The Deal

[musicankane]

I smiled as she laughed about my birhtmark. It was good that she was willing to express a sense of humor. I liked a girl that could have a good laugh, no laughter meant a lack of personality to me. Kim was beautiful and she was willing to laugh and take a joke which for me was an incredibly huge plus.

She asked about my dreams and whatnot which only brought a shrug from me, "It's highschool you know. I mean I am in no danger of not getting good grades to get into whatever college I want. I've just been torn on whether I want to go into a technological field or a medical one. I think I may go to school for film editing and then work with my dad. Either way seems like there would be good money in it." I explained.

Our drinks were brought over and after the waitress left I pointed at her glass of milk. "Okay I totally have to ask you a girl question. I read somewhere that drinking milk makes girls grow well developed breasts." I glanced at her chest and winked, "I guess that explains how you look so amazing doesn't it?" I hoped she could take the joke I really did. Otherwise I think I was about to be slapped.

 

[kimberlee]

I heard his possible roads for the future and while I might have expected the tech one as well as the one working in film, I was surprised by the interest in the medical field.

The laugh had helped me to relax a bit as I listened to him talk.

"Money's not everything. As long as you enjoy what you're doing, that's what's important," I said relaying advice my mother often gave to me.

I was such a hypocrite. I knew that Jake's dad would be sending me the five hundred thou sometime this week. I'd chosen big bucks over my ideal senior year. Still, being around Jake wasn't the task I'd thought it would be.

Then he made the comment about my milk. Guys and boobs, I swear - mental eye roll.

"You heard me ask the waitress about the brand, right? Well, the one I ordered doesn't have artificial growth hormones. I don't want double D's or bigger. I'm okay with my c-cup. Are you?" I asked with a twitch to the right corner of mouth.

 

[musicankane]

I blinked and looked at her, "You asked for it WITHOUT growth hormones." I gasped and put a hand on my chest, "Damn Kim, you limit yourself." I told her trying to keep a straight face, but burst into laughter. I waved at her trying to calm made chuckled and nodded, "Seriously though, c-cups are nice. Your c-cups are nice."

I sighed and leaned back, "Well that was my one boob joke today. Give me a second to think of an ass joke and we'll be all set."

The waitress came by and I ordered a prime rib steak cook medium rare and mashed potatoes on the side. I told Kim to order anything she wanted so long as it didn't put creepy chemicals in her.

Once the waitress was gone I gave her a quick look over, "Okay Kim, now what should I know about what we are doing at school tomorrow? When people talk and ask questions, how far have we gone as boyfriend and girlfriend? You know the first thing people are going to ask, especially you is if you had sex with me yet? What are we planning to tell them?"

 

[kimberlee]

"An ass joke? Do you mean that you actually do have a birthmark shaped like Florida on your butt then?" I queried.

I ordered the steak and shrimp combo. I'd though about going with a salad; but decided I was hungry and besides, I'd spent more than the hundred his father had given me. Besisides, it wasn't as if Jake couldn't afford to buy me dinner.

I listened to his questions on how to deal with questions we'd receive about our relationship.

"Just let them think what they will. It's always best to stick to the truth, answer the question with one of your own or simply evade the question altogether," I suggested. "Soon enough people will make up their minds and most likely start rumors based upon something they thought up. And believe me, there'll be more stories going around about us as a couple than you or I could think up."

 

[musicankane]

I sighed and looked down at my silverware for a moment, "Is it wrong to wish that they weren't stories?" I asked her, looking up slowly. "I mean for a very long time I've felt like a loser, and I probably was. But I still am a man, with manly wants and I hate the fact that I've missed out on cool shit that pricks like Jeff have gotten to do."

"I mean I yearn for the day when I get to touch a girl's breast, or someone gives me a handjob in a darkened movie theater." I said, "I'm tired of doing it myself. And I know that girls don't like nerds or video gamers or whatever, but goddamn it I know there are girl nerds and girl gamers."

"What I really want to know Kim, is why me?" I asked. "You could have replaced Jeff with any other guy at school, and surely better looking guys, or even guys your friend wont mock in the hall. Yet you picked me, did my poem really strike a chord with your heart? Do you think there is a chance you and I might hook up for real?" I was really grasping at strings but I had to have hope.

 

[kimberlee]

"When I asked you to send me the v-gram, it was because I knew that if I asked you to write a little something sweet, you'd do it and you'd come through for me. Did I think, here's my next boyfriend? No, I have to admit that I was using you. But, when I got it... I don't know. Something changed inside," I said, "and I wanted to get to know you better."

I stopped for a moment to gauge your body signals. You seemed a bit more distant than you had before this coversation. I needed to change that.

I smiled with what I imagine was a miscievous gleam in my eyes. "Besides," I said in a hushed tone that only he could hear as I leaned forward to do so, "who's to say you won't get to touch a breast or have a handjob in a dark movie theater?"

"BUT, just because Jeff said something happened doesn't mean that it actually did," I told him. "I've never had sex with Jeff... well, handjob's and blowjobs excluded. I've never had anything that didn't run on batteries down there." I blushed at the confession, but I had to let him know that I wasn't just some cheap floozy that'd jump into bed at the sight of a hard cock. No, it takes $5,000,000 to get you willing to go all the way a voice in the back of my mind mocked.

 

[musicankane]

So she opened herself up to me a bit. That was cool and gave me bigger cause to relax. That she would out and out tell me that she had in fact given Jeff blowjobs and handjobs didn't make me feel good about her past experience, but the fact that she would openly tell me the truth was a plus. It also gave me a juvenile male hope that I would one day receive said pleasures from her.

"Well that's cool." I said, "I mean hearing the truth means something you know? I'm glad you liked the poem, and I did mean it. I've had a crush on you since forever Kim, but I'm not exactly the most open person in school." I explained.

The food arrived and we sat back in silence for a moment. I unrolled my silverware and began cutting into my steak. "I am a bit surprised you're still a virgin....technically. Not that I thought you were a floosy or anything, just...Well you know how word around school goes. It's never the actual truth, but some of the things that people said you did with Jeff would make a porn star blush. I figured there had to be at least some truth to it."