Knuckleball (Closed)

[Sweetandsexy3]

Bella started crying. "Why can't I remember this..." She said "it's bad enough that you had to propose twice but now I can't even remember it. It's not the same watching it."

"I do want to know. It'll be helpful. I'll know better what we need and I'll be able to decorate the nursery. I've had enough surprises with this pregnancy." Natasha said.

 

[NightwingRP]

He hugged her as she cried wanting this to make her happy. "Bella it's ok come on let's go to the hospital." He said as he tried calming her down. "It's not your fault I should have given your pills sooner."

He smiled his hand brushing against her tight on accident while reaching to hold her hand. "It's good to know you are planning ahead." His mom said as they continued eating. "Anthony me and your father will be heading to the Davis's in a moment for our weekly card game so will you and your bride to be clean up." He nodded his head.

 

[Sweetandsexy3]

"It's not your fault. It's mine. I shouldn't have been in that car..." She said getting up "this is all my fault."

Natasha looked at Anthony clearly a little worried wondering if she had said something wrong since they seemed to be in such a rush to leave.

 

[NightwingRP]

"No don't blame yourself you weren't the car that crashed into you." Ken said looking at Bella. "We fought I made you drive me, I could've called a taxi."

His parents finished before them and left their plates on the table. Anthony looked at her as they left giving her a normal look. "It's ok they do this a lot when I visited them. They like you and want us to get married. Now what did my mom really say?"

 

[Sweetandsexy3]

"What if I keep forgetting things?" She asked "you deserve to be with someone who can at least remember that you're engaged."

"It's nothing." She said "she just told me that she know that we love each other. Don't be worried about it..."

 

[NightwingRP]

"Stop saying that I deserve someone. No one is better than you I will record every special moment if I have, too." He said looking at her tear filled eyes. "We have to go to your appointment."

He picked up the plates as he put them on top of each other. "I'm not just like you shouldn't. Trust me. .." He said giving her a kiss.

 

[Sweetandsexy3]

"Okay..." She said following him out to the car and getting in.

"How do you feel about me? I don't mean do you love me..." She said as she started cleaning stuff up

 

[NightwingRP]

He held her hand tightly as they walked back to the car the video saved on his phone. He began driving to the hospital turning to her. "You'll remember in a bit i promise."

"That your a very dysfunctional woman that I care so much for. Your beautiful, loving, and a bit crazy. I feel like we weremade to counteract each other's differences." He said getting near her, but not touching her. Only wanting to gethis point across.

 

[Sweetandsexy3]

"I hate this. I can't remember it and I don't know if I ever will." She said "it was so important and I will never get it back. You've already proposed twice. That's more than you should have needed to, I couldn't ask you to do it again."

"I'm crazy? You really think I'm crazy?" She asked sitting down what she had been holding "you can clean this up then."

 

[NightwingRP]

"Bella I proposed once that you can still remember,but not this time all you can do is watch it again." He said looking at her. "I will propose to you every night or day if I have,too."

He grabbed the dishes and went to put them into the sink ready to wash, but came back to see her. "Your a good type of crazy." He said giving her a kiss. "I love all your qualities."

 

[Sweetandsexy3]

"But you shouldn't have to." She said "I feel awful about it."

"Fine but if I'm crazy than your an idiot." She said sitting down "even if you think it's a good thing I don't want to be crazy."

 

[NightwingRP]

"Bella i would do anything for you. Don't feel bad it's not your fault." He pulled to the hospital looking at it before getting out. "Lets go get your appointment."

"You should know I was kidding. Your not crazy and don't be mad." He said sitting next to her. "What's wrong?"

 

[Sweetandsexy3]

She sighed getting out of the car "do you want to go in with me or would you rather wait outside of the room? I don't know what'll happen and if it's bad news I don't want you to be upset..."

"I'm not ready for this. I'm not ready to take care of one child let alone three of them." She said "I kind of miss the partying and the drinking...." Natasha looked over at him "I'll never get to do that again. I wasn't ready for all of this."

 

[NightwingRP]

"I'm coming with you no matter what happens I want to be by your side." Giving her a gentle and firm grip on her hand as they walked into the hospital. "Go sign in I'll wait right here."

"Natasha I know your not ready I'm not either we're both going from night outs to staying. I'll sacrifice that if you need a night out. After the babies if you want to go out I'll make it happen. We just have to be careful and not careless like before." He says holding her chin. "I love you."

 

[Sweetandsexy3]

Bella went and signed in before coming back and sitting down next to him "thank you." She said looking over at him.

"Thanks but are you sure you're ready for this?" She asked "are you really sure that you are ready to settle down and get married and have kids?"

 

[NightwingRP]

"For what?" Not knowing why she would need to thank him. He said he would always be there for her no matter what.

"No I'm not, but I don't think of what I will miss. Natasha we have a chance to raise three kids to help them not make the mistakes we did. That's why I'm not scared as you we can make a difference in their lives." He said taking her hands into his.

 

[Sweetandsexy3]

"For being here." She said "you don't need to be. You don't need to deal with any of this. You could have broken up with me when I got in the crash."

"But what if we don't. What if we ruin their lives." She said "we aren't perfect. Actually we are pretty far from it. This isn't going to be easy."

 

[NightwingRP]

"Bella I love you I wouldn't be here if I didn't. Your special to me I left thinking we wouldn't be together only to come back and realize we're stronger than ever." Giving her a small kiss and holding her hand.

"I don't expect it to be easy in fact it's going to be hard,but these are our kids. I would lay my life on the line to make sure they whined up better than us." He said.

 

[Sweetandsexy3]

"Do you really think we are strong?" She asked "are you happy with the way out relationship is? Even with the lack of sex..."

"Well don't plan on dying ever... I really can deal with all of this without you. I need you to help me with these kids." She said.

 

[NightwingRP]

"Yeah do I want a little more sex, but not until your healed or at least well enough I don't want rush. Of love is stronger I promise." Smiling at Bella.

"It's a metaphor I would never leave you." Kissing her forehead and letting her lean on his shoulder. "We'll make great parents we just don't know it yet."

 

[Sweetandsexy3]

"Okay..." She said kissing his cheek "what time is my appointment?" She asked looking at the clock getting a little impatient.

"I don't understand how you can be so confident." She said "I've never been good at much of anything."

 

[NightwingRP]

"It should be soon." He said looking at the clock another 5 minutes pass and the nurse called her name. "First no matter what they say I'll be here for you. Two do you want me to come in with you?"

"You didn't have anyone to encourage you while you were growing up. Everyone you meeting has always put you down. Not anymore you have me and I'll support you." Giving her a kiss.

 

[Sweetandsexy3]

"Yeah." She said holding tightly onto his hand as she got up and followed the nurse.

"Well that's not completely true. Not everyone treated me awfully but I pushed them away. This is my fault. If I wasn't so difficult you wouldn't have to deal with all of this." She said.

 

[NightwingRP]

He smiled feeling her grip tighten as they entered the doctor office. The nurse telling them the doctor will be in a minute. "Are you ok right now?"

"It's ok you let me in. Sure you tried pushing me out, but it took you less time to let you me in. Natasha my parents left because I told them too. I wanted to just talk to you. I'm glad I did." He said looking into her eyes.

 

[Sweetandsexy3]

"I'm alright. I'm just a little bit nervous..." She said slowly letting go of his hand.

Natasha sighed "I really wish we could just date. Have fun." She said "I need a break from being responsible."