Jenny’s house of fun.

[sister jenny]

Im proud of you.

I hope its helping you feel better and more grounded.

Yeah. But I miss it
But I was drinking too much and I don't like that.
It's just a depression thing, but I overdid it this time.

 

[13Fantasies]

Yeah. But I miss it
But I was drinking too much and I don't like that.
It's just a depression thing, but I overdid it this time.

I understand.

But im still immensely proud of you. Not easy to quit anything cold turkey

 

[sister jenny]

I understand.

But im still immensely proud of you. Not easy to quit anything cold turkey

Thank you
(I am proud of myself too)

 

[1DarkNightOwl]

5 days.
No alcohol.
No drugs.
Just meds, tea and long walks.
Yay, me.

(and no I have not stopped, just taking a break.)

To echo @13Fantasies we are proud of you and it appears to be working.

You go girl.

 

[urbangentleman]

Nice work! I like to reset too. It’s been awhile since I saw you post.

I’ve been doing California Sober mostly. Wednesday I managed to get into Czech lager and regretted it.

 

[urbangentleman]

2AM
Really cold, and very cloudy.
Sat by the open fire earlier and the house still smells lightly of smoke.
Having a white week, so no alcohol and no weed. Just meds and long walks. Can not say I like it so far. Miss my weed. But I am going to prove to myself that I can do it.
Lot's of icecream though. I am going to get so fat lol. And lots of porn.
Well, maybe my tits will get bigger.
Really thought the booze and drug free thing would help with my sleep, but seems like that is not the problem. Still Jenny's brain that is the root to most things that don't work.

Poor sleep is a major driver for me going easy on alcohol. Unfortunately Beer particularly with the residual sugar load making my body work overtime sucks. It really sucks because I’m allergic to American wine. I’m a certified beer judge. I’ve taught brewing and brewed…

Izzy would tell you Wine is fine but Whiskey is quicker anyhow. RIP Prince of Darkness.

 

[sister jenny]

Poor sleep is a major driver for me going easy on alcohol. Unfortunately Beer particularly with the residual sugar load making my body work overtime sucks. It really sucks because I’m allergic to American wine. I’m a certified beer judge. I’ve taught brewing and brewed…

not a big beer drinker. but I loooove wine.

Izzy would tell you Wine is fine but Whiskey is quicker anyhow. RIP Prince of Darkness.

alcohol is one loooooong suicide though

 

[urbangentleman]

not a big beer drinker. but I loooove wine.

alcohol is one loooooong suicide though

Soooo true. So glad weed is legal here. My buddies smoke cigs when we are out and I bring joints. Feels so free smoking anywhere I want. Also honorable mention goes to shrooms. Microdoses are so good.

 

[sister jenny]

Soooo true. So glad weed is legal here. My buddies smoke cigs when we are out and I bring joints. Feels so free smoking anywhere I want. Also honorable mention goes to shrooms. Microdoses are so good.

LOVE weed!!
And yeah shrooms are great too, in general I love drugs.
Never been able to micro dose, I tend to over do everything haha

 

[urbangentleman]

LOVE weed!!
And yeah shrooms are great too, in general I love drugs.
Never been able to micro dose, I tend to over do everything haha

We have a guy…We get .25MG capsules: 1 is like espresso with pain reduction. 2. Is better and happier. From there it varies on whether you get a cap or stem and how much and how fast. I’ll take one every couple hours some days and never get past happy and shinny.

Otherwise I feel that. I always want one another drink, hit, etc. I know thats a problem for some folks. I don’t get fucked up and drive and I feel like natural drugs > chemicals.

 

[sister jenny]

We have a guy…We get .25MG capsules: 1 is like espresso with pain reduction. 2. Is better and happier. From there it varies on whether you get a cap or stem and how much and how fast. I’ll take one every couple hours some days and never get past happy and shinny.

Otherwise I feel that. I always want one another drink, hit, etc. I know thats a problem for some folks. I don’t get fucked up and drive and I feel like natural drugs > chemicals.

That's me. Always one more, always more. Of everything.

 

[urbangentleman]

That's me. Always one more, always more. Of everything.

OK one more stupid ADHD fueled aging stoner musician comment: Bobby Weir would say “Too much is never enough.”

I’m glad you are exercising control though!

 

[sister jenny]

OK one more stupid ADHD fueled aging stoner musician comment: Bobby Weir would say “Too much is never enough.”

I’m glad you are exercising control though!

Grateful Dead? Not my favorites haha

Thank you! At least this week.

 

[urbangentleman]

Grateful Dead? Not my favorites haha

Thank you! At least this week.

Yeah I like a little of everything. Guitar based generally. I try to play. I love jam bands, I think it aligns with the chaos in my mind.

 

[EricaAnna]

5 days.
No alcohol.
No drugs.
Just meds, tea and long walks.
Yay, me.

(and no I have not stopped, just taking a break.)

Good job, darling!

 

[EricaAnna]

That's me. Always one more, always more. Of everything.

Including me, I hope

 

[sister jenny]

Including me, I hope

Of course darling

 

[EricaAnna]

Of course darling

Just for that, enjoy this edit I made.

https://64.media.tumblr.com/0583b1c.../a4a9e602a178f685f39dee92fdb9ff05b48ebb26.pnj

 

[sister jenny]

Just for that, enjoy this edit I made.

https://64.media.tumblr.com/0583b1c.../a4a9e602a178f685f39dee92fdb9ff05b48ebb26.pnj

LOVE IT!

 

[UsuallyPresent]

Tolerance breaks have been used for a very long time

 

[sister jenny]

8 days!
And today I am going to get so stoned I will forget who I am.
I will take a long, hot bath filled with salts and bubbles. Listen to some good music, open a new book and smoke so much weed I will turn into a bush.
My body is cleansed.
My mind is clear.
My will is proven.

It is dark outside and the stars are obscured by clouds. The air is cold and we are expecting a winter storm.
I am nursing a cup of green tea, watching porn on our big TV. Just me and my dildo.
It is too early to wake John and my daughter is sleeping soundly next to him, stuffed rabbit tight in her grip.
Lana Rhoades is being fucked hard on the TV and my cunt is wet and open.
Today will be a glorious day.

 

[EricaAnna]

8 days!
And today I am going to get so stoned I will forget who I am.
I will take a long, hot bath filled with salts and bubbles. Listen to some good music, open a new book and smoke so much weed I will turn into a bush.
My body is cleansed.
My mind is clear.
My will is proven.

It is dark outside and the stars are obscured by clouds. The air is cold and we are expecting a winter storm.
I am nursing a cup of green tea, watching porn on our big TV. Just me and my dildo.
It is too early to wake John and my daughter is sleeping soundly next to him, stuffed rabbit tight in her grip.
Lana Rhoades is being fucked hard on the TV and my cunt is wet and open.
Today will be a glorious day.

Sounds like a good start - have a fantastic day!

 

[sister jenny]

I have had some problems with my account. It seems like the problem is the space in my name.
So I have asked to change my name to sisterjenny. No space. Not sure if it will help or make any difference or ruin everything.

Earlier this year during a pretty severe depression, filled with self hatred I erased everything I had written. So I do not have any originals or copies of anything anymore. The stories and poems that are here do not exist anywhere else. And if they disappear from here they are gone forever.

And yes, I could make copies now I guess, but I can not make myself. After I post a story I am usually so full of guilt, hate and agony that I never wanna see it again.

Not fishing for praise or flattery.
Just an information post.

Kirk out.

 

[1DarkNightOwl]

I am aware of the username issue but do not have the details as it doesn't effect me. I'm also aware that you tend to write your stories in one sitting.

Some of your stories are actually very good although few are extreme beyond my likes.

I feel you should get a copy of your works even if you never look at them again, they are still part of you. If you can't do it yourself perhaps someone would be willing to do it for you. I'm looking @EricaAnna possibly as you too appear to be quite friendly.

 

[sister jenny]

I am aware of the username issue but do not have the details as it doesn't effect me. I'm also aware that you tend to write your stories in one sitting.

Some of your stories are actually very good although few are extreme beyond my likes.

I feel you should get a copy of your works even if you never look at them again, they are still part of you. If you can't do it yourself perhaps someone would be willing to do it for you. I'm looking @EricaAnna possibly as you too appear to be quite friendly.

I know. I write pretty rough stuff.
Not for everyone.

No, I don’t want anyone else to do it. And the lovely @EricaAnna has enough without me.
But thank you for the kindness.