HisPureLust
Narcissistic Satyr
- Joined
- Oct 3, 2007
- Posts
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Rune had never been able to get over the break up. That was as much understatement as it was widely common knowledge.
As the cab sped to Olivia's place and the two of them discussed work, the people they worked with and laughed over some of the "safer" old memories... his mind wandered to something he had learned long ago to let go.
Why.
If they were so good. Even now after all this time, it was evident that they were a good match and very close. Why was the end so fantastic. Why was there a cataclysmic explosion instead of a happy ending?
It's easy to blame one person, as his therapist was so fond of telling him. Easy to demonize others to keep us from accepting things we don't want to accept. But there was one truth that was very glaring as he stared at her silly smooth knee crossed over the other and watched her talk about how she had spent her days lately.
A relationship is very much like a life. It begins...it grows old. It dies. The fact was he did not know this woman. He knew her before. Sure she hadn't changed much essentially but assuming she had the same hopes, dreams and desires was foolish. The same things she wanted then might not be what she wants now. Perhaps she would love him again? He stopped... Remembering something.
It's always the same. Your infatuation gives way to monotony, as the things that were once cute then become issues to work on. Did he smother her? Did they burn too bright for too long? And if that was the case what would stop it from happening again? All it would take was someone new...someone else exciting...there's always someone. What's worth anything if everything has an expiration?
There he goes again. Black and whites.
The car stopped and Rune realized there was NO promise of a relationship. Only two friends getting to know each other again...possibly reminiscing over a few drinks. This was so far from a good idea. He was already lost in the tide and she hadn't even kissed him. He tried to think of an excuse to jump back in the cab and get the fuck outta there but his feet followed her saunter. Up the stairs and inside her building. Up to her apartment and inside.
"do you want something to drink?"
He looked around. It was hard to actually see anything. All he saw where places she fucked other guys. Her naked body draped over the couch, a head between her legs. Her ass bent over a desk with a big cock in it thrusting as she moaned.... A gang of men entering her on the floor.
He shut his eyes.
"Do you have an aspirin Hun? I could really use one"
He happened to find a leather comforter and collapsed in it, holding his head. He shook it a few times. Way to go give yourself a fucken head ache genius.
As the cab sped to Olivia's place and the two of them discussed work, the people they worked with and laughed over some of the "safer" old memories... his mind wandered to something he had learned long ago to let go.
Why.
If they were so good. Even now after all this time, it was evident that they were a good match and very close. Why was the end so fantastic. Why was there a cataclysmic explosion instead of a happy ending?
It's easy to blame one person, as his therapist was so fond of telling him. Easy to demonize others to keep us from accepting things we don't want to accept. But there was one truth that was very glaring as he stared at her silly smooth knee crossed over the other and watched her talk about how she had spent her days lately.
A relationship is very much like a life. It begins...it grows old. It dies. The fact was he did not know this woman. He knew her before. Sure she hadn't changed much essentially but assuming she had the same hopes, dreams and desires was foolish. The same things she wanted then might not be what she wants now. Perhaps she would love him again? He stopped... Remembering something.
It's always the same. Your infatuation gives way to monotony, as the things that were once cute then become issues to work on. Did he smother her? Did they burn too bright for too long? And if that was the case what would stop it from happening again? All it would take was someone new...someone else exciting...there's always someone. What's worth anything if everything has an expiration?
There he goes again. Black and whites.
The car stopped and Rune realized there was NO promise of a relationship. Only two friends getting to know each other again...possibly reminiscing over a few drinks. This was so far from a good idea. He was already lost in the tide and she hadn't even kissed him. He tried to think of an excuse to jump back in the cab and get the fuck outta there but his feet followed her saunter. Up the stairs and inside her building. Up to her apartment and inside.
"do you want something to drink?"
He looked around. It was hard to actually see anything. All he saw where places she fucked other guys. Her naked body draped over the couch, a head between her legs. Her ass bent over a desk with a big cock in it thrusting as she moaned.... A gang of men entering her on the floor.
He shut his eyes.
"Do you have an aspirin Hun? I could really use one"
He happened to find a leather comforter and collapsed in it, holding his head. He shook it a few times. Way to go give yourself a fucken head ache genius.