Habit, more than anything. Having been longer than I care to admit, I feel it's always been a safe way to explore and express my sexuality. And I am painfully shy.
Second question: I would try to delicately and discreetly edge my tongue toward the impending mess, hopefully cleaning it up before I look ridiculous. Or a careful placement of a napkin.
Probably anything outdoors. I do love to lay in the sun and feel the heat of the day. Mostly unclothed and covered in oil. It turns me on for some reason and if the mood strikes, since it’s secluded, I can touch myself and really enjoy the sun.
I was amazed to find that there were men out there who be more than willing to provide me with oral and have no expectations of me doing anything for them. So I allowed that to happen on rare occasion for many years. That blew my mind. So when I was about to move to a new town a few years ago, I fantasized about finding an older man who was an oral FWB. About this same time a younger man came into my life. So at first I had fantasies about making either an older man or the younger man wear panties and lingerie while servicing me. And after some time, I began to imagine what it would be like to reciprocate....but it is like a needle in a haystack. It would have to be the right situation....so it might never happen.
I have seen lots of them....though not so many recently. I would say that there was one in particular, one recent.....that I thought twice about but chickened out. I didn't think he had an interest when he actually did, but by then it was too late.
Christmas is the time of the year that I always look forward to. I’m not a Christian nor is my family but something about the snowy weather, comfy pjs and hot chocolate just is always the absolute best combo. Not to mention the perk of cuddles and mistletoes