LadyKaren50
Dr. Abi
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- May 14, 2010
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Venting
“Her… My Dean was a her! Dr. Margaret Copley, Dean of the College of Fine Arts. Maggie was a friend once. A good friend, but once she became the Dean we stopped being friends.” Abi sighed, “She presented this idea to me like she was my best girlfriend coming up with a solution for an awkward problem. She had talked Nadler at some conference and apparently they talked about me and he was enthusiastic about my applying. So Dean Maggie called me in and “unofficially” encouraged me to apply. Oh, she didn’t want to see me go of course, this suggestion was for my sake. After all since Greg had become an administrator he had stopped doing any productive research and he was also not a particularly good administrator so there was no way he could go somewhere else, no one would want him. That part is true. And then she told me how UW-Madison would be a step up and all of that. Of course this is a state school that has been experiencing budget cuts – so there isn’t really extra money for projects. And I get here and my teaching load is what it was when I first started – gen eds with undergraduates! Frankly, I think I will probably be teaching Music Appreciation to freshmen for the rest of my career!” There was some silence for a moment. “I don’t know, I suppose she meant well, but I still resent it and I feel hurt and betrayed. It feels like my friend sided with my husband to get rid of me to remove this source of conflict from her college.” Abi made a turn. “I don’t know, maybe she is right, maybe this is good for me. Maybe I have nothing more constructive to contribute and teaching undergraduates is all I should be doing now. Oh god, and I feel so lonely.” Abi felt tears welling up. But she forced herself not to cry.
Abi stopped at an intersection and removed her glasses and wiped her eyes, then looked to Jo for which way to go. Jo motioned to go left and said “I know a good treatment for ‘hurt and angry.’ I have a small but well-stocked wine cellar. I might even have some mead around. When we get to my place, you should come in for a nightcap.”
Her voice was sweet and inviting. Abi had no plans. She would just go home, take off her clothes, go online and play with herself for a couple hours until she had an orgasm or fell asleep out of boredom. It would be nice to have a friend. “That is a lovely idea,” Abi turned and smiled. “I would love to come in and if you have mead or any white wine I will even drink a little. But if you get me drunk then we will be really stuck since then neither of us will be able to drive and I won’t be able to get home!” Abi giggled.
“Her… My Dean was a her! Dr. Margaret Copley, Dean of the College of Fine Arts. Maggie was a friend once. A good friend, but once she became the Dean we stopped being friends.” Abi sighed, “She presented this idea to me like she was my best girlfriend coming up with a solution for an awkward problem. She had talked Nadler at some conference and apparently they talked about me and he was enthusiastic about my applying. So Dean Maggie called me in and “unofficially” encouraged me to apply. Oh, she didn’t want to see me go of course, this suggestion was for my sake. After all since Greg had become an administrator he had stopped doing any productive research and he was also not a particularly good administrator so there was no way he could go somewhere else, no one would want him. That part is true. And then she told me how UW-Madison would be a step up and all of that. Of course this is a state school that has been experiencing budget cuts – so there isn’t really extra money for projects. And I get here and my teaching load is what it was when I first started – gen eds with undergraduates! Frankly, I think I will probably be teaching Music Appreciation to freshmen for the rest of my career!” There was some silence for a moment. “I don’t know, I suppose she meant well, but I still resent it and I feel hurt and betrayed. It feels like my friend sided with my husband to get rid of me to remove this source of conflict from her college.” Abi made a turn. “I don’t know, maybe she is right, maybe this is good for me. Maybe I have nothing more constructive to contribute and teaching undergraduates is all I should be doing now. Oh god, and I feel so lonely.” Abi felt tears welling up. But she forced herself not to cry.
Abi stopped at an intersection and removed her glasses and wiped her eyes, then looked to Jo for which way to go. Jo motioned to go left and said “I know a good treatment for ‘hurt and angry.’ I have a small but well-stocked wine cellar. I might even have some mead around. When we get to my place, you should come in for a nightcap.”
Her voice was sweet and inviting. Abi had no plans. She would just go home, take off her clothes, go online and play with herself for a couple hours until she had an orgasm or fell asleep out of boredom. It would be nice to have a friend. “That is a lovely idea,” Abi turned and smiled. “I would love to come in and if you have mead or any white wine I will even drink a little. But if you get me drunk then we will be really stuck since then neither of us will be able to drive and I won’t be able to get home!” Abi giggled.