katalynn
Protected by Demons
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Salyne is trying to be cautious even if she knew how hopeless that caution is, although behind the caution his words stunned her all the more. The confusion had vanished naturally, hearing his own wishes only twisted them around to make it sound like they were her desires. Which, in fact they were hidden desires that only come from dreams.
Then there is the gentleness he provided, he held onto her so casually that it gave no reason to fight it, he followed it all through with that kiss. In all out honesty, she hadn't thought about a life with anyone from the crew, then again she hadn't thought much about her future till it happened. Here and now it is happening, another bridge to cross with a man she hardly knew, a man that is promising a future that sounded to good to be true.
"Yes, I have nothing. Sure, I have a body that I can sell out for coin. But, doubt I'll get very far wearing mens clothing. And even then, I don't wish for a life of a whore. I enjoy sex as much as the next person, I don't wish to use it all the time as a bargaining chip. I may have done it with Andrew and that is something I have to live with... Beyond that, I have nothing to offer."
The more she thought about it, knowing how most men are in her life time she decided to toss in a little wrench to see what kind of reply he'd give. Andres is a good man from the short time she has known him, he seems to keep to his word and even she had to admit that he is very good looking. The fact remains that he is a pirate and pirates have a hard time settling down in one place.
"You say these things now, but when I am fat with child and not sexually attractive, you will leave. Or when you get bored of that life, you will leave."
Salyne didn't try to back away this time, remained in the spot he held her in with his lips still so close to hers. She looked deep into his eyes, trying to seek out his true intentions, wondering if his words rang true and not just things she wanted to hear. After all, dreams like that don't normally come true for women, and women like her just simply get pawned off without having a word in the matter.
"You will either leave or cast me to the side for a younger female...."
Then there is the gentleness he provided, he held onto her so casually that it gave no reason to fight it, he followed it all through with that kiss. In all out honesty, she hadn't thought about a life with anyone from the crew, then again she hadn't thought much about her future till it happened. Here and now it is happening, another bridge to cross with a man she hardly knew, a man that is promising a future that sounded to good to be true.
"Yes, I have nothing. Sure, I have a body that I can sell out for coin. But, doubt I'll get very far wearing mens clothing. And even then, I don't wish for a life of a whore. I enjoy sex as much as the next person, I don't wish to use it all the time as a bargaining chip. I may have done it with Andrew and that is something I have to live with... Beyond that, I have nothing to offer."
The more she thought about it, knowing how most men are in her life time she decided to toss in a little wrench to see what kind of reply he'd give. Andres is a good man from the short time she has known him, he seems to keep to his word and even she had to admit that he is very good looking. The fact remains that he is a pirate and pirates have a hard time settling down in one place.
"You say these things now, but when I am fat with child and not sexually attractive, you will leave. Or when you get bored of that life, you will leave."
Salyne didn't try to back away this time, remained in the spot he held her in with his lips still so close to hers. She looked deep into his eyes, trying to seek out his true intentions, wondering if his words rang true and not just things she wanted to hear. After all, dreams like that don't normally come true for women, and women like her just simply get pawned off without having a word in the matter.
"You will either leave or cast me to the side for a younger female...."