Hiding from the light

[Moochienanu]

I need to feel you again -
Your cock slipping inside me,
My back arching,
Your teeth hard on my nipple
As I cum hard
Again

Nothing like that first time -
When your fingers found my apex,
So quickly,
My eyes rolled back
And your kiss on my neck
Made my body
Squirm

 

[Moochienanu]

Things I have Been Accused of Being

No fun
A good time
A prude
A slut
A whore
No one else’s problem but my own
Silly
Sorry
Unimaginably hawt
A friend
A lover
A hater
A fighter
The other woman
The other shoe dropping
A fan
A rebel
A weirdo
A bore
Someone no one can relate to
Someone everyone can relate to
A difficult person to know
An easy person to know
Promiscuous
A goody goody
An evil, heartless bitch
Better than that
A steppingstone
A doormat
Another decent lay
Someone to see
Nothing to see here

 

[Inspirinious]

Things I have Been Accused of Being

No fun
A good time
A prude
A slut
A whore
No one else’s problem but my own
Silly
Sorry
Unimaginably hawt
A friend
A lover
A hater
A fighter
The other woman
The other shoe dropping
A fan
A rebel
A weirdo
A bore
Someone no one can relate to
Someone everyone can relate to
A difficult person to know
An easy person to know
Promiscuous
A goody goody
An evil, heartless bitch
Better than that
A steppingstone
A doormat
Another decent lay
Someone to see
Nothing to see here

Nothing too shocking here. I suspect that many people have a similar list, if they have lived an interesting life.

 

[menoone]

Things I have Been Accused of Being

No fun
A good time
A prude
A slut
A whore
No one else’s problem but my own
Silly
Sorry
Unimaginably hawt
A friend
A lover
A hater
A fighter
The other woman
The other shoe dropping
A fan
A rebel
A weirdo
A bore
Someone no one can relate to
Someone everyone can relate to
A difficult person to know
An easy person to know
Promiscuous
A goody goody
An evil, heartless bitch
Better than that
A steppingstone
A doormat
Another decent lay
Someone to see
Nothing to see here

There are a few things I would add to that list, though I know it is not meant to be exhaustive. It is a list that is good at being evocative though.

 

[Moochienanu]

There are a few things I would add to that list, though I know it is not meant to be exhaustive. It is a list that is good at being evocative though.

I approached this more like a spoken word list… read out loud I think it is more impactful. I might read it in a vocaroo later (I didn’t expect it to get so much attention)

 

[menoone]

I approached this more like a spoken word list… read out loud I think it is more impactful. I might read it in a vocaroo later (I didn’t expect it to get so much attention)

I definitely can hear a variety of ways this can go with spoken word. It would be interesting to hear how you choose to read them if you do decide to record something.

 

[Moochienanu]

The Little

I was asked about the little
The piece of me that is so ingrained
That even when I try to pull her apart
She is interwoven.

I can’t tell anymore
Yes, sometimes I use a softer voice
And
Yes, sometimes I like to be less the adult
But I don’t know when
It will
Or did
Or does…
So it simply is.
Being who I am
Like I can’t help but smile with compliments
Like I hold everything with both hands when the world is so big
Like when he first saw my eyes and said “it is you, isn’t it?”

 

[DarkRaven13]

I like your poems.

 

[Moochienanu]

Tilted

it’s hard to tell
if this morning
brought smoke
or simply a fog
with the red and orange
of leaves getting lost
above my head
and my heart
afloat on clarity
in simple promises
and trust
while pages of
professed love
sit unspoiled -
still as consistent
as the first time
your fingers tilted
my chin up to you

 

[Moochienanu]

I love what you do to me
How unraveled I become
With a hint of your smile
Behind that honeyed voice
That melts my insides
Into a messy puddle person

I love what you do to me
How your every word
Feels like an ocean wave
Crashing against my body
Pulling me out in the undertow
Deeper than I thought possible

I love what you do to me
How you are a constant
Where I’ve built everything
I can’t live without that
Soft groan of yours
Shaking my entire bedrock

 

[KentBloke]

January 4, 2022

Alright

It’s alright to not be alright
That’s such an easy thing to say
People say it all the time
People also don’t want to know
When things aren’t alright

No one wants to hear
About the crippling panic
That keeps you from enjoying
Your last night off
Before going back to work

No one wants to see
The tears you would cry
If you told them about
The things you have seen
The horrors people do
To another person
To themselves
Because they could
Because they were different
Because they were angry
Because they were scared
Because they weren’t alright

No one wants to know
And feel helpless, useless in the face of it
So it’s easier to just say

I love the fact that you left this hanging at the end... and you are absolutely correct. It is easier for people who know you but don't really understand what is going on to either ignore it or say nothing as they have no idea what to say!

 

[Moochienanu]

PMs as a woman

when did being a brat
lead to being called a bitch?
but maybe I am,
okay, yes I am,
but they don’t know that.

when did having an alternative opinion
lead to being called a worthless slut?
but maybe I am,
I’m still processing this one,
but they don’t know that.

when did not aligning physically with cosmo
lead to being called a fat whore?
but maybe I am,
Nope, I most certainly am not,
And I’m going to fucking tell them.

 

[Moochienanu]

Fallen from the sky
Like rain
On your windshield

I want to be closer
Sink in
Like the drops that
Fall onto your shoulder.

 

[Moochienanu]

purity and Porn

falling into bed
feeling the world become you
the curtains drawn
knowing my heart
fits inside your’s

Fuck me harder
Fever hot bodies
Our hips smacking together
You ride me into bliss
Taking deeper thrusts

the sweat beads
droplets slip down décolletage
between us
melding two forms
an incredible high

Don’t stop until I cum
Right there like that
Pulling my hair back
Hear me whimper
For more again

never enough of you
how you kiss me
no questions in eyes
knowing our hearts fly
when we’re close

 

[Moochienanu]

I’ve fallen apart again
The inside of me
Pulverized
And the pieces -
I’m not a soldier
I’ve never been to war
Yet I go
Every night I work
Petrified to try
I can’t sleep
It’s like the world’s on fire
And all I can do
is take a knee
And listen to the music
Heart beats
The sound of life
Flowing out from the center.

 

[Moochienanu]

I play third.

what it felt to be
three steps to the left
of third
heart pounding
my palm
a magical place
that held the heart
of everything
when it flew toward me
like nothing else matters
the ground skipping
over the landing
missing your fingers
wrapping around
every piece of this puzzle
placed in time
with the movement
and the crack
of the bat
don’t look at me
I’m the one catching
every line drive
and each time
my shortstop
gave me that look

 

[Moochienanu]

It seems wrong
To want you the way I do

To want to feel you fill me
Not just in the way
Everyone expects,
But in those ways
Few know

The depths of me exploding
With your words
With your actions
With your thoughts
As they crash over me
In waves of hungry need

I want to feel you tear me apart
Feel myself ripping under you
Feel myself falling to pieces
And to know that it’s okay
With you
Only with you

To feel this aching ocean of eagerness
Erupt from me
Finding you
Your matching depths
Looking into mine
And rather than finding me wanting,
They find me
They see me
They know me
You know me

Why are we like this?

 

[Moochienanu]

MOA
We’re already here
Somewhere after the before
And before the after
And I don’t want to ever think
About the after
But it’s there
It’s looming
I feel it
But I really, really don’t want it
I would much rather be
Hanging
Doing what we do
Loving you
Not worrying about that moment
When you realize
You don’t want me anymore
You don’t need what I can give
And I will never get in the way
So I’ll bow out
And simply become something else
Something less
Something unrecognizable
And that’s going to have to be okay
Because no one will ever hold a candle to you
No one will ever be what you have been
For so very long
You have been my reason
My mechanism of action.

 

[Moochienanu]

I think I’m already gone

Haven’t caught up with myself yet
There are streamers at my sides
From where I caught the finish line
And this is probably it.
I don’t want to be here
To see any photo
To deal with a close call
I could
I know I know how
Am I already gone?

 

[Moochienanu]

I seem to be flying by
In time to see 4/4 over the line
And everything seems to be fine
But I’m not

And I keep pressing fast in it
Almost losing but still getting
Nothing out of the past that isnt
Exactly them

Why am I left here behind when
You’re just doing everything fine
And the rest is lost in time
With the new

You feed me words I can’t quit singing
While the world keeps randomly spinning
And I don’t think there’s anything left
To do.

 

[Moochienanu]

What’s wrong with wanting
Something of my own
Someone else to call a home
When the house crumbles
And I’m not trying to speculate
Say that this is too little too late
But I’m drowning here
Missing you like this
No one but the ephemeral to kiss

 

[Moochienanu]

I met a man
At the gas station this morning
He reminded me of you
In the way that conversation between us comes easily
It never feels like we need to speak
You know?
We just do.

I met a man
When I was picking up some take out
And he asked me what I was doing later
Like maybe I could ask him to join,
But I don’t know how
Or if I want
Any of anyone else
But you.

 

[Moochienanu]

I feel like I belong out here
In the cold
With the colours matching mine
And the wind blowing the steam
That rises over the lake

I hear the waterfowl move
Through the tangle
Overgrown brush nearby
And then take noisy flight
Low-flying and landing on the water

Some mornings are for this:
The bright end-of-autumn sun
Not quite cutting into the cold yet.
And for me
To simply let sink into
Frozen in time
On a bench
In the park