The Isolated Blurt BDSM Thread

[satindesire]

I am really sick today.

Someone bring me some OJ, brownies and some Cosmo mags prease.

I think I swallowed a cactus...ugh.

 

[Lizzie_Borden]

*hugs* Lizzie, I know that feeling well.

Drop me a PM if you want to chat

Thanks Minxie.

I'm still trucking along. Realising that the things I'm worrying about don't really change anything much.

Of course, that doesn't make me worry less. It just makes me aware that my worry is useless.

Gah.

 

[minx1]

Thanks Minxie.

I'm still trucking along. Realising that the things I'm worrying about don't really change anything much.
Of course, that doesn't make me worry less. It just makes me aware that my worry is useless.

Gah.

Lol thats a step further than me

I'm missing my mum tonight; wish she was still here.

 

[BiaTcHiNFiRe]

I am glad I got this job, I really am... BUT fucking hell I cannot think about for how much I work as it pisses me off like hell.

I feel like total ....... *whistle* when I think about it.

 

[Sir_Winston54]

here we go again *sigh*

{{{Hugs}}} You can do it, girlie.

I am really sick today.

Someone bring me some OJ, brownies and some Cosmo mags prease.

I think I swallowed a cactus...ugh.

{{{Hugs}}}

:: Trying to fit a mug of ice-cold OJ, some really rich choco-choco-chocolate brownies and a Playgirl into the router, but they won't fit ::

 

[FloggingMolly]

I miss chatting with you guys, but I just don't ever have D/s on the brain at the mo, so I am useless here.

 

[catalina_francisco]

I hate feeling confused. It makes me feel scared.

I just have to trust that what will be, will be. And I'm strong enough to deal with it.

Ugh, I am so with you there. I find of late it makes me super depressed and anxious which is not a good combination...especially when a certain someone totally minimises the way I am feeling and also dismisses the need for it.

Catalina

 

[ImOnIt]

I miss chatting with you guys, but I just don't ever have D/s on the brain at the mo, so I am useless here.

As a single minded c/Community, it is strictly verboten to discuss frivolous little kitties or what to wear or how far we ran or what to cook for dinner. These lie outside the ken of us, ever dedicated to d/D/s/S.

 

[Lizzie_Borden]

Ugh, I am so with you there. I find of late it makes me super depressed and anxious which is not a good combination...especially when a certain someone totally minimises the way I am feeling and also dismisses the need for it.

Catalina

Mmmm, the last few months have been emotionally hardcore. Things happening in my relationship, plus my work with the psych to actually identify and express my emotions and thoughts and feelings, rather than squishing them down and ignoring them, means that all of a sudden, every feeling is so big, and sometimes uncontrollable.

Damn that taking the lid off things!

Once I get a bit more practiced, things will be more regulated, but holy crap it's a rollercoaster.

 

[BiBunny]

How do you tell your roommate that if she wants to stay, she's got to get medication and therapy? When someone else's crazy makes yours worse, what else can you do? I'm trying hard to get better, and I feel like she just keeps dragging me down.

 

[Curious_in_Cali]

Ugh, I am so with you there. I find of late it makes me super depressed and anxious which is not a good combination...especially when a certain someone totally minimises the way I am feeling and also dismisses the need for it.

Catalina

Please forgive me as I jump in here because but my need to help usually trumps propriety too often. That said...sometimes it is not about talking yourself into or out of a mood... sometimes it is a symptom of your body in stress or struggling with a deficiency of some kind. Emotional wellbeing is strained in stressfull times like the body is while running a marathon. Just like Runners need additional carms and protien to sustain...sometimes the brain needs a boost too. A GREAT book to look at nutritional and supplemental support for a body in stress is The Mood Cure by Julie Ross. It has questionaires and recommended supplementation to support all kinds of life limiting mood stuffs. You can also seek out a Naturopath and get tested to all sorts of vitamin and mineral deficiencies. Clearly life gets hairy at times, and these can be really easy tweaks that support you during the tough times... Feel free to PM me if you have any questions or if you think there is anything I can offer to help... Love and comfort to you !

 

[ImOnIt]

How do you tell your roommate that if she wants to stay, she's got to get medication and therapy? When someone else's crazy makes yours worse, what else can you do? I'm trying hard to get better, and I feel like she just keeps dragging me down.

Thusly. As you told us.




Option B (if the lease is yours) is to replace her.

 

[eastern sun]

I love the song in your signature, Bunny. Thanks for sharing it.

 

[BiBunny]

Thusly. As you told us.




Option B (if the lease is yours) is to replace her.

You make it sound so easy. And, yes, Option B is a possibility because it is my lease.

I love the song in your signature, Bunny. Thanks for sharing it.

You're most welcome. I'm glad you liked it. I've loved it since the first time I heard it.

 

[ultramarineblue]

I want to receive one of the awards in the competition. I want to sell enough to at least make my money back on going.

 

[DeepGreenEyes]

I miss chatting with you guys, but I just don't ever have D/s on the brain at the mo, so I am useless here.

You're never useless. Speak up in Esperanto, about retaining walls, or oatmeal. It's a tolerant crowd.

I'll see her honest laugh and raise to a guttural, deep body shaking laugh.

Those are high stakes.

PM sent.

 

[Cattypuss]

Sometimes I walk out of a night-shift having listened to so many paranoid schizophrenics that when I pop into the corner shop on my way home I think everyone lurking in the aisles thinks I'm out to get them.

 

[catalina_francisco]

Please forgive me as I jump in here because but my need to help usually trumps propriety too often. That said...sometimes it is not about talking yourself into or out of a mood... sometimes it is a symptom of your body in stress or struggling with a deficiency of some kind. Emotional wellbeing is strained in stressfull times like the body is while running a marathon. Just like Runners need additional carms and protien to sustain...sometimes the brain needs a boost too. A GREAT book to look at nutritional and supplemental support for a body in stress is The Mood Cure by Julie Ross. It has questionaires and recommended supplementation to support all kinds of life limiting mood stuffs. You can also seek out a Naturopath and get tested to all sorts of vitamin and mineral deficiencies. Clearly life gets hairy at times, and these can be really easy tweaks that support you during the tough times... Feel free to PM me if you have any questions or if you think there is anything I can offer to help... Love and comfort to you !

Thanks. Am usually big on natural therapies and prefer them to any medical intervention, but isn't going to work this time. Have had heaps of blood tests for multiple health issues, so though everything there is not fine, at least I know what I am dealing with. Think this is just a fallout from a few ongoing concerns over the past years for which I have no answers as they are not in my (or anyone's) power to fix, and a couple of life choices we are trying to make which keep seesawing back and forth between choices.

Was only one for the past few months, now there is a second choice which needs making and I am not handling the continual switching from day to day for weeks/months about which choice we will make for either. Doesn't help that one of them makes me happy and sad no matter which choice we make....also the medication I am on is contributing to the increased stress levels and I have a feeling the new one they added at my last appointment, instead of making things better, have impacted even more on my stress levels. I swear, for the first time in my life, I have felt some days of late as if I am headed straight for the nut farm on an express ticket. Is not a very nice feeling.

Catalina

 

[Chiara_searches]

Too bad you only get to see the sexy ass from a distance.

 

[the captians wench]

I hate that I can see those 3 days of depression coming and there's nothing I can do about it.

Well, okay, there is something. I can make an apointment with a doctor and get some sort of hormone theropy and feel off for years before they find something keeps me from feeling off for those 3 days.

There's more they will try to fix, but I don't want to get worse before I get better.

 

[KayKat]

Reaction to an email has me confused and feeling uncertain right now.. UGh hate that feeling

 

[Etoile]

Super tired. Don't want to be here today.

 

[Curious_in_Cali]

Is fresh out of patience and grown-up-ness and locked in the feeling of being twisted and knotted so intensely tight that the only thing that I think might help is to take a running leap out of the side of a small plane flying at 12,000 ft above the ground...and flailing and screaming at the sky for the entire free fall back to the earth... Yup, craving an airgasm, nothing else will do.

 

[the captians wench]

I have to go out and buy a new bra today or else I'm going braless to work or wearing one that will dig into me for 12 hours.

But I really don't feel like going out

 

[Cattypuss]

I'm so tired I feel trippy.