The Isolated Blurt BDSM Thread

[minx1]

Some days I think it would be better if I was all fucking dead. At least I wouldnt be a burdon for anyone anymore.

And no I am not gonna kill myself or anything like that, I am coward to do that , but I really think lots of people would be happier if I just didnt fucking exist!

Sorry you are having a hard time hon, but know there are lots of people who are glad you exist

I saw your post in the 'what pissed you off' thread and I can really empathise with you. Try not to let it get you down, they have something that they cant take away from you; you, A and your family. The other crap will sort itself out eventually, Im sure.

Hows baby?

 

[intothewoods]

Some days I think it would be better if I was all fucking dead. At least I wouldnt be a burdon for anyone anymore.

And no I am not gonna kill myself or anything like that, I am coward to do that , but I really think lots of people would be happier if I just didnt fucking exist!

You are your kids' favorite person. They would be devastated without you.

Btw, some antidepressant meds are compatible with breastfeeding. Ask your doctor!

 

[minx1]

Surely that ring wasnt real. Do people actually have that kind of money...ginormous doesnt even come close to describing it.


The journey was horrible


looking forward to sharing my bed with a SO. Looking forward to sharing lots actually.

 

[catalina_francisco]

Some days I think it would be better if I was all fucking dead. At least I wouldnt be a burdon for anyone anymore.

And no I am not gonna kill myself or anything like that, I am coward to do that , but I really think lots of people would be happier if I just didnt fucking exist!

Hang in there...***** is often not fun, add depression to the mix and our thoughts are not always as realistic as they seem to us in the moment.

Catalina

 

[BiaTcHiNFiRe]

Thank you Minx, intothewoods and Catalina! Sorry for the blurt.. I really need to learn how to shush. Anyways, I am alright, just don't feel like dancing today. Don't feel like talking either actualy, but thank you very much for all the kind words and for your support, it was very appreciated!

Hopefuly I will find a way how to sort it all out...



And Minx, the baby is fine thank you. It seems she's finaly growing a little. Slowly but still! Thank you for asking. Btw your blurt made me smile, this one "looking forward to sharing my bed with a SO. Looking forward to sharing lots actually" Enjoy and have fun!

 

[catalina_francisco]

T Sorry for the blurt.. I really need to learn how to shush.

No need to apologise. It usually helps to let it out....keeping it in can be damaging and confusing for you.

Catalina

 

[FloggingMolly]

double post

 

[FloggingMolly]

I'd like a nice room where I can smash up everything in it to pieces with a baseball bat and then walk away scot free.

Oh and bitch boss? A fake miscarriage, really? You need to grow the fuck up and stop trying to bait me.

 

[satindesire]

I am so fucking tired of this bullshit.

 

[the captians wench]

I'm just tired

 

[DiscusDave]

I am so fucking tired of this bullshit.

I'm just tired

For both of you!

http://blogs.smarter.com/blogs/chocolate%20strawberries.jpg

 

[ImOnIt]

A fake miscarriage, really? You need to grow the fuck up and stop trying to bait me.

Give HER a post-natal abortion. Doctor's orders. Or miscarry her frontal lobe with the business end of a ladder.

 

[satindesire]

Well, since he seems to prefer internet porn over me, I'll just let him have it.

Fuck this. If he ever thinks I'm going out of my way to sleep with him again, he can suck my balls.

 

[BiBunny]

I'm tired of feeling this way.

 

[minx1]

Right now its all too much.

 

[Essene]

Might be? That's what First Response tests are for.

I've taken like five of them! I think my five weeks and three days cycle is messing with their calculations. Normally I wouldn't be so uptight, but I'm supposed to have surgery performed by my ob/gyn to remove some cysts in like three weeks.
I'm figuring I won't get a positive result until next week. Ugh.

Why is it that food tastes better going down than coming back up?

I think it's that whole, been tainted by stomach acid thing.

Hopefuly I will find a way how to sort it all out...

*hugs*

I'd like a nice room where I can smash up everything in it to pieces with a baseball bat and then walk away scot free.

Oh and bitch boss? A fake miscarriage, really? You need to grow the fuck up and stop trying to bait me.

WTF is wrong with this chick? Hang in there. Is there someone above her that you can speak to about harassment?

I'm just tired

*hug*

Give HER a post-natal abortion. Doctor's orders. Or miscarry her frontal lobe with the business end of a ladder.

Like.

Well, since he seems to prefer internet porn over me, I'll just let him have it.

Fuck this. If he ever thinks I'm going out of my way to sleep with him again, he can suck my balls.

*hugs*

I'm tired of feeling this way.

*hands bunny a drink*

Right now its all too much.

 

[minx1]

I've taken like five of them! I think my five weeks and three days cycle is messing with their calculations. Normally I wouldn't be so uptight, but I'm supposed to have surgery performed by my ob/gyn to remove some cysts in like three weeks.
I'm figuring I won't get a positive result until next week. Ugh.

Hope you get the result you are hoping for Essene

 

[BiBunny]

*hands bunny a drink*

Thank you, darling.

 

[Essene]

Hope you get the result you are hoping for Essene

Ooooh. How very tactful and diplomatic you are. Thank you very much.
I'm of the "babies are a blessing" sort, the timing is just off is all.

Thank you, darling.

You're welcome.

Having the occasional spiked beverage is one thing I will definitely miss if I am in fact pregnant. I suppose... I'll just have to suck it up and deal.

 

[minx1]

Ooooh. How very tactful and diplomatic you are. Thank you very much.
I'm of the "babies are a blessing" sort, the timing is just off is all.

Lol, never can be too careful

I'm with you on the blessing thing and in that case I really hope you get a positive result and that the timing issue doesnt cause too many problems

 

[Bandit58]

Ooooh. How very tactful and diplomatic you are. Thank you very much.
I'm of the "babies are a blessing" sort, the timing is just off is all.

Yes well....my daughter knows all about that. She texted me yesterday to tell me I'm gonna be a grandma

Unplanned but I think she's of a mind to keep it. She's 23 and hadn't planned on having a baby until she was around 30...

 

[minx1]

Yes well....my daughter knows all about that. She texted me yesterday to tell me I'm gonna be a grandma

Unplanned but I think she's of a mind to keep it. She's 23 and hadn't planned on having a baby until she was around 30...

awww congrats R!

That's wonderful news; you will make a great grandma .

Pass on my best to Gil, hope he is doing ok.

.......................................................................

Withdrawing.


Think I might catch up with friends this weekend


Some situations seem to strip me of my submissiveness and I end up fighting to keep my head above water.
It makes me question my abilities. Actually it makes me question my core.

 

[Keroin]

I love our new location!

Last night, I sat on the couch and watched a bunch of people whacking balls on the tennis courts. It's still cold here, there's still snow on the ground in many places - it's inspiring to see people so enthusiastic about a sport that the weather doesn't deter them.

 

[Essene]

Yes well....my daughter knows all about that. She texted me yesterday to tell me I'm gonna be a grandma

Unplanned but I think she's of a mind to keep it. She's 23 and hadn't planned on having a baby until she was around 30...

I hope everything works out for her. I had my first and only around that age and I'll be 30 next year. When she was two, the ex and I divorced. I've done the single parent thing, and it's hard. I hope she has a good support system.

As of right now I have a wonderfully supportive partner.

Will this be your first grandchild?

Lol, never can be too careful

I'm with you on the blessing thing and in that case I really hope you get a positive result and that the timing issue doesnt cause too many problems

Thanks. I think my doc is going to murder me though. We've already rescheduled surgery once before.

 

[Bandit58]

I hope everything works out for her. I had my first and only around that age and I'll be 30 next year. When she was two, the ex and I divorced. I've done the single parent thing, and it's hard. I hope she has a good support system.

As of right now I have a wonderfully supportive partner.

Will this be your first grandchild?

Yes this will be my first grandchild She's telling her father tomorrow. I don't think it will go well, they've been estranged for a few weeks now because he doesn't like her boyfriend.

I don't like him either right now He's all keen to have a baby but there's no support for her right now, he's been off with his mates ever since she told him a couple of days ago. She needs him NOW and he's not stepping up. He's also borrowed money off her to pay his rent in the past and there's no sign of him paying any of it back. When she was sick in hospital around Christmas he did exactly the same thing.

Sadly I think she's better off without him and I hope the rose coloured glasses fall off asap.