PublicAffection
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"If your ex-husband and a lawyer were drowning, and you had to save one of them - would you go to lunch, or to a movie?"
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SubKekiLee
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my daughters Best Friend texted me this a few days ago, and it makes more sense than you can imagine...
"The minute you settle for less than you deserve, you get even less than you settled for."
"The minute you settle for less than you deserve, you get even less than you settled for."
BiaTcHiNFiRe
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Sometimes, tears say all that can be said, and understanding comes only with time.
BiaTcHiNFiRe
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"I'm sick of being dragged through the day.. I remember a time in my life when i used to wish the day would last forever... now all I want it to do is end.. each day i hate myself a little more.. I remember when i was my friend.…" - beckie
"You know that girl who is always lost. The one with the pretty smile no one can tell is fake? That girl who seems to be so strong, but daily continues to break? You know... that girl who is always there, and seems to have no problems of her own? the one who holds back the tears, until you are off the phone? that girl that is in love, with a guy who tries to understand. that girl who if you reach out, always pulls back her hand? well what a lonely life, what a sad girl she must be. maybe you didn't realize it, but that girl is me." - beckie
"This time i've done it. this is a new low, even for me. It's like I think I hit rock bottom, I finally think things have to get better, because they couldn't possibly get worse, and then i see that nothing is impossible." -beckie
"I feel like I'm stuck in a prison...a prison where the only guard keeping me in is myself.. and i'd let myself out... if only i remembered where i put the key." -beckie
"I smile because when I cry it doesn't help. When I cry all it does is make people ask me if I'm okay, I would love nothing more than to punch these people. I'm sitting here, crying, but yes I am perfectly happy. I mean come on give me a break, obviously I'm not fine." -beckie
"I wish everyone didn't have such high expectations of me... because its bad enough i let myself down.. i don't need to let everyone else down too.." -beckie
"I guess my smile isn't hiding my tears today, and everyone is asking me 'what happened'. they all want to know 'why I am having a bad day'. Well nothing happened today... it was just a day.. an ordinary day.. preceded by 15 bad years." - beckie
"If you've ever been depressed, then maybe you know where I'm coming from. It's like one minute you're fine, and the next minute something happens that makes you think -- I mean really think -- and then you're totally empty. The only thoughts that are in your head are negative and it makes you feel totally alone, like you don't mean anything to anyone. All you want to do is tell someone how you feel, but you don't want their pity, and even if you could tell someone, nothing would come out right. You don't want to laugh or smile, or whine, or argue, or even be stubborn or difficult, you just want to go to bed and cry and hope this feeling passes, and sometimes it does, but it always seems to come back. You think that all your friends hate you and only talk to you because they feel bad for you. You know complete strangers judge you just because of how you look and how you act, and when you think about how you're not as beautiful as the crowd that surrounds you, it makes you feel even worse. and of the two people that are supposed to love you the most in the world, one left you, and the other has to scream at you sometimes because they get angry and upset too. you feel like you will probably search your whole life for that one person that you can totally trust that you can love forever, who will never ever hurt you, but you know somewhere deep down that you'll probably never find him. he probably doesn't even exist, so you just give up, you want so desperately to be alone, but at the same time you fear it so much. You know how it feels to know that you're a bad person, to let your friends down and always be selfish, isolated, self conscious, bitter, whiny, and obsessive. You listen to what everyone else has to say, but you never tell them how YOU feel, because that would mean revealing part of yourself, and you just can't do that; you can't let anyone really know you. And your opinion wouldn't matter to them anyway, and most of all if you took the time to sit down and try to get all your feelings out for the first time in your life, it would be completely overwhelming and if anyone ever listened to all of that, they would have to agree with you 100 percent. My friends are getting mad.. i haven't been going out as much.. my tan and my hunger have begun to fade.... I guess I'm thinking that if i stay in my house long enough... Over time I will begin to fade too... hopefully in time I will disappear…" - beckie
yo, I
Beckie's quotes.
"You know that girl who is always lost. The one with the pretty smile no one can tell is fake? That girl who seems to be so strong, but daily continues to break? You know... that girl who is always there, and seems to have no problems of her own? the one who holds back the tears, until you are off the phone? that girl that is in love, with a guy who tries to understand. that girl who if you reach out, always pulls back her hand? well what a lonely life, what a sad girl she must be. maybe you didn't realize it, but that girl is me." - beckie
"This time i've done it. this is a new low, even for me. It's like I think I hit rock bottom, I finally think things have to get better, because they couldn't possibly get worse, and then i see that nothing is impossible." -beckie
"I feel like I'm stuck in a prison...a prison where the only guard keeping me in is myself.. and i'd let myself out... if only i remembered where i put the key." -beckie
"I smile because when I cry it doesn't help. When I cry all it does is make people ask me if I'm okay, I would love nothing more than to punch these people. I'm sitting here, crying, but yes I am perfectly happy. I mean come on give me a break, obviously I'm not fine." -beckie
"I wish everyone didn't have such high expectations of me... because its bad enough i let myself down.. i don't need to let everyone else down too.." -beckie
"I guess my smile isn't hiding my tears today, and everyone is asking me 'what happened'. they all want to know 'why I am having a bad day'. Well nothing happened today... it was just a day.. an ordinary day.. preceded by 15 bad years." - beckie
"If you've ever been depressed, then maybe you know where I'm coming from. It's like one minute you're fine, and the next minute something happens that makes you think -- I mean really think -- and then you're totally empty. The only thoughts that are in your head are negative and it makes you feel totally alone, like you don't mean anything to anyone. All you want to do is tell someone how you feel, but you don't want their pity, and even if you could tell someone, nothing would come out right. You don't want to laugh or smile, or whine, or argue, or even be stubborn or difficult, you just want to go to bed and cry and hope this feeling passes, and sometimes it does, but it always seems to come back. You think that all your friends hate you and only talk to you because they feel bad for you. You know complete strangers judge you just because of how you look and how you act, and when you think about how you're not as beautiful as the crowd that surrounds you, it makes you feel even worse. and of the two people that are supposed to love you the most in the world, one left you, and the other has to scream at you sometimes because they get angry and upset too. you feel like you will probably search your whole life for that one person that you can totally trust that you can love forever, who will never ever hurt you, but you know somewhere deep down that you'll probably never find him. he probably doesn't even exist, so you just give up, you want so desperately to be alone, but at the same time you fear it so much. You know how it feels to know that you're a bad person, to let your friends down and always be selfish, isolated, self conscious, bitter, whiny, and obsessive. You listen to what everyone else has to say, but you never tell them how YOU feel, because that would mean revealing part of yourself, and you just can't do that; you can't let anyone really know you. And your opinion wouldn't matter to them anyway, and most of all if you took the time to sit down and try to get all your feelings out for the first time in your life, it would be completely overwhelming and if anyone ever listened to all of that, they would have to agree with you 100 percent. My friends are getting mad.. i haven't been going out as much.. my tan and my hunger have begun to fade.... I guess I'm thinking that if i stay in my house long enough... Over time I will begin to fade too... hopefully in time I will disappear…" - beckie
yo, I
Beckie's quotes.
PublicAffection
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Mr. Woodcock: I don't do 'Sorry'.
John Farley: What?
Mr. Woodcock: Sorry is for criminals and screw-ups... and I'm neither one.
John Farley: What?
Mr. Woodcock: Sorry is for criminals and screw-ups... and I'm neither one.
BiaTcHiNFiRe
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"I feel like a place where no one goes anymore."
BiaTcHiNFiRe
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Seek Not My Heart
by Kit McCallum
Oh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies,
Do not you hear my heartfelt cries?
Below the branches, here about,
Do not you sense my fear and doubt?
Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams,
Do not you hear my woeful screams?
Upon the meadows, touched with dew,
Do not you see my hearts a'skew?
Beneath the thousand twinkling stars,
Do not you feel my jagged scars?
Seek not my mournful heart kind breeze,
For you'll not find it 'mongst these trees.
It's scattered 'cross the moonlit skies,
Accompanied by heartfelt sighs.
It's drifting o're the gentle rain,
A symbol of my silent pain.
It's buried 'neath the meadow fair,
Conjoined with all the sorrow there.
It's lost among the stars this night,
Too far to ease my quiet fright.
No gentle winds, seek not my heart,
For simply ... it has torn apart.
by Kit McCallum
Oh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies,
Do not you hear my heartfelt cries?
Below the branches, here about,
Do not you sense my fear and doubt?
Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams,
Do not you hear my woeful screams?
Upon the meadows, touched with dew,
Do not you see my hearts a'skew?
Beneath the thousand twinkling stars,
Do not you feel my jagged scars?
Seek not my mournful heart kind breeze,
For you'll not find it 'mongst these trees.
It's scattered 'cross the moonlit skies,
Accompanied by heartfelt sighs.
It's drifting o're the gentle rain,
A symbol of my silent pain.
It's buried 'neath the meadow fair,
Conjoined with all the sorrow there.
It's lost among the stars this night,
Too far to ease my quiet fright.
No gentle winds, seek not my heart,
For simply ... it has torn apart.
