I'm having a lesbian affair...with a married woman

[NOBGE]

I should say there is no question in my mind that i will sleep with Rico tonight.

No. I will FUCK Rico tonight.

Lucky Rico

 

[LaotianLass]

It's funny. My parents had a poor relationship. My dad could be volatile, (probably from PTSD through his experiences in HK in WW2), although I never saw him hit my mum he certainly wallopped us kids.
Because of that, I keep my temper very tightly chained and have a lot of difficulty being honest and open with my feelings.

"Difficulty being open and honest with feelings" is so many men. Soooo many.

It's part of why Rico and i didn't click as a couple. He is extremely macho, or maybe I should call it toxic masculinity? Maybe that's too harsh. But he never really opened up to me and, without even realizing it, he saw women as something less than men.

He's a bad boy and a seducer and he can't see how much pain he's in.

 

[LaotianLass]

I am so, SO happy for you!
I can feel your smile from here!

 

[Dill_the_Dog]

"Difficulty being open and honest with feelings" is so many men. Soooo many.

It's part of why Rico and i didn't click as a couple. He is extremely macho, or maybe I should call it toxic masculinity? Maybe that's too harsh. But he never really opened up to me and, without even realizing it, he saw women as something less than men.

He's a bad boy and a seducer and he can't see how much pain he's in.

I'm the opposite. Frequently been told I'm far too "nice" to date!

 

[LaotianLass]

Well I have a few hours before meeting Rico.

I feel so much like masturbating now, my body is just sparkling with energy and passion

But I'll try not to. I always try to hold in all my sexual energy before a date because I want to be passionate and sexual for my partner. And a little naughty lol.

 

[LaotianLass]

I'm the opposite. Frequently been told I'm far too "nice" to date!

Awwww

 

[Dill_the_Dog]

Well I have a few hours before meeting Rico.

I feel so much like masturbating now, my body is just sparkling with energy and passion

But I'll try not to. I always try to hold in all my sexual energy before a date because I want to be passionate and sexual for my partner. And a little naughty lol.

I was going to say you need to sit on your hands.
But in this case, that may not be the best advice!

 

[peekingone]

Well I have a few hours before meeting Rico.

I feel so much like masturbating now, my body is just sparkling with energy and passion

But I'll try not to. I always try to hold in all my sexual energy before a date because I want to be passionate and sexual for my partner. And a little naughty lol.

Maybe just get that little edge going. Then a bit of a damp patch in those sexy panties for tonight.

 

[LaotianLass]

It's a beautiful warm sunny day here

I might lay out by the pool

Warm sunshine on my skin feels so lovely

Maybe brave the crowds and go shopping later

 

[Ocean33]

It's a beautiful warm sunny day here

I might lay out by the pool

Warm sunshine on my skin feels so lovely

Maybe brave the crowds and go shopping later

Treat yo self

 

[40sBiCuckCple]

I've posted about my budding relationship with a very beautiful, very sexy, very MARRIED woman. But even though it started slowly and shyly, it seems to be heating up in a wild and wonderful way so I decided why not post my own thread so you can see it blossom kind of in real time?

I guess maybe affairs with married people aren't too shocking on Lit, and certainly not sexuality between women. But this is kind of new to me, I've been hit on a lot by married men and long ago decided not to go there. And even though I'm bisexual, I've never been hit on by a married woman nor have I pursued one.

The woman I seem to be getting involved told me (while we were still "just friends") that she is completely straight and very happily married (no kids yet.)

My wife has had several affairs with married women. Most have been married moms like her. She says the tension and fear of “being caught factor” seem to make the first few get togethers exceptionally hot. I can kinda relate to that same feeling with other married men.

 

[LaotianLass]

I couldn't do it

I didn't sleep with him

 

[TomTeacher19]

Did you come close?

 

[LaotianLass]

I'm shaken and confused and my body and mind are at war

All I know is I love her and I want to be with her and I don't want anyone else

I'm crying and shaking and I don't know what to do my god I miss her

 

[LaotianLass]

Did you come close?

Kind of yes

We were kissing and making out near the entrance to my apartment building

My body was very aroused

I could imagine the feeling of his cock inside me

But i just

Couldn't

 

[Jaws82]

I'm shaken and confused and my body and mind are at war

All I know is I love her and I want to be with her and I don't want anyone else

I'm crying and shaking and I don't know what to do my god I miss her

Well that’s unfortunate sorry you’re going through with that

 

[LaotianLass]

He said he understood but i could tell he was kind of mad

 

[LaotianLass]

I want to call her and tell her what happened and tell her I love her

But I can't because she's probably FUCKING HER HUSBAND right now

I'm shaking

 

[LaotianLass]

My body was hot and wild and ready something just clicked in my mind and said no

While my breasts were hot with desire and my nipples ached to be touched and my pussy just throbbbbed and my hips flexed against him

 

[LaotianLass]

Fuck

 

[Jaws82]

Fuck

wish I could

 

[LaotianLass]

I called him

Said I was sorry

Asked him to come back, he said yes

I need someone tonight

 

[Jaws82]

I called him

Said I was sorry

Asked him to come back, he said yes

I need someone tonight

get fuuuuuuuuuuck

 

[PapaRomantic]

I fear you're going to feel worse about it if he does come back and you sleep with him. It's not going to change what's going on in your mind about your affair partner not being with you and the angst you are feeling. It's only going to make that angst worse, at least in my opinion.

I hope it provides what you need. I want nothing but happiness for you.

 

[LaotianLass]

He's gone now. A quick goodbye and a rough kiss, and he slinked away in the cold and dark, unwilling to face the warmth and intimacy of the morning.

My mind is calm, my body oh so deliciously satisfied. No emotions now, I suppose they'll rush in later after I've rested.