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BiDave1962 said:
I am 62. I know I have had thoughts about men for at least 40 of those. I had some encounters as a teen but nothing serious. I married a woman, had kids and have been faithful (physically) for 38 years.
Now, getting older, my wife and I have come to an understanding of my sexuality, facilitated largely by the two of us taking a Sexual Preference Questionnaire she found online. The conceit was “total honesty and no judgement”. We now know I am bisexual. I love cock. But also pussy and tits.
Being married, I have not explored outside that institution yet, but my wife is getting more comfortable with the thought of another man participating. It’s a process.
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I can understand your situation so well, I can't seem to ever stop thinking about a big hard cock, to hold with both hands, and suck on the head.
 
CharlieBoker said:
So here's a thing......

I really fancy women, am drawn to them sexually and emotionally and I certainly enjoy hetrosexual sex..........But, having said that, I think that I get much more turned on by gay sex.

I love to give myself to another man and to pleasure a cock with my mouth. I get so turned on by being rimmed and can't deny that I love it in the ass. The daft thing about loving gay sex though, is I don't really look at men and find them attractive as such. For sure it's nice to have a good feeling about a potential male sexual partner, but I don't fancy men to look at. I'm aware that's not massively unusual and I see a few posts on here about just loving the cock.

If we're doing labels, I class myself as bisexual.

So, I had plenty of gay sex in my younger days but ended up marrying a woman and having kids. I felt I wanted to do the right thing once I had a kid and be a good present dad, so I tried not to do anything that might destroy the family unit.

The urges to have sex with men never went away though. I have had to repress my sexual urges and it's meant living in conflict. I've had a decent sex life with my wife over the years but the urges for gay sex would always rear their head periodically.

Over the years in my marriage I used to give in to the urges and had a couple of guy friends but whilst it scratched an itch, I couldn't really relax and let go fully sexually, because the infidelity never sat well with me, I love my wife and felt very guilty for risking the family dynamic with betrayal.

About 15 years ago I stopped completely and about 8 years ago when we were at a crossroads in our marriage I told her about my bisexuality and my infidelities. We are still together and she wants me to remain faithful. The love I have for her means I adhere to that, for her sake, although I think it is in conflict with my true nature. It's a tough call and ultimately is a bit of a sacrifice.

The urges are getting stronger again and I find myself being so tempted to have a gay hook up........I know I'll feel shit afterwards if I do, but I can't deny I'm getting nearer to succumbing.

Some might say I'm just gay and in denial, but I don't think so, I am still aroused by women too, so I think I'm truly bisexual.

An interesting question I ask myself is this.......If I was in a gay relationship, getting all the cock I needed and totally fulfilled in that way, would I get the same primal urges and yearn to experience tits, ass and pussy again!

Could it be that I just want what I can't have, or is it really, that sexually, I'm closer to gay than straight on the scale? Who knows? I make my choices and that's that.

So who here, feels the strong pull..........The gay urges, building up over weeks and months, like an itch that needs scratching and you just can't ignore? It's almost a lunar thing!
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Like you, I considered myself bisexual because of these damn periodic gay urges, while still enjoying heterosexual sex. However, over the last few years, progressively, the yearn for gay sex entirely took over, to the point that, although still admiring the female form, I'm no more sexually attracted to women, unless they are dominant, into pegging and willing to take over
 
You are so right, I have to keep looking for the opportunity, maybe we could share one! I am a lot like you, I love beautiful women with big tits and big hard cocks! The best of both worlds! I could suck her cock, while hiding under her skirt, and no one would know it
 
I had male male sex before male female sex and loved it. Once I had sex with a female I was hooked but when a female wasn't available I would revert to sex with a male.

Like the threads originator I'm very attracted to females and not to men. I'm very very addicted to sex and getting off.

I married at 22 and loved her very much and we had two wonderful children. After the second child sex with the wife became scarce and once again I sought out males for the sex.

The wife and I went to marrage counseling and I was diagnosed as a sex addict, dah!

After 25 years we divorced and I fell back on sex with males but missed pussy then hooked up with a girl I had dated in high school and she was as crazy about sex as I was. In the heat of a moment I told her about my sex with males. She was ok with it. We married and she has allowed me too pursue my cock addition and has participated also. We have been married now for 26 years.

I love my wife but crave sex with men.
 
I hope to be called a cocksucker some day. I can’t stop thinking about sucking a cock and swallowing every drop of hot cum. I constantly look at cocks and gay porn online, and i have practiced on dildos and can deep throat about 8”. I just need to find that safe, clean discrete guy to share cocks with. I love taking and sharing pics . DM me, I love to chat and share pics. Who knows, if we live near each other, maybe we can share hard cocks and hot cum.
 
Wife painted my toenails as a joke last night. Now I’m sitting in my office wondering what others would think if they could see my hot pink toes on an otherwise regular looking guy.
 
As I've said many times on many threads I grew up in a horny neighborhood. Us boys were always playing with our dicks.

One night while camping out i had an older boy bully me into sucking him. Once I got over the shock of it I was so glad he did. It set me on a course of over 60 years of enjoying sex no matter the gender.
 
Biguy77578 said:
As I've said many times on many threads I grew up in a horny neighborhood. Us boys were always playing with our dicks.

One night while camping out i had an older boy bully me into sucking him. Once I got over the shock of it I was so glad he did. It set me on a course of over 60 years of enjoying sex no matter the gender.
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Now I want to go camping!!!
 
Biguy77578 said:
As I've said many times on many threads I grew up in a horny neighborhood. Us boys were always playing with our dicks.

One night while camping out i had an older boy bully me into sucking him. Once I got over the shock of it I was so glad he did. It set me on a course of over 60 years of enjoying sex no matter the gender.
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Had some of those back in the day but sadly didn’t continue. I bet if I showed up at càmp with painted nails it might prompt some things huh? 😉
 
Biguy77578 said:
As I've said many times on many threads I grew up in a horny neighborhood. Us boys were always playing with our dicks.

One night while camping out i had an older boy bully me into sucking him. Once I got over the shock of it I was so glad he did. It set me on a course of over 60 years of enjoying sex no matter the gender.
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I grew up in the same type of neighborhood. There was a bunch of us boys and there would be 3 or 4 of us jacking off together a lot of times. We would always try to get each other to suck cock but none of us ever would but there were a lot of times then and especially now that I wish I had. But in those days the last thing you wanted was to be known as a queer!
 
J1biboi said:
I grew up in the same type of neighborhood. There was a bunch of us boys and there would be 3 or 4 of us jacking off together a lot of times. We would always try to get each other to suck cock but none of us ever would but there were a lot of times then and especially now that I wish I had. But in those days the last thing you wanted was to be known as a queer!
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Call me what you want but I really think if I saw some guys jacking, I would have to find a way to get each of their cocks in my mouth. I seeing those hard cocks so close to me, I just don’t know how I could just watch them stroking them and not have to get them in my mouth. I would be nervous as heck about getting called out but I don’t know how I would be able to stop myself. Especially now that I am a lot older. There is no way I could just go to a jack off session and not try to get their cocks in my mouth. I would be way too horny to have the discipline to just jack off.

In case it’s not clear, I really want to suck a cock🤣
 
load69 said:
Call me what you want but I really think if I saw some guys jacking, I would have to find a way to get each of their cocks in my mouth. I seeing those hard cocks so close to me, I just don’t know how I could just watch them stroking them and not have to get them in my mouth. I would be nervous as heck about getting called out but I don’t know how I would be able to stop myself. Especially now that I am a lot older. There is no way I could just go to a jack off session and not try to get their cocks in my mouth. I would be way too horny to have the discipline to just jack off.

In case it’s not clear, I really want to suck a cock🤣
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At this stage in my life I feel the same as you. If I was with some guys jacking off I would have to get a cock in my mouth. But this was when we were in our teens in a small town, back in the 60s, and no one wanted that label.
 
J1biboi said:
At this stage in my life I feel the same as you. If I was with some guys jacking off I would have to get a cock in my mouth. But this was when we were in our teens in a small town, back in the 60s, and no one wanted that label.
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I totally understand and it’s easy for me to say I would suck every one of them off today when as a kid I had a different mindset.
 
load69 said:
I totally understand and it’s easy for me to say I would suck every one of them off today when as a kid I had a different mindset.
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Yeah, we change in many ways as we get older. I did finally get to suck a cock in my mid twenties and it was just as good as I thought it would be!
 
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