The Confessional

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I confess oreo's comment on 30-ish stung a bit.

Also I confess I have been entirely too reserved here and could loosen the fuck up.

Ya, that sting never gets easier to handle.:(

And yes you could - seemed to have a good start last night.;) Dont ya think Sixxy?
 
I am beginning to think I am getting ganged up on. What would Mother Ausus think?

Sixxy's right.. about fucking time. Besides... tell me you'd complain, if you got jumped by three women. That's what I thought.. :D

I confess...she was far too lovely today and almost made me do inappropriate things

Everyday with you, my sin, is a day filled with inappropriate things, you for instance.. Highly inappropriate.


I confess that helplessness is all I feel anymore and I don't have a clue what to do about it other than say I'm sorry.

I confess I hoped this would be enough for the three of you to mend your fences, he will need you while I'm gone. Hell, truth be told I guess he has always needed ya'll and I didn't want to see it or admit to it because I wanted his love so badly and hated sharing him knowing how you all felt about one another, and how you felt about me. I confess feeling like the third or fourth wheel sucks and I didn't like it at all. Selfish me.

I confess that I hate that one lie wedged a wall between us that never came down, who knows, if not for that we may have actually been friends when we first met instead of being at odds with one another. I confess that has made me sad more times than I want to admit.

I confess I am so tired and feel so crappy I wish I could curl up in a ball and disappear, it would make it so much easier.


I confess... I have no words. Immense regret. I wish the lie that started everything was removed. You treated my own like gold, I can't fault you there.

I confess that my own insecurities ruined things. I confess that I will not let it happen again.

I confess that I want so badly to move past it. And I wish you luck in all of your endeavors. All of them. Sincerely.

I confess... I need a drink.
 
I confess that, exactly as I told mom, it was a bad idea to move Lailani into my room because she won't go to sleep in here. She's being way too loud for a time when she should already be unconscious.
 
I'm currently angry as fuck and have no idea why.
I want sex but think if he even tried to touch me right now I'd break his hand.
 
I confess that no matter how strong I think I am, no matter how confident I may be, there is one person who's words and actions can completely break me in two.

I confess that I should have never asked someone to choose between me and two of his lit friends no matter what problems we had with each other because in the end all it has done is make him harbor resentment towards me for it. So I confess that while I am gone I hope the three of them make amends and make each other happy filling in whatever spots I never seemed too. I'm tired of fighting I have none left in me.

I confess I never knew it was possible to love someone so dearly that I have never even seen face to face. I never knew that someone so far away that I had never even held in my arms could make me so happy, feel so loved, and could wrap themselves so deeply in my heart that it would forever change my life.

I confess that even though so many times its hurt so terribly I wouldn't trade a single moment of my time with him because the good outwieghs the bad in ways I never knew possible.

I confess that I'm scared of what tomorrow will bring and the changes it will make in my life and whether or not I'm physically and mentally strong enough to conquer it.

I confess that I have started to pray again and thats something I haven't done in a very long time.

I confess that though I have never spoken with her I think that Alana_ may be the sweetest most kindhearted person I have had the pleasure reading on lit and she has given me many smiles without even knowing it.

I confess that helplessness is all I feel anymore and I don't have a clue what to do about it other than say I'm sorry.

I confess I hoped this would be enough for the three of you to mend your fences, he will need you while I'm gone. Hell, truth be told I guess he has always needed ya'll and I didn't want to see it or admit to it because I wanted his love so badly and hated sharing him knowing how you all felt about one another, and how you felt about me. I confess feeling like the third or fourth wheel sucks and I didn't like it at all. Selfish me.

I confess that I hate that one lie wedged a wall between us that never came down, who knows, if not for that we may have actually been friends when we first met instead of being at odds with one another. I confess that has made me sad more times than I want to admit.

I confess I am so tired and feel so crappy I wish I could curl up in a ball and disappear, it would make it so much easier.

I confess that Cherry never ceases to amaze me and that despite all she has gone through and is going through right now, she keeps proving to me what an awesome woman she is and how strong she is.

I confess she causes me to have nothing but respect and admiration for her. i also confess that I wish I was half the woman she is, I just think she shows such strength of character and I also confess I am sending my love and support her way xxxxxxx

Cherry hunny surround yourself with those that love you and know that you can do this.
 
I confess that no matter how strong I think I am, no matter how confident I may be, there is one person who's words and actions can completely break me in two.

I confess that I should have never asked someone to choose between me and two of his lit friends no matter what problems we had with each other because in the end all it has done is make him harbor resentment towards me for it. So I confess that while I am gone I hope the three of them make amends and make each other happy filling in whatever spots I never seemed too. I'm tired of fighting I have none left in me.

I confess I never knew it was possible to love someone so dearly that I have never even seen face to face. I never knew that someone so far away that I had never even held in my arms could make me so happy, feel so loved, and could wrap themselves so deeply in my heart that it would forever change my life.

I confess that even though so many times its hurt so terribly I wouldn't trade a single moment of my time with him because the good outwieghs the bad in ways I never knew possible.

I confess that I'm scared of what tomorrow will bring and the changes it will make in my life and whether or not I'm physically and mentally strong enough to conquer it.

I confess that I have started to pray again and thats something I haven't done in a very long time.

I confess that though I have never spoken with her I think that Alana_ may be the sweetest most kindhearted person I have had the pleasure reading on lit and she has given me many smiles without even knowing it.

I confess that helplessness is all I feel anymore and I don't have a clue what to do about it other than say I'm sorry.

I confess I hoped this would be enough for the three of you to mend your fences, he will need you while I'm gone. Hell, truth be told I guess he has always needed ya'll and I didn't want to see it or admit to it because I wanted his love so badly and hated sharing him knowing how you all felt about one another, and how you felt about me. I confess feeling like the third or fourth wheel sucks and I didn't like it at all. Selfish me.

I confess that I hate that one lie wedged a wall between us that never came down, who knows, if not for that we may have actually been friends when we first met instead of being at odds with one another. I confess that has made me sad more times than I want to admit.

I confess I am so tired and feel so crappy I wish I could curl up in a ball and disappear, it would make it so much easier.

I confess to being stunned and wishing that I could turn back the clock and change some things....and some things I don't understand where I went wrong, I wish someone would show me.

I wish that people hadn't come between Cherry and I when we originally started to get to know each other. The whole mess made me angry and hurt and I lost more than I thought I possibly could...and for something I don't even know why I was pulled into.

I confess that I am sorry for the whole sordid affair and the part I played in it. Sometimes my better judgement goes ignored.

I also confess that I don't know how to word things as well as others but I feel that I lost a potential friend to this...and I lost a really good friend to it as well.

I confess, I am glad to have someone who cares for me and understands me now. He keeps me excited and interested, he lets me sit in 'the spot' when I am hurt or upset or I just need it...or he just needs it. I confess that I love that only he knows what I mean when I say that but I hate reading something someone else writes and knowing it's all cryptic so 'the spot' is his lap. He's my sadist, it really is a special place to sit hehehe!

So I :heart: you my sweet Sir Leo and to my good sister fuckmeat, we're only just starting to get to know each other but I hope you know how much I adore you too.

I confess, I want to fix things between myself and everyone. After losing my grandfather, I just want peace...
 
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