Knuckleball (Closed)

[Sweetandsexy3]

Bella took a deep breath looking up at the ceiling. She was starting to feel a bit nervous. It had been awhile since they had done this.

"Anthony are your sure about this?" She asked as she started taking off his shirt "what if they find out."

 

[NightwingRP]

He came up to find her still there he leaned down to lay giving her a soft kiss. "I'll take it slow ok." He said kissing her again only touching her body.

"They won't and if they do we'll stop or be really quiet." He said sliding down her pants gripping her thigh as he kissed her.

 

[Sweetandsexy3]

"I know I said I wanted to but maybe I'm not ready..." She said looking at him "what if I forget about it?"

"Alright..." She said before kissing him back running her hands over his arms "I love your body... All your muscles...."

 

[NightwingRP]

"Forgot how to do it or forgetting the moment." He said playing with her hair and caressing her cheek. "It's ok if you don't i can wait."

"I love your smooth skin, your beautiful breasts, and that cute tight pussy." He said kissing his way down her stomach. "I might not be able to do this again or at least for a while."

 

[Sweetandsexy3]

"Forgetting the moment."she said "ive forgotten enough already. I want to remember being in bed with you." She sighed.

"Might not be able to do what?" She asked "we can still have sex while I'm pregnant..."

 

[NightwingRP]

"I understand Bella we don't have to do this." He hugged her and kissed her. "I don't want you to forget us in bed. Do you want to cuddle?"

"No this." He said kissing the front of her lace panties. Slowly lifting them off her long legs kissing the inside of them working his way down to her pussy.

 

[Sweetandsexy3]

"Yeah. I think I can handle that." She said kissing him "I love you ken..."

"You can still do that... It may be a bit difficult but it'll still be there." Natasha said laying back trying to relax.

 

[NightwingRP]

He help her hips smiling while staring down at her. "I love you, too." He gave her a long loving kiss.

"I know, but you know." He said his hands gripping her legs as he slowly kissed her pussy feeling her stiff body. "Calm down relax that's what makes this enjoyable." He flicked his tongue across her silt then beginning to lick her nice and slow.

 

[Sweetandsexy3]

"Are you still going to love me when I can't remember anything?" She asked "or when I'm old and ugly?" She sighed "will you always love me?"

"I can't relax. I know your parents could come home any minute. I don't want them to hate me because I'm having sex with you in their house." Natasha said.

 

[NightwingRP]

"Yes, but your not going to be old and ugly. You will also remember everything special." He gave her another small kiss. "I will always love you no matter what. I'll never stop loving you even if you think I don't." He held her tight not wanting to let her go.

He stop licking getting on his knees. "They won't hate you for doing something normal. Will they be mad probably, but they won't do anything crazy." Smiling at her.

 

[Sweetandsexy3]

"I probably won't remember that you said that." She said looking at him "how can you be happy with me anymore? I'm turning into someone who can't remember that she got engaged. And I can't even be happy about it. All I can think about is that I don't remember. I'm selfish and horrible."

"I need them to love me." She said sitting up "your parents are the only chance I have at actually having parents who care about me."

 

[NightwingRP]

"Don't try to remember it just know that it happen and that you can watch it. You make me happy just by waking up next to you every morning. You could forget everything as long as you remember me.vYour not selfish or horrible for something you can't control." He said looking down at her.

"Natasha I didn't know that was the reason why." He said putting his clothes on again. "We can wait on sex then I want you to be happy and have everything you want."

 

[Sweetandsexy3]

"This has to be bothering you. At least a little." Bella said kissing him softly "please don't say it doesn't just to make me feel better."

Natasha started pulling on her clothes "I'll make it up to you some other time. I promise." She said.

 

[NightwingRP]

He kissed back softly before looking at her. "It does bother me a little because I don't like seeing you sad or frustrated. I rather have you be able to remember everything so you wouldn't be that way." He said looking at her. "I want this to be over already so we can enjoy each other without forgetting, but I don't blame you for that never think that."

"It's ok I promise and alright then." Kissing her cheek as he finish dressing. "I love you so much Natasha."

 

[Sweetandsexy3]

"If I can't fix it I want you to find someone else..." She looked away from him "I can't ruin your life just because mine isn't the way I want it to be...."

"I love you too Anthony." She said pulling on the last of her clothes "do you still want to spend the night?"

 

[NightwingRP]

"No I'm not abandoning you. Your not going to ruin my life." He kissed her deeply still hugging her tight. "I will never leave your side."

"Yeah I don't want to drive right now especially night. If you want I can go finish the dishes and you can ready the bed so we can sleep." He said standing up.

 

[Sweetandsexy3]

"Maybe you should go. I'm not making things any better for you...." She said pulling away from him "I can't do this..."

"I'll do the dishes. It'll just take a couple of minutes." She said as she walked out the door and quickly headed downstairs.

 

[NightwingRP]

He brought her back to him taking a deep breath. "Ever since I met you I haven't been as happy as I am with you. I never have to worry about being alone anymore. You want me to be happy please don't do this. I want to be with you Bella I would hate myself if I left you on your own."

He smiled watching her leave downstairs he prep their bedding getting extra blankets for them. Then getting change into some clothes he had left still fitting him.

 

[Sweetandsexy3]

"I just think we should break up or take sometime away from this at least... See if this is what you really want. If you really are happier being with me, even with all the horrible stuff that's been going on." She said trying to not get upset.

After she finished the dishes she came back upstairs. "Do you have anything else that I could borrow? I would have brought something if I had known."

 

[NightwingRP]

He looked down before speaking again. "Alright could we wait until after your MRI Scan at least." He asked not wanting to fully accept the deal.

"Umm I think so hold on." He dug into his drawers finding some shorts that didn't fit him and a old baseball shirt. "There you go that should fit."

 

[Sweetandsexy3]

"Yeah..." She said quietly "I guess if you want to wait..." She said as she sat down on the bed "I'm not trying to hurt you..."

"Thanks." She said taking them and getting undressed "so when do you think we should look for houses? You still want to move, right?" She asked getting dressed.

 

[NightwingRP]

"I know it's just I love you and I don't like thinking about us not together." Joining her on the bed. "I don't want us to be upset or mad with each other alright?"

"Yeah we can look after my next two games are done. However we can look right now, but wait until later for the house tours." Smiling at her as he watch her change.

 

[Sweetandsexy3]

"Alright. But I haven't changed my mind..." She said looking down wondering if he would ever be able to forgive her if things did end between them.

"Sounds good. What are you looking for? A big house or something on the smaller side? How many bedrooms? Anything special you want?"

 

[NightwingRP]

"That's fine." He kissed her cheek and rubbed her side. "What now? Do you want to do anything or just take a nap or something?"

"Big house enough room for the kids. That's all you know nothing extreme maybe with a backyard if possible." He said laying on the bed.

 

[Sweetandsexy3]

"Maybe I should just take a nap... Some rest might be a good thing." She said getting up "I can sleep in the guest room if you would like."

"It would be nice to have somewhere for the kids to play outside. Maybe a pool... But they wouldn't use any of that until they are older." She said as she laid down next to him.