42BelowsBack
By CROM!
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In the annals of my
youthful mind an
orgasm was a very
short story.
Holidaying at my aunties place
I discover the attic is filled with
many things, including books.
I uncover an old writing desk
with a dusty window view. Its
surface a grainy age old oak.
Casting around, my youthful
inquisitive mind abruptly
pokes up.
A diary! One of many! Quickly
seated with a selection I read
with the pregnant silence of
hope.
Leafing fingertips and eyes skip
then slip into passages of her
hand written prose.
I discover she is a poet. Abruptly
my mental wandering is arrested.
A single note falls feather lite like
music into my lap. A kiss
in faded lipstick stares daring
me to open her note up,
I hear the siren call of her body,
Silently a battle begins, my
body rebels,
my mind in collusion, then
con-clusion, aha! Got it! She
is only my aunt via the
mechanism of an age old
social contract.
I hear the mental
click, irrationally locked in.
The matter is decided.
She and I permissibly
could get related.
My uncle is a dick.
I have my winning youthful
argument.
Not to mention,
the real considerations are: I am
eighteen, plus she is forty
four, double D whatevers!
What could go wrong with
all of that? Nothing!
Quietly. lipstick note in hand,
I tiptoe back down. Mid step
the ladder squeaks, fck! my
feet tremble as quiet as a hand
held open buttock.
I stall mid ladder
then
whiplash quick
check my six…
the coast is clear,
but, the house feels
weird, somehow thick,
almost as if, its…
holding its breath.
A pregnant silence descends.
I hear a footstep, my foot slips!
I come crashing down!
cheek hits the floor,
me legs all limbs about my face
the lipstick note by my nose,
then mom’s shoes (fck!) she
picks up the note, Now more
than my face hurts,
I see her eyes widen
then squint, shut. She looks up
and unceremoniously laughs
her fucking head off!
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youthful mind an
orgasm was a very
short story.
Holidaying at my aunties place
I discover the attic is filled with
many things, including books.
I uncover an old writing desk
with a dusty window view. Its
surface a grainy age old oak.
Casting around, my youthful
inquisitive mind abruptly
pokes up.
A diary! One of many! Quickly
seated with a selection I read
with the pregnant silence of
hope.
Leafing fingertips and eyes skip
then slip into passages of her
hand written prose.
I discover she is a poet. Abruptly
my mental wandering is arrested.
A single note falls feather lite like
music into my lap. A kiss
in faded lipstick stares daring
me to open her note up,
I hear the siren call of her body,
Silently a battle begins, my
body rebels,
my mind in collusion, then
con-clusion, aha! Got it! She
is only my aunt via the
mechanism of an age old
social contract.
I hear the mental
click, irrationally locked in.
The matter is decided.
She and I permissibly
could get related.
My uncle is a dick.
I have my winning youthful
argument.
Not to mention,
the real considerations are: I am
eighteen, plus she is forty
four, double D whatevers!
What could go wrong with
all of that? Nothing!
Quietly. lipstick note in hand,
I tiptoe back down. Mid step
the ladder squeaks, fck! my
feet tremble as quiet as a hand
held open buttock.
I stall mid ladder
then
whiplash quick
check my six…
the coast is clear,
but, the house feels
weird, somehow thick,
almost as if, its…
holding its breath.
A pregnant silence descends.
I hear a footstep, my foot slips!
I come crashing down!
cheek hits the floor,
me legs all limbs about my face
the lipstick note by my nose,
then mom’s shoes (fck!) she
picks up the note, Now more
than my face hurts,
I see her eyes widen
then squint, shut. She looks up
and unceremoniously laughs
her fucking head off!
N32
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