Isolated BDSM Blurts - Roosters are Vicious

[gracie920101]

I didn’t think I had a heart left to break.

But I was wrong.

I've always thought that exercising that muscle makes it more tender and easier to open. It also makes it harder to protect against harm.

I'm so sorry, Bunny.

 

[BiBunny]

oh bunny.
My heart breaks with you and for you.
(((hugs)))

I've always thought that exercising that muscle makes it more tender and easier to open. It also makes it harder to protect against harm.

I'm so sorry, Bunny.

Thanks, y'all.


To make a long story short, Daddy and I have been playing since December. I told him about a week ago that I wanted more. He took some time to think about it, but I got the gentle "I'm sorry, kitten, but I just can't give you that."

We agreed to continue our playing, but it hurts to be a little in love with him, knowing he doesn't feel the same way.

 

[La damnee elle la licorne]

 

[LucyBee01]

Thanks, y'all.


To make a long story short, Daddy and I have been playing since December. I told him about a week ago that I wanted more. He took some time to think about it, but I got the gentle "I'm sorry, kitten, but I just can't give you that."

We agreed to continue our playing, but it hurts to be a little in love with him, knowing he doesn't feel the same way.

Oh BiBunny ((hug))
That sounds hard. It is good you both have had that discussion and you both choose what you then want to do. But I feel for you.

 

[seela]

I'm feeling too under the weather to go out but not under the weather enough to just watch movies all evening.

So here's the bat signal again, or cookie signal, whatever.

If somebody wants to chat, PM please.

 

[BiBunny]

Well, Without knowing or wanting to know the background and ins and outs I would not necessarily reach the same conclusions but if you want more and you HAVE sounded very happy maybe the thing to gain is this dynamic works for you, your heart still works beautifully and you know that you need someone able to be fully reciprocative and in a position to be fully available if you progress to this level of affection.

Oh BiBunny ((hug))
That sounds hard. It is good you both have had that discussion and you both choose what you then want to do. But I feel for you.

Thank you both.

I'm not going to lie, it's been hard. I've been drinking a lot.

 

[cfuhrer]

I've noticed a hole in the greeting card market and I think I might try and fill it.

The I'm-just-giving-you-a-card-because-someone-we-both-know-would-be-disappointed-if-I-didnt niche.

Case in point: if I didn't present my mother's husband with a Father's Day card my mother would be disappointed in me. I don't want to give him a card, and certainly not the "for all you've taught me" or "I am who I am because of you" nonsense.

It is a real struggle to find a card that says "you're a dad, it's Father's Day, here's a card that recognizes both points with nothing touchy feeley from my end".

 

[MeekMe]

I've noticed a hole in the greeting card market and I think I might try and fill it.

The I'm-just-giving-you-a-card-because-someone-we-both-know-would-be-disappointed-if-I-didnt niche.

Case in point: if I didn't present my mother's husband with a Father's Day card my mother would be disappointed in me. I don't want to give him a card, and certainly not the "for all you've taught me" or "I am who I am because of you" nonsense.

It is a real struggle to find a card that says "you're a dad, it's Father's Day, here's a card that recognizes both points with nothing touchy feeley from my end".

If you figure it out, I'll buy them. I always go with a funny card. They tend to leave out most of the "best dad" "you did so much" "I'm glad you were always there" stuff.

This year I got one that acknowledges the craziness of having children in a funny way. Probably because I may or may not have set fire to things at one point. (¬_¬)

 

[La damnee elle la licorne]

 

[gracie920101]

I've noticed a hole in the greeting card market and I think I might try and fill it.

The I'm-just-giving-you-a-card-because-someone-we-both-know-would-be-disappointed-if-I-didnt niche.

Case in point: if I didn't present my mother's husband with a Father's Day card my mother would be disappointed in me. I don't want to give him a card, and certainly not the "for all you've taught me" or "I am who I am because of you" nonsense.

It is a real struggle to find a card that says "you're a dad, it's Father's Day, here's a card that recognizes both points with nothing touchy feeley from my end".

I have resorted to bookmarks, funny notepads, etc. in order to avoid just that. No card I've ever found says "thanks for making me, you've screwed up my life enough. Go away."

 

[Miles Long]

How is it almost July already?

 

[cfuhrer]

How is it almost July already?

Shush, you!

 

[cfuhrer]

Wasn't how we planned to spend the day, but we were together and productive so I call it a win.

 

[cascadiabound]

I've noticed a hole in the greeting card market and I think I might try and fill it.

The I'm-just-giving-you-a-card-because-someone-we-both-know-would-be-disappointed-if-I-didnt niche.

Case in point: if I didn't present my mother's husband with a Father's Day card my mother would be disappointed in me. I don't want to give him a card, and certainly not the "for all you've taught me" or "I am who I am because of you" nonsense.

It is a real struggle to find a card that says "you're a dad, it's Father's Day, here's a card that recognizes both points with nothing touchy feeley from my end".

I know just what you mean. When my dad was alive I always looked for a card that was the least effusive thing I could find cause I did not want to give him a card that was a lie. And most of them would have been. Ugh.

 

[cookiecat]

I've noticed a hole in the greeting card market and I think I might try and fill it.

The I'm-just-giving-you-a-card-because-someone-we-both-know-would-be-disappointed-if-I-didnt niche.

Case in point: if I didn't present my mother's husband with a Father's Day card my mother would be disappointed in me. I don't want to give him a card, and certainly not the "for all you've taught me" or "I am who I am because of you" nonsense.

It is a real struggle to find a card that says "you're a dad, it's Father's Day, here's a card that recognizes both points with nothing touchy feeley from my end".

I refuse to pay $3-5 for a card, especially when the recipient is getting the card out of obligation. A hand made (computer made) card with a picture of my dog and a generic sentiment generally does the trick.

 

[Miles Long]

I refuse to pay $3-5 for a card, especially when the recipient is getting the card out of obligation. A hand made (computer made) card with a picture of my dog and a generic sentiment generally does the trick.

Is that what you're getting me for my birthday this year?

 

[DarkSimian]

How is it almost July already?

I, on the other hand, cannot wait for July to get here....esp. the 10th

 

[La damnee elle la licorne]

 

[La damnee elle la licorne]

 

[cfuhrer]

Lots of parties in July. Please let it cool down.

Also I need a dog sitter......

I need a kid-sitter, we could trade.

 

[cfuhrer]

I refuse to pay $3-5 for a card, especially when the recipient is getting the card out of obligation. A hand made (computer made) card with a picture of my dog and a generic sentiment generally does the trick.

My dear! Your profile pic, very nice.

 

[cookiecat]

Is that what you're getting me for my birthday this year?

You, lucky Mr. Long, get a card with my dog and me.

I, on the other hand, cannot wait for July to get here....esp. the 10th

What's the 10th?

Some people I enjoy sending cards to .

Yeah, I guess it's partly a reciprocal thing. .

I like sending cards, too. And receiving! So does Mr. Cookie It feels special.

My dear! Your profile pic, very nice.

Why thanks!

 

[La damnee elle la licorne]

 

[La damnee elle la licorne]

 

[BiBunny]

So I went out with this guy on Friday night.

Perfectly nice date. Perfectly nice guy. But I don't like perfectly nice guys.

I fucked him, anyway, because...well, because I was trying to get past the pain of my Daddy's rejection. Bad reason? Yes.

Now this guy likes me, and I don't like him. He won't leave me alone, and I wish he would. He's not Daddy, and I'm not interested.

He wants to get together Wednesday. I'd rather jump off a building. I already spent the whole rest of the weekend drinking and hating myself for hooking up with him in the first place.

What do I do?