Knuckleball (Closed)

Bella went home and packed a bag with something to sleep in and some clothes for the next morning. She debated not going back but in the end she left and was soon knocking on his door.
 
His anxiety was getting to him until he heard the faint knocks. He walked over opening the door for her. "You have no idea how glad I am for coming back." He embraced her not wanting to let go. "We have some time, I'm not tired are you?" He smiled at her wondering if she would say no.
 
"I'm not." She said "but I would like to change first... If you don't mind..." She said "I'll just be a minute.."
 
"Yes of course I will be waiting in the living room." He replied while she changed he look for a movie on tv. "Do you want to watch movie?" He yelled from the couch.
 
"Sure." She said going into the bathroom. She changed into a white nightgown and let her dark brown hair out of the ponytail it had been in all day "I'll watch whatever you want..." She said walking out and sitting next to him on the couch.
 
He landed on some action movie. Watching her come from the bathroom. She look stunning in white with her brown locks hanging down. In the middle of the film he put his arm around her his hand resting on her hips. "Are you enjoying the movie?" He wasn't paying attention her looks distracting her.
 
"It's alright... Not exactly my type of movie..." She said moving a little closer and cuddling up to him, resting her head on his shoulder "what do you think?"
 
He spoke still looking at her body. "I think it's prefect and it couldn't get any better." He nestled in closer to her enjoying the softness of her. His hand was slowly rubbing her bodies curves.
 
"Okay..." She said thinking he was talking about the movie "I'll let you enjoy it..." She said closing her eyes and getting comfortable.
 
She looked peaceful as she started drifting to sleep. "I wasn't talking about the movie." He leaned kissing her lips. His hand squeezing her closer.
 
"What were you talking about then?" She asked wrapping her arm around his waist pulling her even closer to him.
 
He didn't speak only answering her question with another kiss. He liked the feeling of the kiss passion. He picked her up to move them on the couch. Her on the top like before he hungrily made out with her.
 
She quickly pulled away from him "I'm still upset with you..." She said getting up "I'm going to bed, goodnight ken..." She said heading towards his bedroom.
 
He silently looked on as she headed for the room. Maybe it was for the best he thought. He walked to the bedroom not entering just standing at the doorway watching. "Are you going to be ok sleeping alone? That bed is big I often get lonely not having someone to share it with."
 
She quickly turned away from him hoping he didn't see her start to cry "I'll be fine..." She said sitting on the edge of the bed keeping her face out of his view.
 
Even though she hide her face it didn't prevent her emotions. He could hear her stifle almost choke up. He approached her now on the foot of the bed. "Bella are you ok?" He didn't want her to feel bad about what had transpired tonight.
 
"I told you I wasn't ready but you still pushed..." She said trying to stop her tears "maybe that other girl can give you what you want but I can't. If that's what you want you should go back to her..."
 
He looked at her his emotions wrecked. "Look I'm sorry if you think I push you I truly am. I didn't mean to hurt you in any way. I told you me and that girl didn't do anything." He walked over to where she was going down to her eye level. "You have to trust me."
 
"I wish I could...." She said crying harder "I need time. You need to give me a reason to trust you just saying you messed up doesn't fix things."
 
Her tear filled words stung him especially since they were true. "I understand, but please don't cry I can't stand to you weep for something I did." He didn't want to leave her. Just wanted to stay there hugging her telling her everything would be alright she needed the space though.
 
"I think I rather go home..." She said "I don't know that this can work. You've hurt me before anything even started. How do I know it wound happen again..."
 
He did hurt her and had to live with that fact. "Please don't go I need you. What do I have to prove that I won't hurt you?" His face showed the truth scared at the thought of losing her.
 
"I don't think there is anything you can do... Even if we were married you could still cheat on me, nothing changes that or guarantees that that wound happen..." She sighed looking down at her hands.
 
"Move in with me." He said without hesitation or second thought. "Look you can't quit your job live with me watch over me." Bella was worth giving up things for. "You can come to my games know when I'm suppose to be home. No secrets or infidelities."
 
"I don't want to quit my job. I worked hard to get there and I doubt you make the money to support us both." She said "I shouldn't have to follow you around..."
 
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