MistyBluEyes
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jazey_43 said:It never ceases to amaze me....that I can be in a bad mood, and all I have to do to change it is to log on and come to this thread! You guys are awesome!! I cannot believe that w/ all the bitchin and whining I do, that you peeps keep coming back and leaving such support for me. I swear sometimes it's overwhelming, and I love all of ya'all for it. I honestly thought this thread would make it for a few days, people would come in and wish me well...never did I EVER think that there would be some diehards rooting for me on an almost daily basis. I really do wish that for one day, I could switch places w/ all of you, so that you could come in here and see this thread thru my eyes, and feel it w/ my heart. Shreik, I know you know what I'm talking about! After your accident you had alot of people praying for you...praying HARD!! I know for myself, all I had at that time was your first name and I had a service at church for you while you were hospitalized. This problem w/ my back has been going on for a very long time...and to see that people don't forget about you, and still come along to wish you well and keep the spirits up, is just heart warming. I know sometimes the things I say don't come out like I want them too, so all I can say is Thank you. And I hope all of you KNOW that it truly comes from the heart. THANK YOU!!!
No update as of yet. Still waiting for the new insurance to kick in. I still haven't gotten the go ahead from the current insurance for the epi to be done, and I am in pretty bad shape. The spasms are hitting hard and at times seem to be relentless. They are coming on w/o any notice and they hit me w/o any movement at all. Thats not something I have experienced before. It's almost like I can feel my "bone on bone" rubbing against each other when I make any kind of movement at all. And it hurts! It's depressing....and I feel myself going downhill a bit further eveyday. So any and all prayers would be quite welcome right about now...lol! I remember my Mom (rest her soul) always telling me I was the strong one of the family, my sisters reiterate it often also. I just wish I felt strong right now. It's getting the better of me and seriously, if anyone has any suggestions on how to keep the depression at bay, I sure would love to hear them. I know theres alot of people who have experienced this problem in the past, as it is a very common disease. I have alot of Doctors say that almost everyone, sometime in thier lifetime, has or will have, this problem. It's a very broad ailment. Degenerative Disc Disease....and it's usually followed or aggravated by arthritis, now throw in the Spinal Stenosis and thats where I am at this poiint in time. The Docs aren't telling me much, so I would love to hear from any and everyone who has experienced this before and just what was done to correct it.
Okay, I think I have babbled looong enough....I sure hope everyone has a great Monday and that you are all recuperating from Game Day yesterday. I nodded on and off for most of it....but I did catch some of the commercials and got to see Mick Jagger...holy shit!, not too bad for being ..what?.....62? I should be so lucky to age like that! Hope ya'all have a great day!
How many times did you help me when I went thru my depression after the surgery. I still don't know how to keep the depression at bay. Other than talk, and holler and scream when you have to because we are here for you in your toughest time, and we are still going to be here in your happiest times. Friends help. Talking helps too. Especially if you talk to the people who have been there.
I love you sweet girl
