourself and be kind
Being kind to yourself is the true kindness
Smile !

And hey
Happy Birthday in advance
 
Noone45 said:
sorry to hear that

Forgive yourself and be kind
Being kind to yourself is the true kindness
Smile !

And hey
Happy Birthday in advance
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Thank you.

The support I've received over the last few days has been helpful. I'd like to thank everyone for that. Though I still can't find a way to truly enjoy life at the moment, the support has taken the edge off.
 
I can't believe this video came up on my list. I've never seen/heard anything that so accurately summarizes how I feel; it brought tears to my eyes.

 
Bassytian said:
I'm a little more down today than I was yesterday. Truth be told, it's getting harder to want to be here.

But I have to keep going for at least a little while longer. There are a lot of birthdays coming up in July, including mine. I'd rather not tarnish the coming month with a horrible memory, and I might as well stick around and celebrate my own.

Who knows, maybe I'll get the strength to keep fighting for my birthday. I think that would be the greatest gift of all.
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I was going to say something yesterday about your post, however, I'm glad I watched your video today. I can never look at the world through your eye and understand what you are going through. But I do know there are people going through the same things. BY posting on here you're taking the right step to find help for yourself and many others. Believe in yourself and be kind to yourself and the people around you. People do care about you and want you in their lives. You have cracked the door, now open it up and step through it and ask for a little help and a hug.
Be kind my friend.
 
boxman11 said:
I was going to say something yesterday about your post, however, I'm glad I watched your video today. I can never look at the world through your eye and understand what you are going through. But I do know there are people going through the same things. BY posting on here you're taking the right step to find help for yourself and many others. Believe in yourself and be kind to yourself and the people around you. People do care about you and want you in their lives. You have cracked the door, now open it up and step through it and ask for a little help and a hug.
Be kind my friend.
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Yes, I am seeing that in full force! I want to get better, for them and for myself!

I want to be a success story, not a tragedy.
 
Wetkitty09 said:
Sprained my foot yesterday. Nothing makes me feel more useless than being injured and having to ask someone to help me.
Be safe out there and watch out for chair legs.
Love you.
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Urgh. Be safeR out there today.

Hope you’re on the mend soon!
 
Wetkitty09 said:
Sprained my foot yesterday. Nothing makes me feel more useless than being injured and having to ask someone to help me.
Be safe out there and watch out for chair legs.
Love you.
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From the book i mentioned

What is the bravest thing you've ever said? asked the boy.
'Help,' said the horse.
'Asking for help isn't giving up,' said the horse. 'It's refusing to give up.'



Asking help is good

Take care
You're our best therapist we have wished for !
Thank you for always being there when we're at our lowest
 
I saw an interesting video this morning. About tying in procrastination with mental health issues that I hadn’t thought of. It made a lot of sense to me and explained a lot.
 
Lovethatbigass said:
I met someone from here who I absolutely adored. They broke up with me. Said she loved me, but it was too hard for her to be with me. I'm disabled and it's hard for me to meet people. I keep thinking about them. It's making my depression so much harder. I know it's only been a day and it's going to take some time, but I miss her so much. I don't think I've stopped crying since she left. And since the depression is always there waiting to come out, this one really hit me hard.
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We are here for you. She may have had a reason for stopping talking, or she was selfish, hard to know exactly. Hugs. 💗
 
Lovethatbigass said:
Thank you. I appreciate that. I couldn't provide her what she needed physically because of the disability. She shared so much of her life with me. She said it was just too hard for her. And it would be better if we broke up. Break up and remember the good times, than stay and receive more heartbreak. She chose the latter. When you talk to somebody everyday all day and all of a sudden they are gone, it's the worst feeling in the world. And she blocked me from everything. I'm guessing to get over me and move on. I know I have to do the same, but it's so hard.
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Relationships are more than just sex. That is why there are so many married folks here, they have a good relationship just sex is missing.

I think she made a big mistake but I am sorry that happened.
 
Lovethatbigass said:
Thanks. I wish I could be mad at her, but I can't. Today would be the first day that we haven't talked at all, and boy does it hurt. I have talked to different women here, but she took my heart. She was different.
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I hear you. But please don't go into a bad place. It is not about you, really. I do not know your specific disability but I know that all abilities folks can have meaningful and fulfilling sexual / spiritual / emotional / heartfelt relationships and I don't think you are any different.

But everyone has free will and she chose hers. You can and will find another person who will love you for ALL that you are. 💗
 
Lovethatbigass said:
It wouldn't be as bad if I wasn't dealing with the depression on top of it. I'm lucky that my pills are doing what they're doing, or else I would be a lot worse. I've made up my mind a long time ago that I want to die. I don't want to be in this world anymore. I'm not going to commit suicide. That would make my mom alone, and I would never do that to her. I'm just ready to leave this world. Between my physical disability, which has rendered me almost useless, and my mental disability, life hasn't been very fun lately.
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I'm sorry you're going through this, the breakup, the disabilities, not wanting to live, everything.

Feel free to talk to any of us. Just a week ago today, I came dangerously close to ending my own life, but people here reached out en masse, and I am forever grateful for that!

The issues that caused me to want to do it aren't gone, but the support gave me the strength to keep fighting, and they/we can do it for you too!
 
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