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[MzSeductress]

Cat said softly " Ok" she smiled " Im just not used to this is all" she admitted. She lay back in the bed beside him offering a small smile. No guy she was with was affectionate and caring like Alex she thought the woman hed end up with would be truly happy and lucky. She tucked in beside him thinking of how fucked up her life would be if she was this afraid to get close to someone.

 

[thepoeticmaster2121]

“Well I am not used to having sex” Alex murmured a little humor creeping back into his voice as he relaxed. He grabbed her and brought her against her chest positioning her so she was laying on it. His hands gently rubbed her back his nimble fingers moving up and down on her soft skin as he lay with her. He closed his eyes and relaxed simply laying with her and running his nails up and down her back.

 

[MzSeductress]

Cat smiled at his murmur and lay comfortably against his chest. She slowly felt herself start to doze off as he gently rubbed her back. She felt a little more at ease knowing he wanted her there and she closed her eyes and sighed softly as he kept lightly stroking her.

 

[thepoeticmaster2121]

“Tired?” he mumbled sleepily himself looking out his window at the rain beating against it. He had never felt so relaxed in all his life so comfortable and at ease. A part of him just wanted to let go and doze off relaxing and enjoying her of course another part of him was afraid if he closed his eyes he would wake up and find it was all a dream or she was gone and never wanted to see him again. He knew she would more than likely go back to being a bitch to him after this but a part of him hoped for some thing…. More.

 

[MzSeductress]

Cat glanced at him relaxed " A little" she said softly. The rain had began to pour again she figured maybe it was sign she should stay. Its not like she really wanted to go home and be alone anyway. Alex was a sweet guy and she could easily fall for him which scared the hell out of her. She wouldn't mess with him though she could tell he was going through alot she would just avoid him that way things wouldn't be awkward or confusing for them. She sighed thinking how hard it would be because he had just given her the best sex of her life and was so sweet but she didn't know how things would be between her and Alex. She was Afraid of more because she always got hurt. Thats why she pushed people away by being a bitch because she rather make them hurt instead of her.

She snuggled against his hard chest thinking and dozing more.

 

[thepoeticmaster2121]

“Why don’t you get some sleep” Alex said not even realizing she was already dozing off against his chest. He wrapped his arms around her and pulled the blankets around them forming a cocoon of warmth. He wondered if he should get dressed but decided not to instead kissing the top of her hair and closing his eyes. He found himself falling into the comforting darkness of sleep and soon he was nuzzled against her sleeping and relaxed for the first time in his life.

 

[MzSeductress]

Cat heard him say something as she slipped into a peaceful sleep. She smiled sleepily as he wrapped them up comfortably in his blankets. They were both naked but they had sex already so shyness was out of the window amd they both had great bodies. She felt him nuzzle her and she slept stress free for once.

 

[thepoeticmaster2121]

Alex woke up a few hours later just as a particularly loud rumble of thunder crossed the sky outside. He tiredly nuzzled against her and turned realizing it was still dark outside. He turned and looked noticing it was only 3 in the morning. He thought about going back to sleep before he realized he was thirsty as hell. He carefully moved off of her not wanting to wake her. He found the bottle she brought upstairs and shrugged sipping it and wincing as the alcohol burned down his throat.

“How does any one drink this” He murmured shaking his head. He turned back to the sleeping girl and smiled brushing a few locks of her hair away from her face before leaning in to give her a gently kiss.

 

[MzSeductress]

Cat moved softly feeling a pair of lips kiss her and she opened her eyes seeing Alex and smelled alcohol on his breath. She smiled gently and looked up joking " Have you been drinking Alex?" She said with a sleepy voice.

 

[thepoeticmaster2121]

“Just a little” Alex admitted smiling at and blushing a little “you left the bottle and I got thirsty” He said shrugging and placing the bottle back on the table. He moved back into bed and pulled her close to him giving her a soft kiss as he did “I’m sorry for waking you” he murmured showering her with kisses.

 

[MzSeductress]

Cat giggled and turned toward him and said " Its fine but you realize your waking me more? " she teased. " You can keep it if you want I have plenty" she said " What time is it anyway?" She asked slowly sitting up revealing her breasts.

 

[thepoeticmaster2121]

“Its like 3 in the morning” Alex admitted watching her get up “I didn’t mean to wake you come back to bed” he mumbled running his nails up and down her back slowly. He didn’t want her to go and he cursed himself for waking her. It was still raining pretty badly outside but he had no way of knowing if she wouldn’t brave it to get away from him. They seemed okay happy even but he couldn’t be sure.

 

[MzSeductress]

Cat looked back at him and layed back down and smiled " Ok I'll stay here with you Alex. I dont thinking itd be wise for me to drive right now someone stole my energy" she said teasingly. She sighed feeling his nails stroking her back again " Mmm that feels good" she murmured softly snuggling with him and laying against his chest

 

[thepoeticmaster2121]

“Wonder who that was” Alex murmured continuing to run his nails up and down her back. He heard her purr in content and he smiled his ego stoked a little by the fact he was making her feel good. It was good to know he was good at giving a girl pleasure and he eagerly continued stroking her back. He kissed her forehead gently and looked into her eyes trying to be as close to her as possible.

“Still sleepy?” Alex asked curiously snuggling against her.

 

[MzSeductress]

"Maybe" Cat said with a smile in her voice.

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She looked down at him and said " How about you? Are you sleepy?" She said relaxing as he continued stroking her back softly. It felt strange to her having an intimate moment like this with him and she gave a small smile.

 

[thepoeticmaster2121]

“Not terribly” Alex murmured smiling at her “we only must have slept for like three hours or four” Alex said grinning a little “I didn’t want to fall asleep though” he admitted blushing a little “I wanted to watch you while you slept” he said

 

[MzSeductress]

Cat blushed looking at him. "Really?" She said shocked. She smiled softly. 'At least hes being honest' she thought. She wanted to try and not feel anything with him but she couldn't because Jake was being so sweet and gentle with her.

 

[thepoeticmaster2121]

“Yeah sorry if that might sound weird” Alex admitted smiling and rubbing the back of his neck. “you’re just” he paused his blush deepening as he regarded her “you are just so very beautiful” he finally admitted smiling at her.

 

[MzSeductress]

Cat smiled and kissed him " No need to be sorry its... Sweet" she said softly. She ran her fingers softly down his chest drawing small circles and blushed knowing itd both relax him amd turn him on. " You know Alex.. your pretty cutw yourself" she said honestly.

 

[thepoeticmaster2121]

“I am?” Alex asked raising an eyebrow and looking down at her moving fingers “I don’t think so” he murmured looking away and blushing softly. He could feel his body shivering and melting under her touch and he gave a soft moan “but thank you I try” he said jokingly even though his blush deepened.

 

[MzSeductress]

Cat turned his head back towards her and said " You are Alex in fact you might be fucking hot" she said blushed. She felt his body shiver beneath her fingers and she grinned" You are sweet and im honestly surprised your being so nice to me when we both know I dont deserve it" she said quietly moreso to herself.

 

[thepoeticmaster2121]

“Why don’t you deserve it?” Alex asked raising an eyebrow looking at her closely. He shifted so he could stare into her eyes watching her closely. He gently held her and continued stroking her back even as he studied her closely. He could tell she had issues both in her life and in her own personality but he was surprised at how dark she was. What happened to her? Was some thing wrong? Could he even save her?

Would she even want him to?

 

[MzSeductress]

Cat teared up scared to reveal her past and why she was like this. Why she never wanted to love and noone loved her. He pulled her in stroking her back and looking concerned and she felt horrible at how much he could care about her s much of a bitch she was.

" I just dont" she said her voice cracking as she lay against his chest. She didn't want to share right now she just wanted to enjoy this. If he knew how much she hated herself hed probably stay away too.

 

[thepoeticmaster2121]

“It’s okay” Alex whispered pulling her tighter to his chest. He wrapped his arms around her protectively and kissed the top of her forehead keeping her nestled against his heart. He poured all of his warmth and care into holding her trying to make her feel protected and safe “You don’t have to tell me I’m here for you… you don’t have to put up that front with me you don’t have to pretend to be a bitch I am not going to judge you” he whispered kissing the top of her head.

 

[MzSeductress]

Cat felt tears roll down her cheeks as he held her. ' Why does he care about me?' She thought ' Im a fuckin horrible bitch' she thought. She lay silently in his arms and enjoyed him holding her. Perhaps a bit too much. He said he wouldn't judge her andnshe believed him. She trusted Alex for some reason. She might even have feelings for him. She panicked thinking about it. She had to stop this before it started.