The Confessional

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I wont tell what a sawwwwwwwww

SHHH! NINA! :D

I have to go to sleep I keep IMing, texting, and writing things here, on Facebook, on my phone, that are like too much stupid for one girl, I swear. I have a BRAIN. I'm smart. But liquor erodes away the filter. I need coffee, by the way, speaking of a filter. But that's awful for you.
 
i got FF's secret.... i got FF's secret..... ok.. i'm shushing .. till your sober.. then I'll tease ya.. K.. sober now... how bout now... .... .... now.... no..... damn.... ...



coffee... mmmmmmmmmmmm with chocolate please.. :D
 
Passes the chocolate syrup with a wink, a ring of brown lining her lips.
Twists off the squeezie top, fills it up and hands it back to DA.... Tanks hun...

eyes the bottle, shakes it a bit.... half full..... pours my coffee in the bottle, clamping my hand over the top, shakes throughly...... smiles and sips my coffeeeeeeeeee...........
 
SO BE CAREFUL...

LMFAO! You're saying this to a girl who'd sooner hop into a stranger's car than walk home in my heels in the middle of the night!

I'm very sure of myself and very capable. I'm not even the least bit concerned about meeting Ado because over time; I've gotten to know him, his sister and even his ex girlfriend online (that bitch is nuts, she added me to Facebook for no reason after I insulted her jokingly in an audio call! I think she wants to keep tabs on me, we also have the same name)

Anyways, I don't expect you to understand my perspective but I already gave my thoughts and feelings on the matter. I don't, can't and won't lie, ever. That's why I am so open and honest about myself on these boards. And I give EVERYONE the chance to do the same.

To me? Everyone is a potential friend and I am all over the dating market, however that would be the kink-friendly dating market because my track record with vanilla relationships...well let's just say it ain't good! That's RL.

Not too long ago, I did a scene with Ezra involving a knife in my Whorehouse and everyone was fairly stunned by it. My blade was even real, eight inches worth of steel called Excalibur and it was sitting next to me while I posted so I could describe it appropriately. People who take the time out to talk to me in IM know a lot more than I'm willing to share here or that wouldn't be breaking the forum rules and could likely say with certainty that I can handle myself. I'm also very guarded about my emotions and I don't give them without knowing they'll be taken care of.

Leo and I both know how we are in chat and how we are in audio and cam, he knows the real submission in me and how easily he can make me blush. Ado has met my sisters online, hell with Bsquad? I even got to talk to his mother! That was weird (she was totally insane over my Aussie accent and Koalas).

Anyways, it takes time online, maybe even more than it does IRL but I don't delude myself into thinking I know Bradin any better than he allows me to know him or think he's being totally honest when he tells me anything. And that's a six year friendship that started in high school! We have many of the same friends and we've fucked and dated many of the same friends (oh plus a lot of his best mates hate my guts) but I can get to know online friends' relatives and friends as well and still not know a damn thing about either Bradin or said online friend.

Seriously, just seeing someone face to face doesn't denote any trust at all to me. I used to be a very good liar, I could look my own mother in the eyes and spew the most inane crap ever and she'd believe my every word because I didn't have a tell. And now? It makes me an incredibly good lie detector. My sisters learnt from the best and I can still spot a lie from either of them a million miles away. But it makes for nothing when someone wants to really lie to you and make you doubt about shit.

I just don't over think things like that.

As for my level of self respect? What leads you to believe I don't respect myself and that I don't question Leo? I question his ass all the time, we argue just like any other couple would and I get to speak out about what I want and don't as well. There's no correlation between submissive and mute, in fact we're more likely to be aggressive about asking questions and seeking information because we know what we're handing over is a shitload of trust. I have told him 'no' over quite a few things, least of which was his offer of a collar when we discussed it and mutually decided to take things slowly.

I have RL play partners but the fact of the matter is? I don't want them to be more than that because I'm not attracted to them in the same way I am attracted to Leo and it's not just his looks, how he speaks or his personality. It's how he meshes with me and how easily we flirt and speak. A camera to me is just the same as if he were here, he can make me blush and hide behind my hands and everything.

Anyways, I'm letting this go cause the replies are getting insanely long and it's hurting my head. You couldn't understand my perspective because you're not me and that's cool, you're entitled to your own opinion but please respect mine while you're at it and don't try to tell me how I see things.

I adore you FF and yes, you too LI, you crazy flirtatious slutbag :p I mightn't be the nicest person but I'm always honest about what I think, feel and say. Although, that alt thing cracked me up! I really think it's just funny as hell, the lengths some people will go to! Haha!

Minx :rose:
 
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Twists off the squeezie top, fills it up and hands it back to DA.... Tanks hun...

eyes the bottle, shakes it a bit.... half full..... pours my coffee in the bottle, clamping my hand over the top, shakes throughly...... smiles and sips my coffeeeeeeeeee...........

Half chocolate. I knew I liked you! :rose:
 
I dunno .. which would you be... .... .... ?

"Well.." finger to lip, thinking. I" think I would be the sex. Its all about the build up, ya know. Orgasms are great.... wonderful... mind blowing.. but I feel like I'm at the beginning of the movie and don't want to rush to the end. "
 
Allow me a moment of weakness

The women. I am writing with. Will certainly kick my ass. I am working harder on Massacre than I ever had on any thread.

I confess that it's been needed this challenge. But bloody hell? Following Vail? What am I crazy? My mistress is a literary genius. I feel like a hack. I swear.

Though apparently I am not. According to others. sigh I can already hear her, as I type this. She's going to hit me. But this is my confessional, so fuck it.

I confess that thankfully I am improving. Hopefully.
 
Allow me a moment of weakness

The women. I am writing with. Will certainly kick my ass. I am working harder on Massacre than I ever had on any thread.

I confess that it's been needed this challenge. But bloody hell? Following Vail? What am I crazy? My mistress is a literary genius. I feel like a hack. I swear.

Though apparently I am not. According to others. sigh I can already hear her, as I type this. She's going to hit me. But this is my confessional, so fuck it.

I confess that thankfully I am improving. Hopefully.

You rock my world, you know that Aus? :rose:
 
You rock my world, you know that Aus? :rose:

You make my world brighter too angel. Even when I am really hard on you. I totally love you, tsunami.

EDIT- shut up you "must meet in RL" fuckers. I do know this bitch in RL. And yes. She is that fucking cool.
 
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"Well.." finger to lip, thinking. I" think I would be the sex. Its all about the build up, ya know. Orgasms are great.... wonderful... mind blowing.. but I feel like I'm at the beginning of the movie and don't want to rush to the end. "
what is it with people thinking the orgasm is 'the end'..... this is not directly thrown at you DA...

I think i would be the orgasms... from first spasm to the last twitch eons later... mind blowing...
umm... i'm really not trying to be on an ego trip... i just happen to be an insta-cummer.. lol.. and just keep right on cumming.. so for me.. its not the end. its the beginning middle and end... the end.
 
Allow me a moment of weakness

The women. I am writing with. Will certainly kick my ass. I am working harder on Massacre than I ever had on any thread.

I confess that it's been needed this challenge. But bloody hell? Following Vail? What am I crazy? My mistress is a literary genius. I feel like a hack. I swear.

Though apparently I am not. According to others. sigh I can already hear her, as I type this. She's going to hit me. But this is my confessional, so fuck it.

I confess that thankfully I am improving. Hopefully.
Aus... you can have your moment... i have certianly had mine... look at who i'm writing with!
you, Vail, FM, Minx, Luna, Britt, Beca and eventualy Leo when they write him awake...
Talk about jumping in the pool with the sharks! I just thank goodness i like getting bit!
 
what is it with people thinking the orgasm is 'the end'..... this is not directly thrown at you DA...

I think i would be the orgasms... from first spasm to the last twitch eons later... mind blowing...
umm... i'm really not trying to be on an ego trip... i just happen to be an insta-cummer.. lol.. and just keep right on cumming.. so for me.. its not the end. its the beginning middle and end... the end.

I think I like your movie better.
 
ICT i fucking lost a fucking reply to my fucking writing that fucking stinks because I can't write shit!!! I write like a fucking 2nd grader!!!!!!


WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!
 
ICT i fucking lost a fucking reply to my fucking writing that fucking stinks because I can't write shit!!! I write like a fucking 2nd grader!!!!!!


WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!
um..... wow zy.... never seen you mad before...... wow........

you need more than a cookie..... espresso?.... redbull?...


(if you was a secondgrader... i think they would wash out your mouth... just sayin)
 
ICT that being the best cookie I've seen in a while. Oh sweet digital morsel.... *zones out momentarily* Whoa, back on track.

ICT I love being up late at night, just my music and my thoughts. Time to just chill out and enjoy some me time as cheesy as that sounds. Guys can want me time god damn it! *fist shakings to warn off potential comments from the Lit peanut gallery though it's prolly a worthless defense*
 
ICT that being the best cookie I've seen in a while. Oh sweet digital morsel.... *zones out momentarily* Whoa, back on track.

ICT I love being up late at night, just my music and my thoughts. Time to just chill out and enjoy some me time as cheesy as that sounds. Guys can want me time god damn it! *fist shakings to warn off potential comments from the Lit peanut gallery though it's prolly a worthless defense*
Dude.. have a cookie... have some 'me' time.... hell have a peanut...


hahahahahahahahahahahahaha
 
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