Knuckleball (Closed)

"Your not listening I..i..love you Bella. I don't know how to prove you that I wont cheat on you. You need to believe in me." His hands now where holding her tight. Wondering what it would take for her to trust him again.
 
"You what?" She asked stunned. He couldn't love her, he had just met her. She just sat there not really sure how to react.
 
Her stun face let him know he had said those words early, but a part of him truly felt that way. "We have connection from that first night. I haven't been able to get you out of my head. As much as I want to say I didn't mean those words I can't."
 
"I think I should get some sleep..." She said taking a deep breath " maybe it'll help clear my head..."
 
He looked at her with a sigh. "Yeah ok I'm going to sleep. Goodnight." He walked out of the room and laid on the couch. Not being to sleep from the emotional day.
 
She laid down unable to actually sleep. She couldn't stop thinking about everything that happened. Could she trust him... She wasn't sure....
 
Ken thought of going to sleep with her to make sure she was ok. The last minute he chose not too. He rested his head putting her in the back of his mind. He started drifting to sleep.
 
She was still awake when it was morning. She hadn't been able to stop thinking about him. Exhausted she closed her eyes trying to figure out what to do.
 
When he woke up he checked he his phone. No practice coach wasn't feeling well. He put the phone down his head hurt. He was planning to sleep, but need to get some medicine for his head. Heading for the bathroom he passed wondering if she was awake well at least she didn't leave in the middle of the night he thought. He got the medicine not wanting to bother her he just laid on the couch.
 
She finally got up. "Are you alright?" She asked standing in the bedroom doorway "did you sleep alright?"
 
She looked cute standing by the doorway in her white nightgown and tangled dark brown hair. "I slept ok. I got a headache, but I'll be find." He got little segments from last night her crying. "What about you?"
 
"I didn't sleep..." She said leaning against the doorframe "I couldn't sleep.... Too many things to think about."
 
"Yeah look you can leave I shouldn't have put that much pressure on you yesterday." He didn't want to look her and be judge. "I just didn't know what to do."
 
"Can you come here? Please..." She asked "maybe you could help me get some sleep.... Ida you don't mind that is..."
 
He stood up walking to her. He wasn't going to argue with her. "Yeah how could I help?" It was a little shocking to him since yesterday she didn't want to be near him.
 
"Just hold me...." She said turning away and going back to the bed "that's all I want right now..."
 
He joined her on the bed. Under the covers he wrapped his hands around her. Her perfume was intoxicating and he wanted her. He needed to slow down she was delicate. " This is nice."
 
"What do you want to happen with us?" She asked "how long do you want this to last? Do you see us getting married? Having kids?" Bella sighed "what are you hoping for?"
 
Her questions came quick it made him confuse. He did want to be with her, but he didn't know what he truly wanted. He just brought her closer as he spoke. "I don't know what I see for us. I just know that I want this to last as long as possible. In the end if we are still together married or not talking to each other again. I just want you Bella."
 
"Well are you sure that you love me?" She asked not sure that she really wanted to hear the answer "or did you just say it to keep me around...."
 
"I do like you a lot. I think I did just say I love you to make you stay." He starred at her thinking about his words last night. "Just cause I said those words to make you to stay. Doesn't mean I don't care about you."
 
She sighed "you're not the kind of guy I thought you were..." She said sitting up "there isn't anything for us..."
 
He stood up with her. "Bella I am let me prove it to you." He just went in and kissed her trying to show her how much he cared. Kissing her with new found passion and hope for them. He pulled back just holding her in his arms he loved the feeling of having her there with him. "Please I need you."
 
"I had hope when you said you loved me that maybe things could work... Now I, not sure what you want from me. Do you want a girlfriend or a plaything...."
 
"Of course things will work. Have you not been listening to me." He couldn't believe she thought he wanted her as plaything. He wanted more than that or else he could've gotten any other woman do that for him. "Do I have to ask you? Would you be my girlfriend?"
 
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