Jewelz own thread :)
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sortacurious
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Jewelz said:fine.....nobody come celebrate with me....not even da bday boy.......
*jewelz stomps out and picks up her things and might never ever come back.........yep.........*.......hahahhahaaha
*dances around the room nekkid.......singin.......the weddin rings are off the wedding rings are off*............
god damn im so depressed!!!!!!!!!
The wedding rings are off? Should I be worried or celebrating with you? I think I'll be worried until I hear otherwise.
Are you OK?
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oh, no! I am so sorry you are hurting so deeply.
Please don't do anything without thinking it through. Although, vanishing may sound very appealing at times, it may not be the answer, but desparation.
If thinking is too difficult...as can be when so much is overwhelming you, then please turn to others for help...I know you have good friends here, and I am online all night thanks to insomnia, and have all the time in the world...I really want to help and be there for you.
I can also see Ice Cold's concern...while perhaps he may be biased by his feelings for you, those feelings also means he wants the best for you. Trust that, if nothing else...
Please don't do anything without thinking it through. Although, vanishing may sound very appealing at times, it may not be the answer, but desparation.
If thinking is too difficult...as can be when so much is overwhelming you, then please turn to others for help...I know you have good friends here, and I am online all night thanks to insomnia, and have all the time in the world...I really want to help and be there for you.
I can also see Ice Cold's concern...while perhaps he may be biased by his feelings for you, those feelings also means he wants the best for you. Trust that, if nothing else...
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ps
I have a couple things I need to finish up and then I'll be back online in about an hour, if you feel like talking...
For now...sending you a big loving hug.
I have a couple things I need to finish up and then I'll be back online in about an hour, if you feel like talking...
For now...sending you a big loving hug.
SC.....thank you very much. i cant muster up words right now, i am just pretty much beat and weakened....sometimes i just truly wonder if i can even help myself darlin.
I appreciate everyone that has been there these past few days and i cherish you all. i will be ok........
I appreciate everyone that has been there these past few days and i cherish you all. i will be ok........
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hey
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Jewelz said:
ok hon, i will respond tomorrow too....im very exhausted....heading there soon myself!
hugs and kisses sis!!!! love ya
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Jewelz said:SC.....thank you very much. i cant muster up words right now, i am just pretty much beat and weakened....sometimes i just truly wonder if i can even help myself darlin.
I appreciate everyone that has been there these past few days and i cherish you all. i will be ok........
Dr. Curious suggests R&R. If you can't sleep and want to talk I'm here. But over analyzing is very exhausting, so only if you feel the need, hun.
Take Care of Yourself,
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prays for Jewelz,
Hugs, Jewelz,
oh honey i'm so sorry, things have
a way of working them selves out... have
faith... xoxo lexy
Jewelz said:
hi honey, no, i am not ok.....ive been having what is looking to be the beginnings of a major nervous breakdown...last night was one of the worst of my life and im thinkin ......vanish.......
Hugs, Jewelz,
oh honey i'm so sorry, things have
a way of working them selves out... have
faith... xoxo lexy
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Wholy Crap!
Jewelz!
I've been catching up on this thread since I've been busy for the past few (or more?) days. Are you alright? I hope things turn around and happiness is brought back to your life. Until then, consider me a shoulder to cry, a tender ear that won't stop listening and a person to put a smile on your face!
I am leaving for Hong Kong tommorow morning so my posts and replies will appear a day late!
Take care babe!
Jewelz!
I've been catching up on this thread since I've been busy for the past few (or more?) days. Are you alright? I hope things turn around and happiness is brought back to your life. Until then, consider me a shoulder to cry, a tender ear that won't stop listening and a person to put a smile on your face!
I am leaving for Hong Kong tommorow morning so my posts and replies will appear a day late!
Take care babe!
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Jewelz, Gem of Lit - ?what to say?
Jewelz,
Gem of Lit,
I posted on the BBW_Pics thread yesterday, to show how days can jump on you. It cost me a pretty penny to get home from DC because Greyhond was screwed up. So, from 10pm Tue till aound 1:15 yesterday afternoon, was a bad 24 hours for me, and it seemed as I was getting hammerd from three days all at once.
Nothing, I repeat NOTHING, should get to the point where you want to remove those rings. Slap him if you must, let me know you need a sholder to cry on, and I will be there as soon as posible. Don't even think of getting rid of the rings, tell there is nothing left.
I may of chosen to lay my life out like an open book on the boards here, and I am sure you have seen some of it. No, not all of it has gotten out, and some with remain in my heart for a long time, and not be shared by any other. I do want to share another bit with you.
Kathie, my wife, had problems growing up, and in adult life. A small part of it caught up with her back in Dec of 2000. I don't know what I have already posted in the past, so I am danceing around here - sorry, but please accept what I have to say on faith. She ended up in two programs, 1st from 12/19/00 till 11/13/01, 2nd program from 11/13/01 till 3/20/02. I knew that there was skeletons in her closet, and I told her that I accepted her for who she was, is, and will be. I wasn't able to be with her much during the first program, and things started to head south in Oct of 2001. She stopped writing and calling, but I did see her, and took her to the second program.
She went thru her parents, and asked for two items for X-mas, and I agreed, and got it to her. I only heard from her directly three time while she was in the second program. I spent a lot on her, and I don't mean money, but I did pay that way as well. The last thing I got from her was a Dear John letter in the middle of Feb. The second place would not allow visits unless the resident gave the okay. She cut me out, and thinks she has to stand on her own.
My mind tells me I can't force her to love me, my heart is that I don't want to let her go. Last week, I moved my ring from finger to wallet, it would of been on a chain around my neck, but I don't own a neckless of my own. When I first got that dear john letter I cried, was frustrated, and any number of things. A week and half later, I went into work, and left an hour and half later, and ended up taking the following day off. I cried a river, and wishing it was the river Styx, so I could forget my pain.
Dag nab it, don't let it get to that point. At least you and your SO have been talking in the last month, more than I can say for Kathie and me. I have told DD that if I don't seem to be getting the point, to grab a 2 x 4, and like the donkey, hit me between the ears to grab my attention.
Have you heard the expression - The body still functions, but the mind is trapped elsewhere. That discribes me. I have been moping about, looking for something to fill my time, since I can't be with my love. The only things I know about your current mess is the rings my go, you may vanish, and a nurvise breakdown. Please, try to work it out. Maybe just go up to your hubby, say when he is reading a book, or something, and just lay your hand on his shoulder, or do something to make a light contact with him. Sometimes suggestions and actions are louder than words.
Things may seem bleak, and dismal, at this point, but don't give up. I may only have one more shot at saving my marriage, and I don't think I'll be able to. When Kathie ask for a divorce, I am going to contest it, and mention to the judge that we haven't even seen a marriage councellor. I know that it is a last ditch effort on my part, but I have to try. She did not leave with a lot of material positions, but damn it, she still has my heart. Do what you can, I know that you and Ice speak not only here on the boards, but I am guessing by phone as well. Talk with him, or me, or any of your friends here.
When I posted yesterday, I only knew that you had a bad day before. Thank you for finding it in yourself to give me a big, warm, hug, when you needed it more than me. You still have a chance with your relationship, and it brings me to tears to think something may happen to it. It may be to late for me, but God Blessed, try damnit try.
My heart goes out to
Mike_F
Jewelz,
Gem of Lit,
I posted on the BBW_Pics thread yesterday, to show how days can jump on you. It cost me a pretty penny to get home from DC because Greyhond was screwed up. So, from 10pm Tue till aound 1:15 yesterday afternoon, was a bad 24 hours for me, and it seemed as I was getting hammerd from three days all at once.
Nothing, I repeat NOTHING, should get to the point where you want to remove those rings. Slap him if you must, let me know you need a sholder to cry on, and I will be there as soon as posible. Don't even think of getting rid of the rings, tell there is nothing left.
I may of chosen to lay my life out like an open book on the boards here, and I am sure you have seen some of it. No, not all of it has gotten out, and some with remain in my heart for a long time, and not be shared by any other. I do want to share another bit with you.
Kathie, my wife, had problems growing up, and in adult life. A small part of it caught up with her back in Dec of 2000. I don't know what I have already posted in the past, so I am danceing around here - sorry, but please accept what I have to say on faith. She ended up in two programs, 1st from 12/19/00 till 11/13/01, 2nd program from 11/13/01 till 3/20/02. I knew that there was skeletons in her closet, and I told her that I accepted her for who she was, is, and will be. I wasn't able to be with her much during the first program, and things started to head south in Oct of 2001. She stopped writing and calling, but I did see her, and took her to the second program.
She went thru her parents, and asked for two items for X-mas, and I agreed, and got it to her. I only heard from her directly three time while she was in the second program. I spent a lot on her, and I don't mean money, but I did pay that way as well. The last thing I got from her was a Dear John letter in the middle of Feb. The second place would not allow visits unless the resident gave the okay. She cut me out, and thinks she has to stand on her own.
My mind tells me I can't force her to love me, my heart is that I don't want to let her go. Last week, I moved my ring from finger to wallet, it would of been on a chain around my neck, but I don't own a neckless of my own. When I first got that dear john letter I cried, was frustrated, and any number of things. A week and half later, I went into work, and left an hour and half later, and ended up taking the following day off. I cried a river, and wishing it was the river Styx, so I could forget my pain.
Dag nab it, don't let it get to that point. At least you and your SO have been talking in the last month, more than I can say for Kathie and me. I have told DD that if I don't seem to be getting the point, to grab a 2 x 4, and like the donkey, hit me between the ears to grab my attention.
Have you heard the expression - The body still functions, but the mind is trapped elsewhere. That discribes me. I have been moping about, looking for something to fill my time, since I can't be with my love. The only things I know about your current mess is the rings my go, you may vanish, and a nurvise breakdown. Please, try to work it out. Maybe just go up to your hubby, say when he is reading a book, or something, and just lay your hand on his shoulder, or do something to make a light contact with him. Sometimes suggestions and actions are louder than words.
Things may seem bleak, and dismal, at this point, but don't give up. I may only have one more shot at saving my marriage, and I don't think I'll be able to. When Kathie ask for a divorce, I am going to contest it, and mention to the judge that we haven't even seen a marriage councellor. I know that it is a last ditch effort on my part, but I have to try. She did not leave with a lot of material positions, but damn it, she still has my heart. Do what you can, I know that you and Ice speak not only here on the boards, but I am guessing by phone as well. Talk with him, or me, or any of your friends here.
When I posted yesterday, I only knew that you had a bad day before. Thank you for finding it in yourself to give me a big, warm, hug, when you needed it more than me. You still have a chance with your relationship, and it brings me to tears to think something may happen to it. It may be to late for me, but God Blessed, try damnit try.
My heart goes out to Mike_F
Re: prays for Jewelz,
Darlin Lexy! Thanks soooooooo much for your prayers. That is what I need most right now I think! Im hanging onto to the faith love!! Thank you for caring!! *psstt, dont dare stop those yummy pics*
lexy24 said:
Hugs, Jewelz,
oh honey i'm so sorry, things have
a way of working them selves out... have
faith... xoxo lexy
Darlin Lexy! Thanks soooooooo much for your prayers. That is what I need most right now I think! Im hanging onto to the faith love!! Thank you for caring!! *psstt, dont dare stop those yummy pics*
Re: Only the strong survive...
My beautiful WL!! How are you?? I miss ya honey!! Thank you for caring too. It does mean ALOT to me to know so many people are concerned for lil ole me!
warmlips said:
Bless you Jewelz, stay strong, you are in my thoughts,
My beautiful WL!! How are you?? I miss ya honey!! Thank you for caring too. It does mean ALOT to me to know so many people are concerned for lil ole me!
Re: Wholy Crap!
Hey darlin CC!!!!!!! I miss you!!!!!! Im doing ok darlin man! I will be fine. Got lots of people caring about me, that is really comforting yanno? Have a safe trip to HK!! and check in when you can!! You surely are missed!!
crazy_canuck said:Jewelz!
I've been catching up on this thread since I've been busy for the past few (or more?) days. Are you alright? I hope things turn around and happiness is brought back to your life. Until then, consider me a shoulder to cry, a tender ear that won't stop listening and a person to put a smile on your face!
I am leaving for Hong Kong tommorow morning so my posts and replies will appear a day late!
Take care babe!
Hey darlin CC!!!!!!! I miss you!!!!!! Im doing ok darlin man! I will be fine. Got lots of people caring about me, that is really comforting yanno? Have a safe trip to HK!! and check in when you can!! You surely are missed!!
Re: Jewelz, Gem of Lit - ?what to say?
Mikey,
Thank you for being so candid and Im sorry that your heart was broken. Please know that I have giving all I know to save us....its in his court now. I love him,and dont want it to end.....but I wont sit back and let things continue the way they were......My children mean more to me than that.
I am so thankful to have friends here at Lit....I know I can count on so many of you and that is just so heartwarming!
Love you all......thanks again mikey.....you are a sweetheart!
Mike_F said:Jewelz,
Gem of Lit,
Dag nab it, don't let it get to that point. At least you and your SO have been talking in the last month, more than I can say for Kathie and me. I have told DD that if I don't seem to be getting the point, to grab a 2 x 4, and like the donkey, hit me between the ears to grab my attention.
Things may seem bleak, and dismal, at this point, but don't give up. I may only have one more shot at saving my marriage, and I don't think I'll be able to. When Kathie ask for a divorce, I am going to contest it, and mention to the judge that we haven't even seen a marriage councellor. I know that it is a last ditch effort on my part, but I have to try. She did not leave with a lot of material positions, but damn it, she still has my heart. Do what you can, I know that you and Ice speak not only here on the boards, but I am guessing by phone as well. Talk with him, or me, or any of your friends here.
When I posted yesterday, I only knew that you had a bad day before. Thank you for finding it in yourself to give me a big, warm, hug, when you needed it more than me. You still have a chance with your relationship, and it brings me to tears to think something may happen to it. It may be to late for me, but God Blessed, try damnit try.
Mike_F
Mikey,
Thank you for being so candid and Im sorry that your heart was broken. Please know that I have giving all I know to save us....its in his court now. I love him,and dont want it to end.....but I wont sit back and let things continue the way they were......My children mean more to me than that.
I am so thankful to have friends here at Lit....I know I can count on so many of you and that is just so heartwarming!
Love you all......thanks again mikey.....you are a sweetheart!
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