Hidden Passion (Closed)

When he heard her plea, it had felt like a knife had gone through his heart. He felt guilty for putting her through this situation. He turned to her, "I`m... I`m sorry. I just don`t know how to help you be human. It would be like me trying to teach a plant how to beath xygen instead of carbon."

He slowly approached her, "I like you the way you are. Your unique and mysterious which I find interesting. Teaching you to become human, well, would remove all that which makes you a shifter."

He now stood next to her and whispered into her ear, "You don`t have to change to impress me. I fell in love with you when I first learned what you were." Then he wrapped his arms around her, and kissed her on the lips.
 
A whimper fell from her lips as he kissed her. She tensed for a split second then curled into his arms as she let her eyes fall closed and her arms circling his waist. Once the kiss broke her eyes were clearly glowing a warm contented glow as she left her arms around his waist biting at her lip while smiling.
 
Avellan felt happiness and pride swell within him as he smiled at here. He held her close to him and sighedin pleasure and whispered into her ear, "I like you as you are. I feel truely happy around you and don`t want to let you go."

He kissed her again, more eagerly this time than the last.
 
She felt something she was not sure what as she has never felt romantic in this form and purred almost hungrily into the kiss. Hugging him closer her hands moved almost like paws tenderly scratching at his lower back. Her eyes fell closed again as she did her best to keep the kiss going as long as she could.
 
Avellan ended the kiss and slowed is breathing, he wasn`t sure of what to do. He had never done anything like this. He put his hand on the side of her face, "Umm... I`m should.. uh probably put the rest of the food away so, uh, it doesn`t spoil." He let go of her and headed outside to get the rest of the meat and also thought over what to do.
 
I... I can help you.

She moved to follow him confused as well. Normally in a moment like this she would simply vanish in her feline form and that would be the end of it but this time was different she wanted to be here... with him but she didn't understand why.
 
Avellan wanted to collect his thought in private for a moment without her being around him all the time. Not that it was angering him, it just confused him more. They finished with the task very easily, considering there were only three packages of meat, which he could have easily carried by himself.

After the meat was put away, Avellan nervously sat down at the couch, grabbed his medicine, and popped it in his mouth, then took a calming breath.
 
Sensing something she chose to go back outside and walk around unsure of what to do she shifted forms to that of a house cat again and curled up in the tall grass tail twitching as she laid there trying to figure it all out as well.
 
Avellan looked around the house for Essence, but couldn`t find her anywhere. Probably off in her cat form exploring the place. He call for her then sighed and went to his room. He lay down on the bed with a sigh of comfort. He wasn`t really tired, but just felt like resting.
 
Her ears twitched thinking she heard him call to her and wandered back towards the house finding the door closed she simply found a window sill where she knew he would see her and sat there mewing for a while. She liked him... She liked him a lot and was not sure what to do about that or how to react. Thinking back over the kisses they had exchanged earlier still trampling on her mind as she smiled about them.
 
Avellan heard her mewing or whatever that noise was. He sighed in irritation, couldn`t she just open the door in human form, it wasn`t like it was locked. He didn`t get up, his body was too tired from the lack of sleep, the rescent activities, and his stupid medicine. He pondered over what had happened within the last few hours. How had this all happened?
 
She sunned herself there for a while then took off running. The more she thought about it all the more confused she got. She was scared that she would mess up do something wrong and that the first person she ever wanted to be in human form around would not want her around. She ran for what felt like hours before wondering if she should go back to the house. Finally deciding maybe she should she turned and ran back towards the house. She eventually shifted to human form and wandered around the grounds still deep in thought about all of this.
 
Avellan`s eyes grew heavy as time passed. Eventually, he fell into a deep sleep. After some time, Avellan woke up to the sound of his alarm clock. He groaned and hit the clock, silencing it, then got up and got out of his dirty clothes so as to put on some new ones.
 
She was sitting in the yard staring up at the sky deep in thought. She was reclined back her hands on the ground behind her her hair tossed back behind her as she sat there almost looking asleep. Her mind still wandered over every little thing and still had no idea how this all happened.
 
Avellan got dressed and headed off towards the kitchen. He saw that it was getting dark outside. He was puzzeled then remembered. He had awoke at around 5:30 AM on the couch spent several hours napping, getting something to eat, and skinning the deer.

He walked over to the kitchen and looked for something to eat. He wondered where Essence had gone. Had she up and left him?
 
Snapping from her thoughts as the sunset died she finally decided to see if she could get back in. Walking to the door she reached for the knob biting her lip. as she opened the door and walked in. Hoping she would not upset him by still being here. Brushing her hair back out of the way she moved towards the kitchen looking around.
 
Avellan turned around when he heard someone enter the kitchen. He smiled up at Essence then turned back to the oven to attend to the steak, "I was beginning to wonder if you had up and left."
 
Trying to figure things out... I... I don't know what to do how matters should go... what...

She sighed shaking her head. She was confused.

I have never felt like this before... wanting to be in human form around someone. I try to hide back in my feline forms and yet here I am in a form I barely understand talking you wanting us to do what we did earlier. I... I don't know...

She fell silent biting her lip watching him.
 
Avellan shook his head, "As I said before, don`t try to be human. You were born what you are and you should try to change that. Let your instincts guide you. That`s what I do." He turned off the oven and set the timer.
 
Instinct she thought and then tilted her head for a moment waiting for him to finish what he was doing and then when he turned around she did move on instinct and pinned another kiss to his lips and him to the counter beside the stove.
 
Avellan went wide-eyed as she lunged at him. He hadn`t exactly expected this type of reaction. Feeling pleasure and excitement at her acions and eagerly returned kissed her back while his hand rubbed her back.
 
It was like a leopard in human skin she nipped and purred and nuzzled close as she smiled to him. Backing away a little she watched his eyes reading them like reading the actions of prey. Her head still tilted slightly to the side as she smiled her hands still resting around his waist.
 
Avellan felt his breath quickening and he gave her a mischievious grin. "I think it`s time we stop teasing eachother and move onto what we both really want. What do you say?" he brushed a strand of hair out of her face waiting for an answer.
 
She just watched him nuzzling into his hand as he moved her hair back from her face.

What do you want?

She purred as she spoke her arms draped loosely around his waist as she smiled watching his eyes unsure of what was going on with her or with the situation but knew she was content and happy being this close to him.
 
Avellan gave her a puzzled look, then smiled, "Oh don`t be coy. You know what I mean, I`ve seen how you look at me when I`m near you. I want to make you happy and spend the rest of my life with you."
 
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