The Gay Urge

[Biguy77578]

I grew up in the same type of neighborhood. There was a bunch of us boys and there would be 3 or 4 of us jacking off together a lot of times. We would always try to get each other to suck cock but none of us ever would but there were a lot of times then and especially now that I wish I had. But in those days the last thing you wanted was to be known as a queer!

At that time and that age we didn't even know the word queer. As we grew older and knew it we never mentioned what we had done but some of us still did it. Once I had pussy I was hooked on it but never turned down a opportunity to suck or be sucked.

 

[Biguy77578]

Now I want to go camping!!!

Those were the days!

 

[Britva415]

The joke used to be:

"Say... If you were camping with your buddy and let's say you woke up with vaseline on your ass... Would you tell anybody?"
"... No!"
"Let's go camping!"

 

[bobb_sledd]

As I've said many times on many threads I grew up in a horny neighborhood. Us boys were always playing with our dicks.

One night while camping out i had an older boy bully me into sucking him. Once I got over the shock of it I was so glad he did. It set me on a course of over 60 years of enjoying sex no matter the gender.

When was the last time you serviced that bully?

 

[cheetah2]

Turns out she’s out of polish removal so another day of hot pink toes for me.
https://i.ibb.co/SDBJr0x6/IMG-7709.jpg

thats cool

 

[J1biboi]

At that time and that age we didn't even know the word queer. As we grew older and knew it we never mentioned what we had done but some of us still did it. Once I had pussy I was hooked on it but never turned down a opportunity to suck or be sucked.

I've never turned down an opportunity to suck a cock, the trouble being I've never had that many opportunities.

 

[Biguy77578]

I've never turned down an opportunity to suck a cock, the trouble being I've never had that many opportunities.

Sorry to hear that.

Once I discovered adult book stores the opportunities greatly increased. At first I would go to them to be sucked and eventually I began sucking again.

 

[Biguy77578]

When was the last time you serviced that bully?

That summer it was almost an every day thing. But that was many years ago.

 

[Biguy77578]

The joke used to be:

"Say... If you were camping with your buddy and let's say you woke up with vaseline on your ass... Would you tell anybody?"
"... No!"
"Let's go camping!"

I would not tell anyone!

 

[J1biboi]

Sorry to hear that.

Once I discovered adult book stores the opportunities greatly increased. At first I would go to them to be sucked and eventually I began sucking again.

There are none of those in my area. I think there is one about 60 miles away and in an area that I wouldn't want to be in. so I guess I'll just have to look at dick pics and imagine how my lips would feel wrapped around them!

 

[tristantrotsky]

As I've said many times on many threads I grew up in a horny neighborhood. Us boys were always playing with our dicks.

One night while camping out i had an older boy bully me into sucking him. Once I got over the shock of it I was so glad he did. It set me on a course of over 60 years of enjoying sex no matter the gender.

I don't agree with anyone being forced into a situation they're not completely comfortable with. But I guess that this time, it worked out well for everyone. He enjoyed getting his big cock regularly sucked to his full satisfaction. And you learned that you enjoyed sucking his cock, and only wanted to do it a whole lot more. That's a lesson well-worth learning.

 

[Biguy77578]

I don't agree with anyone being forced into a situation they're not completely comfortable with. But I guess that this time, it worked out well for everyone. He enjoyed getting his big cock regularly sucked to his full satisfaction. And you learned that you enjoyed sucking his cock, and only wanted to do it a whole lot more. That's a lesson well-worth learning.

I'm sure I would have sucked sooner or later but I think the timing was perfect for me.

 

[Biguy77578]

There are none of those in my area. I think there is one about 60 miles away and in an area that I wouldn't want to be in. so I guess I'll just have to look at dick pics and imagine how my lips would feel wrapped around them!

The abs's offered more opportunities but my horny neighborhood gave me plenty of dicks to suck.

 

[J1biboi]

The abs's offered more opportunities but my horny neighborhood gave me plenty of dicks to suck.

Some boys have all the luck!

 

[Fred2575]

So here's a thing......

I really fancy women, am drawn to them sexually and emotionally and I certainly enjoy hetrosexual sex..........But, having said that, I think that I get much more turned on by gay sex.

I love to give myself to another man and to pleasure a cock with my mouth. I get so turned on by being rimmed and can't deny that I love it in the ass. The daft thing about loving gay sex though, is I don't really look at men and find them attractive as such. For sure it's nice to have a good feeling about a potential male sexual partner, but I don't fancy men to look at. I'm aware that's not massively unusual and I see a few posts on here about just loving the cock.

If we're doing labels, I class myself as bisexual.

So, I had plenty of gay sex in my younger days but ended up marrying a woman and having kids. I felt I wanted to do the right thing once I had a kid and be a good present dad, so I tried not to do anything that might destroy the family unit.

The urges to have sex with men never went away though. I have had to repress my sexual urges and it's meant living in conflict. I've had a decent sex life with my wife over the years but the urges for gay sex would always rear their head periodically.

Over the years in my marriage I used to give in to the urges and had a couple of guy friends but whilst it scratched an itch, I couldn't really relax and let go fully sexually, because the infidelity never sat well with me, I love my wife and felt very guilty for risking the family dynamic with betrayal.

About 15 years ago I stopped completely and about 8 years ago when we were at a crossroads in our marriage I told her about my bisexuality and my infidelities. We are still together and she wants me to remain faithful. The love I have for her means I adhere to that, for her sake, although I think it is in conflict with my true nature. It's a tough call and ultimately is a bit of a sacrifice.

The urges are getting stronger again and I find myself being so tempted to have a gay hook up........I know I'll feel shit afterwards if I do, but I can't deny I'm getting nearer to succumbing.

Some might say I'm just gay and in denial, but I don't think so, I am still aroused by women too, so I think I'm truly bisexual.

An interesting question I ask myself is this.......If I was in a gay relationship, getting all the cock I needed and totally fulfilled in that way, would I get the same primal urges and yearn to experience tits, ass and pussy again!

Could it be that I just want what I can't have, or is it really, that sexually, I'm closer to gay than straight on the scale? Who knows? I make my choices and that's that.

So who here, feels the strong pull..........The gay urges, building up over weeks and months, like an itch that needs scratching and you just can't ignore? It's almost a lunar thing!

i feel every word of that.

 

[SissyBrandi19]

I am 62. I know I have had thoughts about men for at least 40 of those. I had some encounters as a teen but nothing serious. I married a woman, had kids and have been faithful (physically) for 38 years.
Now, getting older, my wife and I have come to an understanding of my sexuality, facilitated largely by the two of us taking a Sexual Preference Questionnaire she found online. The conceit was “total honesty and no judgement”. We now know I am bisexual. I love cock. But also pussy and tits.
Being married, I have not explored outside that institution yet, but my wife is getting more comfortable with the thought of another man participating. It’s a process.

You and your wife need me! Er, or someone like me....I would make an excellent houseboi - I've got the maid uniforms (3!), keep my own place where even the dust motes line up military style and would help relieve her of some of her wifely "duties"...how would she react to watching me kneel in front of you, Sir?

 

[Biguy77578]

I love your story, what a great woman you have ended up with that understands your desires, you are one lucky guy

Thank you!
She is a wonderful woman in every way especially sexually.

 

[TryGuy35]

You and your wife need me! Er, or someone like me....I would make an excellent houseboi - I've got the maid uniforms (3!), keep my own place where even the dust motes line up military style and would help relieve her of some of her wifely "duties"...how would she react to watching me kneel in front of you, Sir?

Honestly this probably is a dream to most guys on here. House boi to dress up and clean as play around the house until every room and couch/bed has its own sexual story and purpose.

 

[Lemmetri]

i feel every word of that.

Me too!

 

[Hitchiker69]

I had male male sex before male female sex and loved it. Once I had sex with a female I was hooked but when a female wasn't available I would revert to sex with a male.

Like the threads originator I'm very attracted to females and not to men. I'm very very addicted to sex and getting off.

I married at 22 and loved her very much and we had two wonderful children. After the second child sex with the wife became scarce and once again I sought out males for the sex.

The wife and I went to marrage counseling and I was diagnosed as a sex addict, dah!

After 25 years we divorced and I fell back on sex with males but missed pussy then hooked up with a girl I had dated in high school and she was as crazy about sex as I was. In the heat of a moment I told her about my sex with males. She was ok with it. We married and she has allowed me too pursue my cock addition and has participated also. We have been married now for 26 years.

I love my wife but crave sex with men.

You're a very lucky S.O.B.

 

[Fred2575]

You and your wife need me! Er, or someone like me....I would make an excellent houseboi - I've got the maid uniforms (3!), keep my own place where even the dust motes line up military style and would help relieve her of some of her wifely "duties"...how would she react to watching me kneel in front of you, Sir?

You do realize that if people like you put up your own website where we could find yall more easily, yall would make a killing. I'd love to have a houseboi. Hell my wife might even get onboard.

 

[Kingsick1211]

I am letting the urges out now that I am single

 

[ChloeOfCascadia]

So who here, feels the strong pull..........The gay urges, building up over weeks and months, like an itch that needs scratching and you just can't ignore? It's almost a lunar thing!

I just ended a ten year marriage to someone I thought was the one. I loved her.

I was never unfaithful, she was not, but, she discovered she had no desire to be with men. Or anyone else for that matter.

I was her first, and before that she was with women, and neither were what she wanted.

it is not something you can fix, your orientation.

I will say this- think about growing old alone.

You can break up your marriage to this woman who loves you, and go get a random penis, attached to a man you have no feelings for.

Then what?

He is not going to want you to stay.

Good luck getting married again.

Breaking up a family and destroying the heart of the woman who loves you.

Just masturbate and enjoy porn and perhaps, get her permission to discuss the bisexual side of yourself online, just don't act on it.

She seems pretty set on wanting just you, and not sharing you.

Your choice- do you honor the vows you made to each other, or, leave her for someone who doesn't love you?

Picture yourself at age 75- you suffer a heart attack, need help.

Do you want her to be there visiting you in the hospital?

Who do you want by your side?

And think of her. She has to feel similarly.

Whatever you do, you also do to her.

Do you want her to end up alone?

If you do not love her and do not want sex with her and your marriage is over and it is a charade to continue it, better let her know before she gets too old.

You're breaking her heart either way, it is what it is.

But, if you can rescue your heart and hers, and honor your vows, the best decision you will ever make in life is to stay faithful.

If you can't do that, and it will still make you unhappy, well... at least give her a chance to find someone who loves her and will be with her.

Send her my way, in fact. I'm a kind person, I'd treat her well.

I just suffered the loss of the love of my life, we'd have a topic to comiserate over.

But yeah.

Be honest and be faithful, and if you can't do both, be honest.

 

[ChloeOfCascadia]

P.S. i am trans and very not homophobic, if she enjoyed your bisexuality and wanted to share you, I'd say go for it to save your marriage.

Here, it ends it, so be careful is all I am asking.

 

[sammyslut2002]

I just ended a ten year marriage to someone I thought was the one. I loved her.

I was never unfaithful, she was not, but, she discovered she had no desire to be with men. Or anyone else for that matter.

I was her first, and before that she was with women, and neither were what she wanted.

it is not something you can fix, your orientation.

I will say this- think about growing old alone.

You can break up your marriage to this woman who loves you, and go get a random penis, attached to a man you have no feelings for.

Then what?

He is not going to want you to stay.

Good luck getting married again.

Breaking up a family and destroying the heart of the woman who loves you.

Just masturbate and enjoy porn and perhaps, get her permission to discuss the bisexual side of yourself online, just don't act on it.

She seems pretty set on wanting just you, and not sharing you.

Your choice- do you honor the vows you made to each other, or, leave her for someone who doesn't love you?

Picture yourself at age 75- you suffer a heart attack, need help.

Do you want her to be there visiting you in the hospital?

Who do you want by your side?

And think of her. She has to feel similarly.

Whatever you do, you also do to her.

Do you want her to end up alone?

If you do not love her and do not want sex with her and your marriage is over and it is a charade to continue it, better let her know before she gets too old.

You're breaking her heart either way, it is what it is.

But, if you can rescue your heart and hers, and honor your vows, the best decision you will ever make in life is to stay faithful.

If you can't do that, and it will still make you unhappy, well... at least give her a chance to find someone who loves her and will be with her.

Send her my way, in fact. I'm a kind person, I'd treat her well.

I just suffered the loss of the love of my life, we'd have a topic to comiserate over.

But yeah.

Be honest and be faithful, and if you can't do both, be honest.

I am in a marriage sexless for the last 10 years, harder every day to deny my hunger for cock. Thank you for putting things in perspective, food for thought.