The Dark (open)

[Perplexia]

Raven smiled and tears came down her face as his arms wrapped around her, his chin on her shoulder. His soft words. "i don't believe i deserve you either, but i have no right to make that decision for you. I will never deny you Xavier" she said softly pushing back tighter into him. "for better or for worse" she then repeated. "I am yours mind body and soul, i belong to you, i am yours if you'll have me."

 

[Bluemage]

He smiled softly and when she pushed her body against him and then said the words. He smiled softly and then spoke softly to her when she said that she said that she was all his if he'd have her. He smirked and kissed at her neck again before whispering softly to her again, "I believe I was prepared to have sex with you here on the balcony in front of god and the whole world." He smiled softly, "I think that means I'll take you back, if you'll return the favor." He smiled softly and then kissed her neck, "I'll never fail you again." He smiled softly and then took a long breath. He wanted to tell her that he had liked it when she was following him all over the place when she was recovering from the event, but he didn't know what he could say without offending her.

 

[Perplexia]

Raven moaned softly as he kissed her neck and she rolled it to him, offering it to him. "you never have failed me, i feel i failed us. I'll never hold back from you again unless its regarding a gift" she smiled softly "feed from me and take me into your veins again, let me belong to you fully as you always have to me" she purred softly "promise you'll always tell me what you want and think and without fear of my response. Believe in my love for you Xavier, for i give it to you unconditionally. I will always promise you the same."

 

[Bluemage]

He smiled as he looked at her and then opened his mouth. She hadn't seemed to have responded to what he had been talking about earlier, but he didn't mind. He brought his lips to her neck and bit down on her flesh. slowly drawing blood from her neck. He smiled against her neck and then slowly pulled away from her, "You taste as good as you always have, Raven...my little Kitten." He smiled softly and then brought his lips back to her neck for another soft kiss. He smiled softly and then spoke softly to her again, "So..." He smiled softly still holding her against him, "I believe you wanted me to do something for you."

 

[Perplexia]

Raven let out a deep moan as his slowly sucked from her. She whimpered lightly when he stopped, but then replaced it with a kiss. Her body pressing tightly against his. "yes" she responded raspingly. "claim me as your own once again, make me yours and take me back, for I've never left you, only myself"

 

[Bluemage]

Xavier took a long breath and then shifted slightly against her, causing the knot at the front of his robe coming undone. He turned her in his arms so that she was looking into his eyes and then looked into her eyes for a few more moments and he spoke softly into her eyes, "Raven. Do you want to come back to bed with me?" He smiled as he looked into her eyes for a few more moments. He smiled as he watched her eyes carefully, "And would you feel more comfortable on top? I mean...after...what happened, I don't want you to feel like I'm holding you down or...yeah..." He looked away and then spoke softly, "I just ruined that moment..."

 

[Perplexia]

Raven smiled to him softly and brought her lips to his kissing him deeply. She slowly broke the kiss and took his hand bringing his ring up to her lips and kissing it softly. "yes to bed, no to top. I need to belong to you again, i need you to take me as yours. I need to see you as you enter me and take me as yours" she blinked "does that make sense?" she questioned.

 

[Bluemage]

He smiled softly and wrapped his arms taking her close and lifting her up a little bit, carrying her in his arms as he carried her in his arms back to the bed. He smiled and gently placed her down on the bed before speaking softly, "It makes perfect sense." He looked down at her as he climbed over her, slipping another pillow behind her head so that she could look at everything that she wanted, whatever she wanted. He looked down into her eyes and then spoke very softly, "I won't start until you tell me its alright."

 

[Perplexia]

Raven wanted to cry from his tenderness to her. So loving and careful, treating her as a glass doll. In most cases it would have infuriated her, but with him it only made her love that much more potent for him. "Its alright" she said softly as he gazed down at her. Her hands moved to his shirt undoing the buttons before him. She opened it so he would have full access to her, all of her. As he should always have.

 

[Bluemage]

He stopped her hands before she had undone all of the buttons and stopped her, shaking his head slowly as he looked down at her. Really with she was at the moment it left nothing to the imagination, but he knew that she might still need a shield to feel safe after what had been done to her, and he really did find the fact that she was only wearing one of his shirts as undeniably sexy. He smiled and looked into her eyes, "I have all of the access I need." He smiled and brought his hands up, pulling away the top half of the shirt that was unbuttoned, exposing her breasts, "And I told you that you look sexy in my shirts." He smiled as he looked down at her and then slowly aimed, lining himself up, "Besides, as long as you are in my shirt, a piece of me will be surrounding you, right?" He smiled as he looked into her eyes and then slowly began to push forward into her, being incredibly gentle and soft with her.

 

[Perplexia]

Raven looked at him confused when he stopped her from opening the shirt, the fleeing thought of him not wanting to look at her started to go through her mind until he stopped it with the explanation. He continued to look in her eyes as he entered her so softly. She let out a soft moan allowing the sensation of their love to fill her. Reminding herself over and over that she was safe and with the man she loved. With a bit of slow movement, her body began to come alive under him. Her hips moving to match him, her eyes never leaving his.

 

[Bluemage]

Xavier continued to stare down into Raven's eyes. He had seen her filled with fear when he had told her to stop opening her shirt. He wondered if perhaps this had been the right choice to make, but he smiled when she seemed to accept his answers. He made his slow movements and finally she came alive underneath of him, her hips moving up to match his movements as they continued to slowly move together, his hips pushing down against hers and then slowly rising up before dropping again, ever so slow, and ever so soft. He leaned over and whispered into her ear, "I'll protect you. I'll shield you from the world." He kissed her neck, "No one will ever hurt you again, I'll make sure of it." He continued his slow movements, still kissing at her neck. He smiled and then brought his lips up to her ear, "I'll help you take off your shirt once we're done..."

 

[Perplexia]

Her body moved against his remembering the way it felt to be loved. She smiled as he vowed to protect her from harm and shield her from the world. Moans began to leave her mouth as he kissed her neck. She rolled it to him again, offering it to him. Her hips pushed up with more desire and hunger.

 

[Bluemage]

Xavier continued his slow and steady thrusts, being gentile and soft with her, even with her pushing her hips up against him as if she wanted more, as if she wanted it harder. He was not sure that she was ready for what she was actually offering, so he just continued to slowly rock his hips against her. He continued to kiss at her neck, being as gentle and soft with that as he was being with his thrusts. He was determined not to put her through rougher sex until she was ready for it, and until he was sure she was ready for it. He moaned softly against her neck. It had been a few months since he had felt the feel of the inside of a woman, and his hand really was no comparison. He groaned against her neck and his thrusts increased only slightly in speed and force, only just slightly.

 

[Perplexia]

Raven moaned deeply as he increased merely slightly. It was enough for her to hit her first orgasm crying out with delicious moans as her body exploded upon him. Contracting around his member and squeezing it with such a pent up force of desire. Her body shuddered and gyrated and she smiled up at Xavier with cat at the mouse smile. Her hips still moving against his. Matching his thrusts and her moans more consistent.

 

[Bluemage]

His whole body had shuddered when she had cum around him. He had almost cum right there. He looked down into her eyes, noticing that 'cat ate the mouse' smile on her face. She looked pleased and satisfied, and perhaps a little bit like she had done something that was naughty but knew she wasn't going to be punished for it and it had been so good. He smiled softly. She hadn't done anything bad of course. She was free to do whatever she wanted to do. He had been prepared to stop there but instead she had started to move her hips up against his again. He groaned softly. She really was going to get him to cum like that. He brought his hands down, undoing the rest of the buttons of her shirt and pulled the sides away so that it was hanging from her arms and shoulders. He smiled as he continued to look down into her eyes and then continued his soft thrusts into her, knowing that her next orgasm would pull him over the edge with her.

 

[Perplexia]

"I love you with all i am" she moaned as they continued to make slow passionate love. Her nipples now stood erect from the cool breeze and open shirt. She reveled in the way his hand felt across her flesh as he opened it. Her eyes danced at him, as if it were the first time they were making love.
She had no doubts or fears, only the joy of having him with her again. Without him she wasn't whole.

 

[Bluemage]

Xavier moaned in response to her telling him that she loved him with all that she was. He then leaned down to whisper into her ear again, "I love you with all that I am as well. Nothing will ever tear us apart." He continued to slowly rock against her. He was actually sort of glad that he couldn't hold out nearly as long into these things as he used to be able to, since it meant that he wasn't going to be pushing her into endless orgasmic bliss just so that she could feel like she was doing things right. He was happy and he nipped at her neck softly and affectionately to let her know that. He moaned and groaned as he continued his soft lovemaking with her.

 

[Perplexia]

Raven moaned and moved against him finding herself through his words and movements. As he nipped her neck he pushed her over the edge once again, her body gyrated hard against him. She moaned loudly gasping and crying out his name in fluttering sounds. Feeling alive and his.

 

[Bluemage]

He continued to thrust in and out of her keeping it gentle and soft. That was at least until he had nipped her neck and she had let out a moan and her orgasm hit her again. When that had happened the gyrating of her hips and the squeezing of her muscles around his shaft had pulled him over the edge with her, just like he had known it would. He opened his mouth and did his best to silence his moans against her shoulder, as his thrusts became erratic and he finally gave her one last thrust before emptying his seed, and all of the pent up sexual frustration from every time that he had touched her but not progressed any further because he had not seen himself as worthy and she had tensed up. The moment felt like hours to him and left him completely drained, his body resting on top of hers. He sighed softly and then kissed at her neck, "That was magical..."

 

[Perplexia]

She smiled deeply as he emptied himself inside of her. The flood of the heat the way it soothed and coated her insides. This is what she remembered, this is who she was. She was his, through and through, no one could ever take away or replace the way he made her feel.
Raven smiled as tears of joy fell from her eyes. "yes" she said softly "you brought me home to you Xavier, you made me remember what it was to be loved. I will love you for eternity and beyond"

 

[Bluemage]

Xavier smiled softly and kissed her on her forehead, "Welcome home." He smiled softly and kissed her neck softly, "You should wear my shirts around here more often." He smiled as he looked at her for a few more moments and then slowly pulled out of her and lay down on top of her like that, just holding her close, "Maybe you can do that and I'll just stop wearing shirts around here. That sounds like a fair trade, right?" He smiled softly and kissed at the side of her neck again for a few more moments before whispering into her ear, "It's probably just because they smell like me or something, maybe some primal ownership thing that I'm not even ware of, I don't know..."

 

[Perplexia]

Raven smiled and kissed him softly her hips still lightly twitching. "They do smell like you, thats why i wear them. If you wish it, thats all I'll ever wear is your shirts. Perhaps one day you'd like me to put my hair up in a bun, an put glasses on too" she teased him over a potential librarian role play.

She smiled and clung to him tightly. "I've missed you so much Xavier" she said softly, "I've missed the way that you hold me, the way you make me feel when you kiss me, when you make love to me. I know I've been following you from room to room these past couple of months. But its because i couldn't stand to be in a room without you. Even though we were distant i was still drawn to you, i have to have you near me. It was the only thing that made sense, was being able to see you, to lay next to you at night. I freeze up if you leave me alone for to long. If i wake up and you weren't there i panic. With you i feel safe. With you this moment i feel whole."

 

[Bluemage]

He smiled softly at the suggestion for the little librarian role play. He chuckled softly, "Ooo, a sexy librarian. Sounds fun." He smiled softly as he looked at her for a few more moments, thinking about the possibilities. He also liked the idea of her wearing nothing but his shirt all of the time. He smiled softly and kissed her neck a little bit more.

He then listened to what she was saying. He took a long breath and smiled softly at her when she talked about how she followed him all over the place. He reached up slowly and rubbed his fingers over the side of her face, "No. I definitely liked that. I liked when you followed me around so closely." He smiled and then kissed her neck again and then slowly closed his eyes, "Anything else you want to do today?" He smiled and looked at her carefully, watching her carefully for a few more moments.

 

[Perplexia]

"I want you to tie me to the bed and give me a blast of your pheromones and make love to me again" she said softly looking into his eyes. "Xavier, you have to know that at somepoint you will slip and do it on accident, you have to be confident of the result. By tying me down you're helping both of us. One you're leaving me out of control, and two your allowing yourself to see that i'm not going to loose it other then try to get you to move faster."