Knuckleball (Closed)

Bella laughed as she turned off the sprayer "now that's not fair, you're making me all wet." She said wrapping her arms around him.

She turned to face him "why did I make it this far then?" She asked "what do you want to change about us?"
 
"I guess we should get out of these clothes then." Saying with smile kissing her as they hugged. "Was this your plan all along?" He reached to the bottom of her top.

"The way we handled our feelings not just saying them then. Instead of being force to now." Taking a deep breath before speaking again. "Your not like them your special. A friend I could talk to not just a one night stand."
 
"Maybe...maybe I didn't have a plan." She said kissing him as she reached for the bottom of his shirt.

"Well we didn't handle things well. How are we going to be parents? We can't even talk to each other..." She sighed "we are such a mess."
 
He stopped kissing her letting her take off his shirt as he took off hers. His hands then went to her bare body his hands going to take off her bra. "Well your very good at improvising then."

"We're going to be great parents for the sake of our child. Will have to work out our issues before hand." He rested his head next to hers. "Stop worrying we'll be fine I promise."
 
"I never know what I'm doing when I'm with you..." She said wrapping her legs around him "I don't know what I'm doing right now..."

"We have so many issues and I'm not going to be able to not worry about us." She said "what had you been thinking about us before I told you?"
 
"I'm thinking your body is controlling you," The next part he whispered in her ear, "but your not putting up a fight are you." He then gently kissed her neck while groping her breasts.

"Before the I love you or pregency. Well that you never wanted anything, but a friend you could talk and fuck." Reveling his truth feeling prior to the events. "I did see a future for us after a another month ask you out, but I guess those plans are out of the question now."
 
She pulled away from him "I need a minute..." She said taking a deep breath, starting to wonder if she was doing the right thing. Was she sleeping with him because she loved him or because her body wanted it.

She curled up against him "I'm sorry I ruined your plans." She said closing her eyes.
 
He looked at her kind of wondering why she had pulled away all of a sudden. "What's wrong did a say something I only meant it as foreplay if I offend you." She hadn't done this before not even the first time they had sex.

"You didn't you made them come quicker." He said kissing her forehead before closing his eyes so they could finally sleep hopefully. He basked in on the heat coming from her body and moment.
 
Bella grabbed her shirt "I need to think..." She said getting up and starting to quickly walk upstairs "I'm sorry."

"I love you." She said softly wrapping her arms loosely around him as she slowly started to fall asleep.
 
"It's fine it's just.." He didn't have time to speak as she walked up the stairs. "I'll be down here if you need me." He went to the computer he left deciding to get it hooked up as he waited for her to return.

He was dazing off until her words woke him. "I love you, too." He fell asleep as he let her hug onto him as they slumbered.
 
She pulled her shirt back on as she walked into the bedroom. Taking a deep breath she curled up on the bed. She really wasn't sure what to do.

Natasha woke up late the next morning. She turned over, yawning, before realizing where she was.
 
Ken worked pretty fast setting up the computer. He waited a few more minutes before heading upstairs to check on her. He knocked on the bedroom door. "Bella are you ok?"

He had woken up earlier in the middle of the night. He didn't wake her crawling out of bed. He went to the guest bedroom picturing the nursery. He was going to be a dad and Natasha was with him. He didn't go back to bed instead going to take a shower and make breakfast for her when she woke up. She didn't wake up so he left the food on the counter with a note. "Made some pancakes for you. Sorry in case I left or felt back asleep long night." With that he layed on the couch sleeping.
 
"I don't know..." She said quietly "maybe your right. Maybe my body has taken over, I'm not thinking I'm just doing what it wants."

Natasha looked around for him. When she didn't see him she got out of bed, slipping on one of his shirts before going into the kitchen seeing his note and the food. She smiled grabbing some food and sitting down to eat, letting him sleep.
 
He walked in the room after hearing her. She was curled up on their bed. "It was only foreplay, Bella. You hadn't had sex when I took your virginity so your body didn't control you then. I love having sex with you not for the pleasure, but the passion the love between us."

After a few minutes he woke up looking around he saw her eating. He smiled getting up and turning the coffee machine on. "I'm guessing you slept well." He walked behind her massaging her shoulders then leaning to kiss her cheek. "Sorry about not being there when you woke up."
 
She didn't move "what's wrong with me?" She asked pulling the blanket over her, shivering a little from the combination of the cold and her wet clothes.

"It's fine. Thank you for breakfast." She said looking up at him "did you sleep alright? I didn't mean to kick you out of your bed. "
 
He didn't take off the covers and join. Instead move to her side and sat down playing with her hair. "Nothing is wrong with you. Your just confused like you said i'm your first serious boyfriend. It's alright to feel this way."

"You kicking me out of my bed yeah right. No it's just I needed to think about some stuff. You and the baby mostly the baby." Looking down at her smiling. "I'm just glad you didn't sneak out." He went down kissing her.
 
"We aren't going to last, are we?" She asked trying not to cry as she realized that she had no idea what she was doing. She didn't know how to be in a relationship, what if she couldn't keep him happy.

"What about the baby? What are you worried about?" She asked "do you still think we can do this?"
 
"What no of course we're going to last. Bella I moved out of my home for you. I love you just having you in my life is enough anything on to of that is better." He replied offering a way to make her happy.

"I'm not worried about the baby and I still think we'll be great parents. It's just I was imaging it having a child in my arms. Living here with us. It's something amazing don't you think." Optimistic about his new found future that involved a real family.
 
"I'm sorry, maybe I'm just a little emotional." She said sitting up "do you want to go back to what we were doing?" She asked.

"I still can't imagine being pregnant... Getting all huge and then actually having a baby...." She said "I'm going to go get my stuff soon. Maybe tonight we could go out? Have a nice dinner?"
 
"It's fine don't worry about." She was offering herself which he didn't want to do sort of. "We can only if you want, too? No forcing."

"Yep I can't either. You drew the short straw on that end." He went over to pour himself a cup of coffee. "Which is why after we move your stuff here and go out. I will treat your body like it suppose to be." He remarked with a cheeky smile.
 
"Well no matter what we do I need to get out of these wet clothes." She said getting up and starting to get undressed.

"Are you still going to want me in a couple months?" She asked getting up and starting to wash her plate "are you still going to think I'm sexy?"
 
He watched her change in front of him remembering that he was also wet. "Yeah so should I." He removed his shirt still keeping his eyes on her.

He followed her to the sink placing his hands on her hips. While putting his head on her shoulder. "Definitely even with your stomach showing. Knowing you you will find a way to look sexy."
 
Bella got dressed in a sweatshirt and a pair of pajama pants "why don't we just go watch a movie downstairs." She said turning to him once she was done.

"Yeah. I'm not going to be able to wear half of my clothes even after the baby is born and I get my figure back. No kid wants a sexy looking mom." She said sighing.
 
He was now in a tank top and in his boxers. "Sure lets go. What movie?" He said heading towards the door. He was kind of sad about not knowing what was wrong with her, but didn't want to say anything.

"It's good though because I'm the only one who ever gets to see you that way. Isn't that what truly matters?" He kissed her neck rubbing her hips hugging her curves. "Don't worry I promise to always say how beautiful you look."
 
"You can pick whatever you want, or I can pick when we get down there." She said as she walked out of the room, heading to the living room.

"Your right. What's up with you? I've never seen you this way." She said turning around "this baby is changing you more than me..."
 
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