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just when i thought i had let go of it.

i want to unsee that, i had no idea it was even there. i want to erase the memories and emotions connected to it; ask them [nicely] to leave, even though i know they won't. [emotional] memories are like that. they love to loiter: lingering around aimlessly when i really don't want them there. reminding me of the injustice of that experience, sending my amygdala into overdrive.

but i'll just have to do what i can to not remember it. keep my mind cluttered with the understanding that it was a lesson, identify the lesson and learn from it; remind myself that i am not my emotions and not allow these memories to shape my present life, channel my energy into things i can control, and put those memories back where they rightfully belong.

finally, keep trying to remove it: "the server encountered an error. please try again later."
 
I have to switch it up with different slutty clothing and poses, though, he's seen all of my profile pictures + hundreds of others. Kinda tricky... But I'm excited for my new dress beach cover-up thing. lol

I am excited for it as well and I have not seen it. ;)
 
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