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some days I just really love my man more than my body can hold. :heart:

I TOTALLY get that O.O

okay, random drunken question? How does "love" FEEL to you?

because, and this is relevant to your comment, Love has always felt to me like this impossible bright, but still comfortably warm and surprisingly CALM light just...EXPLODING from inside me ^_^ is so beautiful O.O
 
Safety...

I'm sorry to be a pest, but what does safety feel like to you? Like, how does it feel/smell/taste/sound/etc...etc... to you?

Safety doesn't feel the same as love to me. Safety feels like *muse* like a warm hug. Love can make me feel safe and sometimes that's how love received from others feels. But the emotion itself, coming from me, feels different than that.

My mind works funny :p Please try to forgive me :D
 
I TOTALLY get that O.O

okay, random drunken question? How does "love" FEEL to you?

because, and this is relevant to your comment, Love has always felt to me like this impossible bright, but still comfortably warm and surprisingly CALM light just...EXPLODING from inside me ^_^ is so beautiful O.O

That's exactly how it feels for me. The feeling of loving someone, I mean.

Feeling loved? That's different. Fewer fireworks. Something close to "safety". Very very warm.
 
I TOTALLY get that O.O

okay, random drunken question? How does "love" FEEL to you?

because, and this is relevant to your comment, Love has always felt to me like this impossible bright, but still comfortably warm and surprisingly CALM light just...EXPLODING from inside me ^_^ is so beautiful O.O

lol, mine's the same, but mostly, it's not calm. It's frenetic, overwhelming.

And receiving, I agree with the others, on safety, there's safety in the acceptance and warmth I feel from him, there's an intense undercurrent too, like he's feeling the same things as me, but is keeping it better in check. Sometimes that control slips a little, and it takes my breath away.
 
I have a little vase of sweet peas on my desk. They are beautiful and they smell amazing and I grew them myself and that makes me ridiculously proud.
 
:D I'm glad I got in line early... first, I believe! :D

You're the guy who sets up camp in a queue a week in advance aren't you? :p

Sir W... I'm sorry to tell you that Dominant women get an automatic Fast Pass to the front of the line...

*Please wait your turn... The show will begin for you shortly....*

Sweet! :D

*skips by Sir W* nyah nyah
Hey, that's not fair! I'm the one who brought up the idea of a vid, leading to the concept of live show!



Fine. Be that way. I'll just go back to my tent and make some s'mores while I watch the Dominant women pass by... <sigh>
 
lol, mine's the same, but mostly, it's not calm. It's frenetic, overwhelming.

And receiving, I agree with the others, on safety, there's safety in the acceptance and warmth I feel from him, there's an intense undercurrent too, like he's feeling the same things as me, but is keeping it better in check. Sometimes that control slips a little, and it takes my breath away.

This. Every bit of it.
 
Hey, that's not fair! I'm the one who brought up the idea of a vid, leading to the concept of live show!



Fine. Be that way. I'll just go back to my tent and make some s'mores while I watch the Dominant women pass by... <sigh>

That's what you get for chooising to be born with a penis :D
 
I really need to wake up. I can't motivate myself to do anything because I'm so tired, but it's way too late to take a nap. Not to mention that I have way too much to do.

I just feel really, really overwhelmed and disheartened by my life right now. :(
 
I really need to wake up. I can't motivate myself to do anything because I'm so tired, but it's way too late to take a nap. Not to mention that I have way too much to do.

I just feel really, really overwhelmed and disheartened by my life right now. :(

*huggles*

I'm having a down day too. I'm trying to get some costumes cut out so that when I go back to work (hopefully next week *fingers crossed*) I'll have the hard part done and I'll have enough to keep me happy and wind down at the end of the day.

Also hoping that I go back soon so that I can take advantage of that free to participate farmer's market by my house. As long as I'm collecting worker's comp pay, I can't make any other money, so I'm missing out on an amazing opportunity to get my name out there before the local ren fair opens.
 
Well, my mother just called to say the doctors don't expect my grandmother to make it through the night. So I guess I've got to go down there now. *Sigh* This is gonna fucking suck so bad.
 
Well, my mother just called to say the doctors don't expect my grandmother to make it through the night. So I guess I've got to go down there now. *Sigh* This is gonna fucking suck so bad.

Yes, but your instinct to go is the right one.

Hugs, my friend. :rose:
 
Well, my mother just called to say the doctors don't expect my grandmother to make it through the night. So I guess I've got to go down there now. *Sigh* This is gonna fucking suck so bad.

I'm sorry, BB. Be strong. {{hugs}}
 
Well, my mother just called to say the doctors don't expect my grandmother to make it through the night. So I guess I've got to go down there now. *Sigh* This is gonna fucking suck so bad.

These are the kinda of moments I am forced to remind myself that as bad as it sucks, no matter how bad, it will eventually be over. Just keep breathing, time will pass, and you will get through it. Hug!
 
Well, my mother just called to say the doctors don't expect my grandmother to make it through the night. So I guess I've got to go down there now. *Sigh* This is gonna fucking suck so bad.

Sending love and hugs your way BB


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