Lost and Found-two

[MtnAngelWV]

Eric stands for just a few moments just staring at the sketch. He is obviously pleased with the gift. I smile from ear to ear knowing that I have brought him such happiness. When he regains his composure he takes me in his arms, kissing me passionately.

He asks me to show how to love me. I have only loved one other man in my life but that love was so complete that I feel that I have the knowledge to aid him. I begin to show him how to love completely, silently, for no words are needed.

I guide his hands to my breasts, his touch is loving and tender, and he no longer flinches in fear. I moan into his lips as his hand finds the peak, my nipples straining the confines of my clothing. The stirrings in my body are slow and yet intense. "Let your desire guide you, Eric," I whisper to him, fractions of an inch from his mouth. I sense his hesitation, his inexperience making him self-conscious. I gently lower his mouth to my neck and begin to slide the dress off of my shoulders.

 

[afternooner]

The taste of her sweet mouth is intensfying the energy that is building inside of me, that seems to rise from my loins coursing through my body. I have named this energy love, but now as it intensifies, I know that it is more than that, it is a demand comming from within me to express that love a demand that I find increasingly harder to deny as my hands which seem to have a mind of their own wanting to roam randomly over her body,caress her face, her neck, her arms.....Almost as if she is reading my mind her hands find mine and guide them to her breasts beneath the the thin fabric of her dress. I have never seen a womans breasts before and I try to immagine what my fingers are feeling. Round, firm globes yet soft to the touch. I am reminded of two white doves as they seem to have a life of thier own trembling in my hands. Circling them my thumbs feeling a diferent texture towards their centers, discover a rising tip hard yet supple under my touch. I hear her whisper "Let your desire guide you, Eric". Her mouth so close to mine. I hesitate and then I know that this demand that I can't deny is desire. Desire to express my love for my Kat. My mouth finds hers. Again I taste the sweetness as she crushes my lips against mine and opening her mouth slips her tongue inside mine fueling the fire of desire that is raging through my body. Her tongue is seeking mine and I follow it as it explores and then aa it retreats follow it into her mouth. My hands continue to circle her breasts my thumbs playing with her nipples. I feel energy-love-desire, I know not which maybe a combination of them all flowing. Flowing from my hands to her breasts and back again to me from her mouth to mine. It's so intense, so demanding.

I hesitate for a moment quieting my hands and pulling softly away from Kats mouth. Sometihing in the back of my mind tells me to go slow, be gentle nature has taught me this and I know that I can be guided by my desire but if I relaese it slowly it will increase even more.

Kat, again seeming to know my feelings, gently lowers my head to her neck and as she slies her dress down I instinctively find a breast with my mouth. Slowly,I tell myself thou the sight of her breast as my mouth engulfs the sweet nipple is even more beautiful than my mind has immagined. tempered by my resolve I slowly draw her nipple in, my tongue tasting her arousal, her desire. I suck until it hardens even more and as Kat moans in delight, find her other breast with my hand and after surounding it slowy delighting in its softness find the nipple,. my thumb and fore finger gently kneading it to hardness.

My desie rises again fueled by this most exqisite contact. It circles around my body and then back to my loins where it fans fames of desire,I've never felt before. My penis is begining to throb! And grow! I'm surprised but not upset as this has happened before at night, near morning I have had pleasent dreams and when I wake up I'm sweating and a liquid has been release from my penis. It always was a satisfying feeling and though my penis remained hard at times. a quick dip under the waterfall brought it back to softness. This experience was happening now was more intense more demanding but I had the feeling that Kat would understand and that this was part of expressing my love to her. Moving my mouth from her breast. I look up at her my mouth wants to devour hers and my hard penis wants to pres against her. I can feel her pressing her pelvis against me and I know that she desires my closeness, but my sense of humor which seems to sometimes come out at the most inconvenient times comes out and grinning I whisper to kat,"Seems like we've found ourselves between a rock and a hard place."

 

[MtnAngelWV]

It had been so long since a man had touched me the way Eric is touching me. He has placed his hands on my body and his love in my soul. I am trying so hard not to rush him through this exploration. When a body has known true love and desire, it makes it that much more difficult to deny the fulfillment it seeks.

I remove my hands from his body for fear that I am going to shove his head closer to my breasts. His mouth feels so wonderful that I want it to remain there forever. He does not immediatley notice my removal, for he is in his own world filled with desire and pleasure. But when he is aware he pulls his mouth off of my nipple slightly, just enough to look into my eyes.

Reassuringly I say to him, "Eric, I want you so badly. Too much so. I am trying to be slow and easy but it is difficult for me. I have known the pleasures of the flesh, but I want to make this night extra special for you, and I too, of course. I love you." My words must have touched the very core of his soul for the next time he kissed my lips it was sweeter -- softer -- and yet a bit more demanding.

 

[afternooner]

A great weight is lifted from me as she tells me she wants me, that it is difficult for her too and that she wants this night to be special for both of us. A weight is lifted because now I can let my desire be my guide, and by giving my desire control I can be free to experience the beauty of giving and receiving love. The experience of making love.

My mouth finds hers softly brushing her soft lips at first, but as our love connection is made I delve deeply again into her mouth. This time my tongue seeking out hers and capturing it lures it into mine playing a sensous game of tag.darting quickly about, trying, but not too hard, to not get caught. We become breathless as we play this joyfull game and stopping to catch our breaths look in each other's eyes.

"Yes, my love, I whisper, tonite should be special I feel like a king. I have every thing a king could want but most of all I have my queen beside me.
You are me queen and I am here to protect you and keep you safe from harm, but most of all I"m here to love you.

I stand up and pull Kat to her feet I gather her dress about her shoulders and picking her up I carry her to the bedroom. "I want to love you like a king, in a soft bed, on soft pillows and cool sheets." I tell her, and returning her to her feet I pull back the covers. "Let us get ready for bed my queen, let us get ready for love".


The sun is setting and the room has begun to darken, so I light two candles setting one on each side of a mirror on the dresser. Their flickering glow along with the fading light from the window casts a magical, mystical setting for our night of love. Kat stands before me.her eyes sparkling in the glow of the candlelight. Sparkling with love. I reach out and gently pull her sundress down. It falls in a pool at her feet. Her body captured in the soft glow of the candle light invites me to explore with my eyes the splendor of her nakedness. My eyes travel from her long hair falling around her shoulders, to her beautiful breasts, down to her slim waist, her her firm stomach and finally to that special place I've never seen before, her dark downy mound comming to a vee and disapearing between her slender legs.

"I am your king and you are my queen". I repeat. "I can see you are readly for love. Help your king get ready also."

 

[MtnAngelWV]

The candles illuminate the room as I stand in front of Eric. I may have felt unsure and embarrassed if he had not been so kind and tender. The only other man that witnessed my nakedness had been my late husband. I feel a quiver run through my body as my desire increases. I feel like a queen. And I want to worship my king.

I unhook his overalls and let the straps fall down next to him. Unbottoning each closure, I am rewarded by a surprisingly muscular, bare chest. My hands disappear into his shirt and slide it down over his torso. Planting small kisses where the shirt leaves his body, an electrical pulse travels from his form into mine. My lips are on fire from the taste and feel of him. Looking deep into his eyes, "Is my king ready to be worshipped?"

 

[afternooner]

Even though they are soft and undemanding her kisses are setting my body on fire. As she looks up she says"Is my king ready to be worshiped". My heart is in my throat and I am unable to answer her.even though I feel like a king I have become powerless before her. My hands tell my queen what my voice cannot however. Reaching out I run my fingers through her long chestnut hair and caress her neck and shoulders. The kisses she continues to bestow on my body take my breath away. Never in my life have I imagined that such soft, sweet kisses could have this effect on me. I want more of them and soon find my hands gently guiding her head in new directions. My own nipples seem to be wanting her touch, her kiss, and feeling my hands move in that direction my queen eagerly places her lips on first one nipple then the other. She begans playing a game, moving from one nipple to the other and back again. each time she moves she kisses a little harder until she is sucking each one in turn, pulling them into her hot mouth, and then teasing them with her tongue. My body shivers with excitement at this new experience. but more than that it aches with desire to have more, to have my queen worship me with her mouth. Worship my whole body.

I bend over kissing the top of her head and then raising her face to me, I kiss her deeply tasting the salty musky taste of my body on her lips,and in her mouth."I want my queen to taste more of me". I moan as my hands softly yet firmly push down on her shoulders and she is knealing in front of me.

The soft flickering light catches in the golden higlights of her chestnut hair creating a halo. her hands on my waist pull me toward her eager mouth and I feel like I'm in heaven as I feel so much love surounding us.

 

[MtnAngelWV]

I kneel in front of my king -- the man who has released me from all of my sorrows and worries. I have never known such pure love in all of my life. I feel comfortable and protected. I look up into his eyes and I no longer see fear. His eyes are ablaze with newfound passion. I release the bottoms of his overalls and slip his briefs down his lean, muscular legs.

His erection is a welcoming sight. Without using my hands I lick up and down the shaft, revelling in the taste. The musky aroma of it sends electricity running through my body deep down to the most intimate places. As I feel his gaze burning into the top of my head, I tilt my gaze upwards into his own stare. His burning glare pleads with me to show him ecstacy, as he already now knows the joy of love.

I take the length of him into my mouth, my tongue finding all of the sensitive areas. It takes only a short time before some of his juices ease down my throat. The taste fuels my passion and I stroke him with my right hand. Feeling his legs tense, I slow my actions. I want the memories of this night to last for a lifetime.

 

[afternooner]

As Kat kneels before me, the canlde light brings out specks of gold in her soft dark hair, like a golden crown on my beautfull Queens head. As she takes the length of my shaft into her mouth I feel a sense of power come over my body, begining in my loins and spreading throughout me. The power overtaking me is not rough or ruthless but gentle and loving., It flows smoothly allowing me to absorb the wonderfull sensations Kats mouth is producing. Her tongue exploring finds the sensitive areas, creating small charges of electricity that pulse between her body and mine.
As the power grows I become aware of it's purpose, and that is to temper the desire that demands control. Altough I have given myself permission to let my desire be my guide, my body is very close to the release of my passion and to ultimate
culmination. I feel it begin as a liquid, flowing begins it's journey down the length of my shaft.

I relax as it,s only a sign of readyness and my queen is pleased also, her face lifting towards mine flushed with arousal. Her eyes bright and anxious to please, search my face for approval and I smile my heart reaching out to her.

I't is my turn to worship my queen and although I'm reluctant to give up the sweet enclosure of her mouth. I reach down and taking both her hands raise her to her feet. My mouth finds hers covering her with joyfull kisses of gratitude. Gratitude not only for the gift of her mouth on my erection but also for allowing me to discover my power.

I pick her up and place her naked body on the bed crossways so that I can experience seeing for the first time the place below and behind her dark mound.

Smiling she looks at me her eyes half closed, her body trembly waiting, wanting. her legs drawn up and spread.

I kneel at the edge of the bed ready to worship her as she has worshipped me, with my hands and my mouth. I'm in awe of the sight that is before me. Her dark mound leads to a beautifull flower! Between her thighs a flower! it's delicate petals glistening with the dew of her passion. half covered by these petals,. the soft pink center becons me. The pink become a deep deep red, as it disappears inside her.

I hesitate, knowing not just how to start to worship this delicate place. What kind of touch would meet her approval? What kiss would bring her joy?

 

[MtnAngelWV]

Eric effortlessly lifts my body onto the bed. I am trembling with a sense of anticipation, lust and nervousness. His love is so strong that I have no doubts about that. I sense his hesitation as he pauses with his face inches from my welcoming gate. I long deeply for him to kiss me and show me his love.

"I love you, Eric. Let your love and desire guide you through this journey. If you let your natural instincts to take control, then there is nothing you can do that would not please me. You are a king worthy of your Queen's desire and love," I reassure him, hoping that my words are enough. There are no words for me to describe the depth and breadth of my love.

 

[afternooner]

Her reaffirmation of her love fortifies me, and as she softy reminds me to follow my desire, I know I must trust her to know that in the heat of my passion I will not say or do anything to make her think less of me or spoil this love we've discovered in ourselves and in each other.

Let your natural instinct control you she whispers and the words echo in my mind, some forgotten advice heard long ago.

My mind relaxes shuting of the interference of my indecision and I begin to worship my Queen.

My gaze returns to the soft moist petals, guarding the entrance to a pinker sweeter portal. Musky, sweet, the scent of her invades my nostrels wafting up inside my head, making it spin. My hands, fingers splayed begin by touching her knees and firmly yet softly making their way toward this precious place. As my hands surround it, my thumbs held aloft graze the petals moving them just a little at first and then increasing the motion and pressure, stroke and knead them, bringing a silky moistness to the surface. It clings like nectar on a flower my Queens flower. Silky soft it clings also to my fingers as they carress the petals. Every stroke increases the moistness and it gathers between the folds snd spreads out on her thighs. My mouth wants to join my fingers wants to touch and taste this wonderfull place too. I move forward and down until my lips just graze the tender petals. They're greeted by the most delicious taste and smell I can imagine. I kiss each side of each petal that guards her tender portal. They welcome my mouth's touch as they become alive, growing, pushing apart, exposing the opening, the deep pink opening. It;s beauty is beyond any flower I've seen in the woods, it's aroma more intoxicating, and It's softness uncomparable to any thing I've ever touched.
My thumbs reach in and spread the petals slowly purposfully and my mouth covers the precious opening drinking in the sweet aroma and the silky moistness.

My tongue comes forward of it's own accord wanting to taste and feel as well. It slides along the inside of each petal,gently pushing, and proding as it enters her. It dips in and out voraciously like a butterfly drawing more nectar from within.

I feel Kat move against me, wanting the same closeness I am wanting. Her body bucks and her fingers in my hair pull me up toward her mound My tongue still searching discovers at the joining of her petals, a hard protrusin. Hard and throbing it seems to be like a little penis, erect and pulsing with desire. It begs for my tongues attention and as I touch it, sends a spark of electricity through my body and Kats as well as I feel her jerk uncontrolably. Kats body relaxes and my tongue now free to roam, circles this precious nub. discovering the folds that surround it.

What a precious, precious place this is. I could stay here forever, I think but I feel My Queens desire growing, urging her to ecstacy and I know if I follow my natural instincts I can take her there.

For now, I know Iv'e worshiped my Queen and the memory of this experience will remain forever in my mind.

 

[MtnAngelWV]

Eric's natural instincts were more than I could ever have hoped for. I was feeling a rapture such that I had never felt before. My body was ablaze with every touch of his tongue and each movement of his finger. I arched my back and thrust my pelvis closer to his mouth. I was soaring through the forest, higher and higher. He took me to greater heights. When his mouth found my tender bud, I moaned out in ecstacy. As he moved his fingers and sucked my clit, my body pulsated as he brought me to the greatest climax I had ever experienced.

When my body recovered slightly and he slowed in his movements, I lifted my head and looked down at my sweet lover. The boy had become a man. "Make love to me, my King. I want to hold you in my arms. My body aches to have you near to me."

 

[afternooner]

I've taken her there!! Iwant to shout it to the mountains and let it echo back to me a tousand time a thousand, nay I want it to reverberate in my mind forever I've taken her there!

I look in her eyes soft and mellow in the aftermath of her release. I see the flush of satisfaction on her cheeks and above and between her breasts.I feel the last faint quivers letting go inside her as my hand cups her soft mound.

I see in her eyes something new, and I know that I have taken her beyond any place shes ever been before.

But also I see a need a need to continue onward with my journey which now has become her journey too. Our journey. As she reaches down and pulls me up toward her she whispers " Make love to me my king.


My heart soars because I hear in her voice her love her desire and her search for ecstasy. I raise myself up and help her turn and putting a soft pillow beneath her head cilmb in beside her. her dark hair tumbles down around her breasts. I kiss each one and then her mouth, a long passionate kiss that brings us to the place we've wanted, waited for. My shaft pressing against her mound pulses and as my sweet lover grasps it in her hand, she bends it and lets it slide y between her thighs. She lifts her top leg and with her fingers parts the petals that guard her portal.

I moan softly as I thrust my body forward unguarded now her portal welcomes me and I slip smoothly and easily inside, beyond the portal to a place my penis has never been before. A vessel, a warm wet vase like place. The vase that holds the flower now holds me too. So closely, so incredbly warm and close. I close my eyes trying to think of a more beautiful experience than this to be held so gently so completely in this vessel.

 

[MtnAngelWV]

The feel of his mouth on my entire body is almost too much to take. I long to totally ravish my sweet lover, but I know that he needs his first time to be slow and thoughtful. I could spend eternity wrapped in his arms as we are now. And as he slips inside of me I am completely filled. Not just filled by his form fitting penis but fulfilled in an emotional sense. My heart feels as though it will burst with the joy, instead of breaking as it has before.

Our mutual movements are languid and purposeful. We stare into each others eyes and our faces mirror our mutual smiles. With arms and legs and bodies entwined, we are one. One soul with the same intention, to worship our newfound love.

I place my hand on his buttocks and guide him further into me, so that I can be even more connected to him. I bite my upper lip to contain the passion that is burning out of control. As if reading my mind his actions become more frenzied. An animal-like moan escapes my mouth.

I guide him to his back, never separating from him. I need this to be about his pleasure. I do not want him to think of anything else but his own need for release. I watch his ecstacy grow as I thrust my body up and down his length. Our love produces moisture that I have never felt before. Even our fluids need to be as one. His name escapes my lips at the exact moment my ears detect my name streaming from his. The pulsations inside of me as his seed explodes bring me to a more intense climax.

 

[afternooner]

I feel her turn and my body remains so beautifully connected to hers, as she rises above me. In my lovers eyes I see love unconditional love, for me. I see desire, desire to make my first time one of uninhibited ecstasy, I also feel her desire risng too, as I feel her strain to take me deeper and deeper inside.

Each stroke brings pleasure beyond description. My whole body is thrusting into her and I feel her whole body responding. The feeling is so much more than the union of our physical connection We're joined so totally that we've become one, our bodies straining for release arching thrusting,
moving up the mountain of our desire towards the edge of our ecstacy. As we reach the edge I take her hands in mine and holding them so tight I give a silent command NOW! and together we step off the edge and let our ecstasy pull us out into what seems to be nothingness.

As our bodies climax letting go the demanding need releasing our passion and desire, we become light as the air. Instead of falling, we soar, our hands held tight. our faces filled with joy, our bodies light and free soaring, soaring. our bodies melding, hearts uniting, and souls fusing for eternity.

We say each others name together confirming our unity as our two names become one.

 

[MtnAngelWV]

I cannot suppress the tear that had been stinging at the corner of my eye. I cry for everything I have found and all I had lost. It is a tear for the happiness that I thought I would never experience again. To have unconditional love can be an unattainable feat.

My head rests in the crook of his neck as I allow the tear to land on the pillow beneath us. I kiss the nape of his neck and whisper in his ear, "Thank you, my king. I never thought that I could love again." He must have sensed my tears for he turned his head to face me. With his thumb, he brushed the tear away and looked at me with a puzzled expression. "Tears of joy, my love, not sadness." Pulling my face to his, he kisses me deeply. Once the kiss is broken, I rest my head on his chest. I honestly think that I was purring.

 

[afternooner]

My world is so complete as I hold the one I love so close to me. Wiping a tear from her eye I tell her, " Tears of joy, not of sadness.

Then I remember the letter in my overall pocket. I had forgotten about it in my joy and happiness. Tears of joy or sadness, I ponder, maybe the letter is better left unread, maybe I should leave the past behind and concentrate on the future, our future mine and Kats.

But feeling her craddled in my arms, I realize there is nothing that could destroy our love, no letter, even if it would be sad, even if it brough tears of sadness. So reaching down I pull the letter out and give it to Kat. I want to share it with her the same as I want to share my life with her totally completely so I ask her, "please read this to me. Please."

 

[MtnAngelWV]

With a puzzled expression on my face, I take the yellowed piece of paper from Eric's hand. I skim a few pertinent lines and hold his hand as I read the letter aloud to him.

Dear Eric;

By the time you read this letter you will be 18.
Happy birthday my sweet son. I hope you have someone with you when you read this letter, someone special that you can share it with, because in some ways it will be very hard for you to read this letter. You may need a shoulder to cry on a friend to hold you and it would be my greatest joy to know you have a lover to love you.

When you were born Eric you were such a beautiful baby. I counted your fingers and toes I looked your body over carefully and looked deep in your eyes. You were perfect and I was so happy.

In your first year you were so easy to take care of hardly ever crying. Content to be held and content to just lay in your crib and watch your mobile, the one I made for you. The colorful construction paper birds circled above your head and you watched and cooed.

Your second year you began to walk...no, run and climb. Every obstical had to be surmounted, every corner investigated, every stone turned. You were saying a few words and we played baby talk in the little time You weren't moving restlessly.

Then a strange change came about for you. Your speech deteriorated and you became what the doctors called hyperactive . To me you were just restless, trying too hard to understand your world. You never spoke again.
I bought you books as many as I could, books with big pictures at first and then with words later. You loved those books, you paged quickly through them. I tried to read to you but you were impatient turning the page before I could. So I let you read Aat least I knew you were reading, your eyes moved so fast over the pages. My friends and the doctors said no, impossible, it cant be but I kept buying you books and kept watching you read. We lived in the city you and I and it was hard. There was so much noise and confusion which seemed to set you off, running sometimes screaming, spinning in circles and at other times just staring at the walls, a sunbeam in the window, a colored toy.

I knew I had to find a safer place for you, fearful you would dart out into the trafic knowing you needed a quiet place and knowing I needed one too.

So we moved to the country, the back hills of West Virginia to a hundred acre woods. Lots of space for you to run and for peace and quiet that I needed so much.

Your uncle lived in a little cabin up the road and I thought he might be some help, but he was a drunk and a loner, making moonshine up in the hills and selling it in town. So we stayed away from him enjoying the peace and solitude of the woods and praries.

You loved the woods and the creatures that lived there, Eric. Sometimes you would be gone for hours and came back dirty and scratched but I loved you and knowing you were learning so much from nature let you go, even though I worried about your safty.

Then one day a letter came a new research project in Boston on autism. I wrote back telling them about you. They said they would like to see him we packed a few clothes and boarded the next flight out.

When we got there the doctors shook their heads, no use. they said this wild boy can't be helped. but they would study him a few days longer, and they told me to go home. It would be better if they had complete control.

I'm so sorry Eric, I never should have left you, there.....(tear stains here)

Now I'm on the plane heading back home. My trust is in the doctors, your fate is in their hands I Love you, Eric, I miss you so much allready.

Your mother
PS, in the attic there is a chest with some things that will help remind you of me Love and kisses again.


Along with the letter there are two news clippings and a note signed by Eric's uncle.

These are for you too

Your uncle


News cippings, Plane crashes on it's way from Boston to Vriginia, all aboard are dead.

Retarded boy overpowers two guards and escapes from institution. Missing for 30 days assumed dead.




As I finish reading the letter and newspaper articles to him I am touched. The air so heavy I fear that I will be unable to breathe. As I have loved and lost, so has Eric. He sits in total silence, unable to fathom the contents of the letter. I find it unbelievable that someone had diagnosed him as retarded -- a little backward maybe. I loved him so that I could not stand to see him in any pain. I take his hand and place it against my heart, squeezing it tightly, attempting to take the pain and sadness away.

 

[afternooner]

As Kat holds my hands in hers and reads the letter my mind runs a gaumet of emotions. First I feel joy, knowing that my mother who I can't remember loved me. That even though our life together was one of strife and conflict above all this she did her best to see us through. I'm sure there was much more to tell and maybe some day I will remember some of it.

when she comes to the part about the doctor, something in my mind is fearfull. Having her leave me must have been a very frightening feeling I don't blame her, She trusted the doctors and if it hadn't been for that horrible plane crash perhaps things would have been different.

I felt proud of my mother for not giving up on me for giving me the gift of words on paper. Little did she know that those written words kept me from becomming retarded. I had learned to read just as my mother knew I could and absobed every word I read. Because I didn't speak others, even learned doctors said I couldn't read, all their tests proved it. Thats why I was labeled retarded. Because I didn't speak I became very aggitated and sometimes disruptive even though I didn't mean to other things were happening to my body, things I didn't understand and couldn;t tell others about even my dear mother.

I felt sadened finally knowing what I had for so long feared, that my precious mother was dead.
I knew about death it was part of nature the nature I had been so close to all these years.
and so my sadness was tempered by this knowledge.

I tell my sweet Kat all these things and knowing I still need to find more missing parts of the puzzle of my life squeeze my sweet Kats hands and say. "No, my love I was never retarded.They only thought I was. Some where between the day I ran away from that dreadfull institution and today, I learned to talk to say the words my mother had given to me in books so long ago.

And now my love look in my eyes and see that I'm just a man a man in love with you a man who needs you very much right now.

Blow out the candle and we will make love in the dark. we know we no longer have to fear the demons that haunt us in the night we have our love and when we hold each other close we have our desire . Our desire will guide us to our ecstasy and each time we find it we will grow even closer and closer together.

So now my love let me show you I am a man and show me in return that you are a woman, let us come together and pleasure each other the way that nature has taught us.

 

[MtnAngelWV]

This second round of lovemaking is not as slow as the first time. We know each others body better and how to please it. Our needs are more urgent now that we are not so awkward with each other. I anticipate the feelings of ecstacy that burn within my body and soul. I sense that Eric may feel the same as I.

My climaxes are more intense and come more quickly as Eric is on top of me slowly stroking in and out of me. He, on the other hand, is demonstrating miraculous self-control. His touches are still loving and yet more demanding. His lips press firmly against mine, his previous hesitation waning with experience. I pull his face even closer than mine to show him my approval and desire. I long for us to be completely lost in our need to fulfill our mutual wanting.

 

[afternooner]

Darkness surrounds me as Kat blows out the candles. but it's not the darkness of fear and lonelyness. It is a warm secure loving darkness, it is the darkness of the womb.

My mothers letter has brought back many things to me and I am reminded of her words " It would be my greatest joy to know that some one who loves you is with you when you read this. My heart swells sensing that she now through me, knows Kat and is smiling with approval.

As Kat and I begin to make love I feel the dark wamth of my mothers love, Kats love and my love for both of them. I become totally emmersed in our second union and as my passion rises and I rush toward the ecstacy that I seek I leave the warm gentle darkness of my mothers womb and enter a bright intense light filled awareness of my orgasm!

 

[MtnAngelWV]

I never thought that I would be able to love again. I wouldn't allow myself to think of the possibility. To me it would have been betraying the memory of my late husband. I felt no guilt being with Eric, however. I almost sensed that Allen was looking down on us, giving me his approval. If he had lived to meet Eric I think that they would have been friends.

Our second round of loving had been extraordinary, but exhausting. I laid my head on his chest and listened to his heart beat. "I love you, Eric. Tomorrow I would like for you to do me a favor. I want to see the world through your eyes. Would you show it to me?" I asked him as I looked up into his beautiful eyes.

 

[afternooner]

The sun has already risen when I wake. The mourning doves are cooing the distance and already the oreoles are warbling in the lilac bushes just outsid the door I find it's interesting that every thing aabout this house seems so familiar. Then I remember the letter and the fact that my mother and I lived here just a few years ago. I get up slowly so as to not disturb the sleeping beauty beside me. My Kat, stretched out on the bed with just the thin sheet covering her precious body. my eyes trace a pattern for my mind to remember from her soft brown hair spread out on the pillow to her breasts the round globes easily decernable beneath the soft fabric, down past her trim waist to the juncture of her thighs where just a hin tof her soft mound dissapears between her long slender legs. One ivory foot peeks at me from the botom of the sheet and I have to resist the temptation to kiss it, for fear of waking her.

I remember her asking me last night to show her my world through my eyes and my mind is full of wonderfull plans for us today and for many days to come.

But first I want to surprise her with breakfast and slipping into my overalls, tiptoe into the kitchen. I see the cake we never ate on the table. Shaking my head, I think, what strange things love makes a person do ..or not do.

I pick up the picture, Kats present to me and I gaze at the deer they are so lifelike and I can almos tsee their eyes winking. Yes, I tell myself, this is one of the things we must do today we must go tell my friends, the deer about our new found love.

I build a fire in the fireplace and seeing Kats hiking boots there reminds me of a distant memory that had escaped from my mind and was brought back when Kat read my mothers letter. I used to take her boots off for her at the end of the day I silently hope that other beautiful memories will reveal themselves to me as the days go by.

In no time at all I have built a fire to take the chill off the house and made breakfast for my love.

"Wake up sleepyhead". I say as return to the bedroom, bet your hungry seems like we forgot to eat yesterday. Eat hearty, you'll need lots of energy for today for we have much to do. She smiles at my exuberance and yawns sitting up and stretching. I gasp as she lets the sheet fall away from her exposing her body,so diferent than when we first met so alive,so free and so natural but then I realize that exposing her body is just a small part of Kats transformation. Last night as she gave her love to me she exposed both her heart and her soul.

 

[MtnAngelWV]

Through the cobwebs of my sleepy mind I hear his voice. An involuntary smile spreads across my face as I shake the last remnants of sleep from my body. An aroma of breakfast wafts up to my nose. Stretching, I sit up against the headboard as Eric places a tray laden with delights on my lap. I wish there was something I could do to return his kindness to me.

He has done so much for me and I feel that I have done so little for him. My heart aches, wanting to find some way to show him the true depth of my love for him. But, alas, there are no words or actions to completely express my feelings for him. The only things I have to offer are my body and soul, and my undying love....

"Eric, I cannot say enough words nor the right words. I love you and will love you to the ends of the earth..." I kiss his lips softly to punctuate my feelings.

 

[afternooner]

We finish our breakfast in silence sharing nods and smiles as we eagerly attack our food. Wiping the last crumbs from my plate, I jump up and joyfully exclaim,"Kat, it's such a beautifull day we should be outside enjoying it. Put a sundress on, nothing else," I add ,blushing a little as I think of her standing in the sunlight as it outlines her delicious curves. No shoes the path is smooth to the waterfall and lake We'll be so quiet we won't disturb the birds and animals. She slips a lavender flowered sleevles one that just reaches to her ankles She spins around her dress flares up showing off her long slender legs, and all at once I catch the scent of lilacs mixed with the sweet aroma of her circling body.

I catch her hand as she swings by and pull her into my arms, but the momentum of her movement catches me off guard and I shuffle my feet trying to keep my balance.

Kat giggles at my clumsiness and pulls me close to keep me from falling. Her eyes sparkle as she says "Dance with me, my prince."

Crestfallen I reply" I can't, I never learned and then I look into her trustfull eyes and say,"Teach me my princess, but not now, rather tonite when the sun goes down we'll have a comming out party for both of us And if you can teach me how we'll dance the night away.

But now we must head for the lake. Bring a bar of soap and we can bathe each other and start a brand new day.

 

[MtnAngelWV]

Eric and I have already danced the most erotic waltz so I am confident that he will learn how to dance. I am anxious to explore his world. I grab a bar of soap and two towels. Eric places my boots on my feet and laces them up for me. I truly feel like a queen when he is with me.

We make our way down a winding path. Our final destination is a small stream with a waterfall. I stand in awe, amazed by the beauty that nature has provided. I pull my dress up over my head and turn to give him an impish grin. Kicking off my boots, I wade into the cool water.

"Catch me if you can," I shout back while he is still undressing. He leaps into the water and is by my side before I even realize that he has taken off his clothes. His arms grab me from behind, holding me tightly against his chest. At that moment I remember the state moot, "Almost Heaven," and think that it isn't almost, it actually is heaven! His body guides me to the waterfall and we stand underneath it. My lips find his, our hungry mouths are rippling waves of desire.