Answer: Being a mother to kids with special needs.
Pregnancy, childbirth, and the sleepless first months are demanding, yes. But nothing compares to an infant with sensory issues who screams absolute bloody murder every time you change their nappy, or toddlers with autism who are elopers and can make it down the block while you're blowing your nose, or a gradeschooler with severe ADHD who climbs the fence at school because she's bored, or a middle schooler with a mood disorder who throws furniture at you, or a teen who cuts herself, or one who thinks his anxiety is giving him a heart attack, or, or, or...
It's grueling in every way imaginable, and the body keeps the score.
Hmm, if I had to guess I would say over 10 inches and not even sure how to guess on how thick other than to say I could barely fit my hand around it.
It was the most masculine, nerve wracking and intense experience of my life. It was mixed with fear, incredible excitement, and uncertainty. Something that I never experienced with my husband and never could
First thought is the spicy, sweet scent before it gets to my mouth, then the heat on my tongue and the soft chew. Then I savor the mouth feel and the freshness cascading through my mouth, and then just enjoy the lingering of that heat as I swallow.