Momma's Kitchen

[wildrose70]

Hi sweetie....yes it was a bit sad this morn....but I know it's just something I have to learn to live with....but I still have 3 kids that love me dearly and make life worth living....it's been a good birthday and Mothers day toollll
Guess what Charles didn't come this weekend
If I didnt love the dammed man I would give him his walking papers LOL

 

[Crudebug]

awwww momma
Happy BIRTHDAY (Bleated) and Momma's Day to you
Hope you are blessed with many, many more and wear down Charles year after year..

India is like you Cipha.. Hot and Wet.. lol

Birthday kisses to momma, mother's day hugs too and smooches and squeezes for hot n wet Cipha

 

[wildrose70]

Thanks Crude....not sure about wearing Charles down....he may be heading out the door LOL.....
Getting tired of this long distant crap.....had a lovely Mothers day...my son is coming over this morn to put up some chimes for outside....sunny morning so far

 

[Cipher]

Thanks Crude....not sure about wearing Charles down....he may be heading out the door LOL.....
Getting tired of this long distant crap.....had a lovely Mothers day...my son is coming over this morn to put up some chimes for outside....sunny morning so far

Uh oh sounds like ur ready to move on..sometimes it's like that..i'm sorry to hear that tho


LoL U make me laugh bug!


I'll stop in later momma before my "friend" drops by to give me Bday sex lol

 

[wildrose70]

oh well guess I have nothing better to do then to wait around

For whenever he show's up
Yeah Crude keeps us laughing for sure

 

[Cipher]

oh well guess I have nothing better to do then to wait around

For whenever he show's up
Yeah Crude keeps us laughing for sure

Maybe you 2 need to talk it out..and if that's already been done..well maybe it's time to think about moving forward
How many times have you actually seen eachother in the years you've been together? idk..like i said the other day, i was lucky..we saw eachother alot..alot of back and forth..but it got costly and it became too much. we're still great friends now too. i hope something works out. feeling like ur in a relationship with empty promises is a hard thing to deal with. keep me posted. and i really do understand where ur coming from.

 

[wildrose70]

Well I'm sitting here trying to decide how to answer his last email.....and actually if we saw each other a couple times a year thats about it...but it was ok for awhile.....I know he's ok with the relationship we have and says he loves me with all his heart....it's not that I want him here 24/7 I'm too independent for that...and 3-4 days a visit is fine...I think he wants to keep me in his life but on his terms LOL.....

 

[Cipher]

Well I'm sitting here trying to decide how to answer his last email.....and actually if we saw each other a couple times a year thats about it...but it was ok for awhile.....I know he's ok with the relationship we have and says he loves me with all his heart....it's not that I want him here 24/7 I'm too independent for that...and 3-4 days a visit is fine...I think he wants to keep me in his life but on his terms LOL.....

So these terms are having you "sit and wait"? Um..idk..but that doesn't sound right to me. idk momma..you're independant..i don't see you having to wait for anyone. ever. thats just my opinion tho lol which prb isn't worth much lol


How are you today my friend?
x12

 

[wildrose70]

So these terms are having you "sit and wait"? Um..idk..but that doesn't sound right to me. idk momma..you're independant..i don't see you having to wait for anyone. ever. thats just my opinion tho lol which prb isn't worth much lol


How are you today my friend?
x12

Well it's not like I'm flooded with offers anymore besides I keep busy with all my stuff....went to the Dr this morn...doing ok he didn't ask about the smoking and I didn't tell LOL

Going to help at adult day care this afternoon...dammed wind is crazy!!!!

 

[Cipher]

Well it's not like I'm flooded with offers anymore besides I keep busy with all my stuff....went to the Dr this morn...doing ok he didn't ask about the smoking and I didn't tell LOL

Going to help at adult day care this afternoon...dammed wind is crazy!!!!

I'm pretty sure that if you let it be known..ur in the market "shopping" they'll come calling! lol

It's kinda a shitty day here..it feels like october..chilly and dreary..it's supposed to storm pretty nasty later..glad i got a new book and some coffee..hell i don't care..let it storm!

I'll see you when you get back

 

[wildrose70]

I'm pretty sure that if you let it be known..ur in the market "shopping" they'll come calling! lol

It's kinda a shitty day here..it feels like october..chilly and dreary..it's supposed to storm pretty nasty later..glad i got a new book and some coffee..hell i don't care..let it storm!

I'll see you when you get back

Oh sure I get all kinds of offers on here LOL but nobody is closer to me...it's just play dammed windy here althou it's sunny and about 70...done for the day ...cocktail hour
Hope it doesn't storm too bad

 

[Crudebug]

awwww momma... am not sure what to say about you being on the crossroads..
But then you can always run into a smart cop who might like to give fresh directions to your life.. muaaaah

Cipha, it is nice to hear you giggle..
now how about making you wiggle that fabulous fanny...
You are making me hot .. lol.. and I thot it was the Indian heat wave..

Not online much... but mainly coz my connection here sucks... lol
Love ya sweet lil birdies... hugs and kisses - be back soon to check on you dolls again...

 

[wildrose70]

Some Things

Are worth waiting for I guess and Charles is one of them...so guess I'm sutck with that fellow for better or worse...
Nice and cool and sunny and windy here ...of course it's always windy here
Always good to hear from you

 

[Cipher]

Are worth waiting for I guess and Charles is one of them...so guess I'm sutck with that fellow for better or worse...
Nice and cool and sunny and windy here ...of course it's always windy here
Always good to hear from you

..well..if ur happy i'm happy..but jessica doesn't wait..for anyone..idk..you gotta have physical contact..and once or twice a year..doesn't work for my freaky lil ass...lmao
Glad you worked it out tho

 

[Cipher]

awwww momma... am not sure what to say about you being on the crossroads..
But then you can always run into a smart cop who might like to give fresh directions to your life.. muaaaah

Cipha, it is nice to hear you giggle..
now how about making you wiggle that fabulous fanny...
You are making me hot .. lol.. and I thot it was the Indian heat wave..

Not online much... but mainly coz my connection here sucks... lol
Love ya sweet lil birdies... hugs and kisses - be back soon to check on you dolls again...

I'm making you hot? lmao well hot damn..

 

[wildrose70]

..well..if ur happy i'm happy..but jessica doesn't wait..for anyone..idk..you gotta have physical contact..and once or twice a year..doesn't work for my freaky lil ass...lmao
Glad you worked it out tho

Well you have to remember my dear your much younger than I am and I have plenty going on in my life to keep me busy...
I did that route the first year of my divorce...I won't even tell you how many men I hooked up with LOL....but that got old too....

 

[Cipher]

Well you have to remember my dear your much younger than I am and I have plenty going on in my life to keep me busy...
I did that route the first year of my divorce...I won't even tell you how many men I hooked up with LOL....but that got old too....

Yeah, i suppose ur right. so..did he say when he's finally gonna come then?

and yeah..hook ups do get old..i've narrowed it down to 2. lol

 

[wildrose70]

Yeah, i suppose ur right. so..did he say when he's finally gonna come then?

and yeah..hook ups do get old..i've narrowed it down to 2. lol

Oh yeah they do ..I'm not good at one nite stands...I suppose it depends on if and when he has to go to Mexico...that was what started this whole deal...he was supposed to come in June ...then talked about that weekend...so guess I will just keep my mouth shut and let him miss me...

 

[Crudebug]

scratches my rusty lusty tools and tries to remember what sex is supposed to be.. dayummm.. I even forget who ties up whom...
anyone offering refresher intercourse.. lmao...

I think Bug has become a celibate hermit by now..
I do not even love the word love for it was such a rare and brief thing in my life.. and yet left a legacy of a lifetime of pain...
and I do not mean just sexual love.. if it were not for the kids I have who prolly love me by default for being their dad, I guess I would not know even that form of affection..
anyway.. enough of my emotional depression compounded by the woes of making ends meet.. lol.. no pun intended.. on meeting ends...
sighhh...
guess this is not a mood to post... gonna sip the coffee brewed by the beauties in this kitchen and scoot away...
leaving kisses and hugs to the kitchen dolls..

oh yes.. Cipha.. you know how many times you make my mail box steam? lol... and u're asking if you make me hot??? dayum woman.. am surprised and not fully melted yet.. lol...

 

[wildrose70]

Funny Charles and I were both talking about how we are not interested in anyone else even when we don't see each other that much...his friends and mine both think we are crazy but....crazy in love!!!
Love can come in many different ways too Crude...like my love of the people I volunteer for...I do enjoy that so much ....

Yeah that Cipha is one hot babe!!!

 

[Crudebug]

I feel disillusioned with life and simply wait for the embrace of death.. kinda lost the will to live for living unloved by even those you live for... is very depressing and painful... all I hope is that I tie up all loose ends before I check out of this planet.. having long overstayed my welcome..
And yes, it thrills me to see the spark of love and life in the likes of you and Charles and I truly hope you continue to being pleasure and happiness to each other and also in your work where you spread smiles...
sorry if I kvetched and ranted... feel so bottled up...
muaah.. hugs...

 

[wildrose70]

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh I hate to hear you talk like that....it's sad not to have someone to love and that loves you
Yes I'm sure Charles and I will keep those sparks going as long as possible or until one of us checks out..
Well Crude you know you have a couple of gals that love ya

 

[Cipher]

Bug- sorry things aren't going well for you..it's sad to hear you talk about wanting to die. i've known quite a few people that spoke that way..and did something about it. tragic. idk..i've had my low lites in life..but wanting to die never. i run my life. i refuse to let life run me. issues don't fuck me. i fuck my issues. know what i mean? i don't wanna sound preachy..but if things are that bad for you..maybe you need help. and if that's beyond you..and wanting to die is ur only option..then..that's on you. hearing you say it so matter of factly angers me. every problem is fixable...so..whatever you want ur end to be..ur choice..but i'm not gonna sit here and read about how miserable you are. i don't come here for reading my friends want to die..we can all sit down and talk it out. as i've said earlier, if that's ur only option..then..ur option will not be on my conscience that i didn't try to understand and help you to help urself.

*storming out* wtf man..

 

[Cipher]

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh I hate to hear you talk like that....it's sad not to have someone to love and that loves you
Yes I'm sure Charles and I will keep those sparks going as long as possible or until one of us checks out..
Well Crude you know you have a couple of gals that love ya

It is sad..i need a break from the kitchen it looks like..cuz all this death talk..isn't for me..

I love you both..and bug..u know my email..use it if you want..but nah uh..i can't be around such talk..

 

[wildrose70]

Well so be it then....I had enough of death when I lost my son...so choosing to end my own life is not and option!!!!

We are always here for you