smotherman
Ass-phyxiation
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- May 7, 2005
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I miss her smile, kisses, beautiful eyes, eye roll
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I miss alot of LIT friends who have come and gone!
Imagine that,some have beaten the addiction!![]()



I've said much of this before, but it is said tonight as a kind of resolution.
I miss - and will find again - waking up entwined with my lover, and making love before we are fully awake. The easy rhythm of bodies in motion. I miss feeling as though someone has my back. I miss waking up without a list of to-do's intruding on my morning smiles. I miss kissing until I am breathless and wanting. I miss going to a party with the man I love and watching one another across the room. I miss the touches and heat in the car, on the street, in the living room when there are guests, sneakily in the kitchen at a party.
This is not a lament. It's becoming my anthem.I am so blessed to have known these things, and to know that they exist is to have hope that they will return, somehow, in the fullness of time.
I miss my carefree self.
I refuse to let go of my belief that today is not forever, it is only today.