The Isolated Blurt BDSM Thread

[Sir_Winston54]

Thank you, everyone for the *hugs*.

You're welcome. The bill is in the mail.

 

[Sir_Winston54]

<Snip> i cant deal with this waiting thing.. im off to find answers now

wish me luck

Good luck, mis.

 

[myinnerslut]

and the test results are in

.....

 

[minx1]

two words...

not pregnant

*huge hugs*

 

[Netzach]

You know, nothing like the middle of the night to get the mind going. I was doing ok today. I only cried once, and that was when I was talking to my mom about calling his family. I could go the rest of my life quite content without having to make that kind of phone call again.

My sister told her kids today. From what I hear, my sister and her husband did a good job. They started out with explaining what suicide is. My niece immediately burst into tears. I think she'll be fine because she'll cry and all that, and get it out. My nephew went bone white. He didn't cry. He had some questions. He kept asking if they were sure that P killed himself. He was hoping that he'd been murdered. It's pretty bad when you hope that someone was murdered. My aunt, who's father commit suicide, told my cousin who told me, that suicide is the ultimate in abandonment. I can only just imagine how P's biological children are doing.

His family has decided not to have a funeral. No one can afford it for one thing. For another everyone is very angry with him. His sister told me the other day that she was learning a lot about P she hadn't known. Now that he's dead his exwife and their children are telling his family the stories they have - none good.

Netzach. I'm sorry if I was abrupt above. I was joking with a few friends, and I was desperately hoping if I didn't think about it too much I'd sleep tonight. It's almost one - I guess that's not going to happen.

I finished washing my sisters clothes today. I took them to her husband's house. Their's no way I could have carried them up the stairs to her house by myself and no one was planning on going there that night.

About this time of night 'Whiskey Lullaby' goes on permanent loop in my head. 'He put that bottle to his head, and pulled the trigger'.

Oh, and my current run of bad luck continues. My neighbors toilet overflowed AGAIN, and now the drywall tape on my ceiling is detaching. Evidently their entire carpet is going to have to be replaced. Something's up with K's unemployment and we didn't get it. Etc, etc. I'm seriously considering going to bed and not getting up till this run goes away. *sigh*

Hon, no need for apologies, serious hugs. I just hope everyone stays safe and as OK as can be expected.

 

[graceanne]

two words...

not pregnant

ETA: in case you havn't pieced two and two together, this is what i was so upset over yesturday, and thank you all very much for your support

My best friend had a pregnancy scare a while back. She got drunk off her ass and finally told me she thought she was pregnant. I told her no point in stressing until she took a pregnancy test. We did it right there at walmart, it was negative, and she HUGGED three strangers on her way out.

 

[catalina_francisco]

two words...

not pregnant

ETA: in case you havn't pieced two and two together, this is what i was so upset over yesturday, and thank you all very much for your support

Ah, been there, done that, and it can seem an eternity until you know for sure you have not messed up majorly...happy it was the result you wanted.

Catalina

 

[myinnerslut]

My best friend had a pregnancy scare a while back. She got drunk off her ass and finally told me she thought she was pregnant. I told her no point in stressing until she took a pregnancy test. We did it right there at walmart, it was negative, and she HUGGED three strangers on her way out.

i didnt want to take the test until after camp tommorrow becuase if it was posistive, i didnt want to be distracted all day thinking about it while iw as working. but today i was distracted anyway thinking about it so i decided, fuck it, im taking the test as soon as i get home from work and ill deal with the results then. which is what i did.

 

[myinnerslut]

happy it was the result you wanted.

Catalina

at 19 years old, it was very much the result i wanted. especially since i really dont like abortions but for medical reasons would HAVE to get one. thats why we use birth control and condoms, which is why being pregnant is rather unlikely. but was still a posibility. especially since i never got my period this month.

 

[graceanne]

i didnt want to take the test until after camp tommorrow becuase if it was posistive, i didnt want to be distracted all day thinking about it while iw as working. but today i was distracted anyway thinking about it so i decided, fuck it, im taking the test as soon as i get home from work and ill deal with the results then. which is what i did.

Yeah, that's pretty much how it works. The only chance you have to not be distracted is to take the test, and find it negative. It's jsut as distracting to not know as it is to know it's positive.

 

[catalina_francisco]

at 19 years old, it was very much the result i wanted. especially since i really dont like abortions but for medical reasons would HAVE to get one. thats why we use birth control and condoms, which is why being pregnant is rather unlikely. but was still a posibility. especially since i never got my period this month.

I remember well when my daughter called me to ask my opinion on I think it was 2 positives and 1 negative result. I pretty much told her I thought she could bet on the positives being the correct ones which at 17 was not what she wanted to hear exactly. Fortunately I did not rant and rave and just asked her what she wanted to do and reassured her I would support her in whatever decision she made...now we have the most adorable 61/2 year old you could dream of.

Catalina

 

[myinnerslut]

I remember well when my daughter called me to ask my opinion on I think it was 2 positives and 1 negative result. I pretty much told her I thought she could bet on the positives being the correct ones which at 17 was not what she wanted to hear exactly. Fortunately I did not rant and rave and just asked her what she wanted to do and reassured her I would support her in whatever decision she made...now we have the most adorable 61/2 year old you could dream of.

Catalina

i dont think i would be as upset if i eneded up being pregnant if having the baby was an option, but unfortunatly, on the medicine im on for being bipolar, its not. still dont think i would raise the baby, but adoption mabye?

 

[callinectes]

What a scare MIS. I too am glad you got the result you wanted.

 

[catalina_francisco]

i dont think i would be as upset if i eneded up being pregnant if having the baby was an option, but unfortunatly, on the medicine im on for being bipolar, its not. still dont think i would raise the baby, but adoption mabye?

That is a big concern. Adoption is not a bad thing, though depending on what medication you take for your bipolar, the risks to your child might have been more than was fair to take for either of you. Fortunately you didn't have to make that call.

Catalina

 

[coyone]

two words...

not pregnant

ETA: in case you havn't pieced two and two together, this is what i was so upset over yesturday, and thank you all very much for your support

whew well no wonder you were SO upset! I'm glad it was negative darlin! *another big hug*

 

[Etoile]

Oh mis, I'm so glad you got the answer you wanted! I hadn't figured out what was going on and it is good to know you are okay.

 

[myinnerslut]

Oh mis, I'm so glad you got the answer you wanted! I hadn't figured out what was going on and it is good to know you are okay.

thank you (and coyone and callinectes). on that note, im heading to bed early tonight

 

[Sir_Winston54]

im heading to bed early tonight

Good idea. After days of stress, you can use the rest, especially before camp Friday. Congratulations on getting the desired answer, too! And btw - that "good luck" wasn't *just* for today.

 

[Sir_Winston54]

My toes huuuuurrrrrrrtttttt! Don't ask me why I had a cast-iron 4" workshop vise in my bedroom, cuz I won't tell... but I will advise any who are interested that a vise is *not* a good thing to stub two small toes on in the dark. One nail bent back all the way to its base - I have no doubt that I'm gonna lose it. <Sigh> And if one or both of them are broken, there's absolutely nothing than can really be done for them except to tape them together - and they hurt too much right now to do that. Maybe in the morning. Mierda!

 

[graceanne]

My toes huuuuurrrrrrrtttttt! Don't ask me why I had a cast-iron 4" workshop vise in my bedroom, cuz I won't tell... but I will advise any who are interested that a vise is *not* a good thing to stub two small toes on in the dark. One nail bent back all the way to its base - I have no doubt that I'm gonna lose it. <Sigh> And if one or both of them are broken, there's absolutely nothing than can really be done for them except to tape them together - and they hurt too much right now to do that. Maybe in the morning. Mierda!

Don't stub your toes on cast iron things! I'd think at your age I wouldn't have to warn you about this! *sigh*

Seriously - ice em. And then soak them in epsom salts. You'll still loose the nail, but it'll ease the pain and swelling.

 

[catalina_francisco]

My toes huuuuurrrrrrrtttttt! Don't ask me why I had a cast-iron 4" workshop vise in my bedroom, cuz I won't tell... but I will advise any who are interested that a vise is *not* a good thing to stub two small toes on in the dark. One nail bent back all the way to its base - I have no doubt that I'm gonna lose it. <Sigh> And if one or both of them are broken, there's absolutely nothing than can really be done for them except to tape them together - and they hurt too much right now to do that. Maybe in the morning. Mierda!

Ouch, I can so identify. My toe twinges regularly now, 4 years after I did a similarly stupid thing to it.

http://farm1.static.flickr.com/216/508066186_ebe06872d8_t.jpg Catalina

 

[graceanne]

Ouch, I can so identify. My toe twinges regularly now, 4 years after I did a similarly stupid thing to it.

http://farm1.static.flickr.com/216/508066186_ebe06872d8_t.jpg Catalina

Actually, I have a toe that still hurts me a year after running into our mahogany entertainment center. (My sister had had to work till late so her kids spent the night, and I had to get five kids ready that morning. )

 

[neonflux]

two words...

not pregnant

ETA: in case you havn't pieced two and two together, this is what i was so upset over yesturday, and thank you all very much for your support

Just reading through the thead. I am sooooo happy for you. Congratulations. Hope that you are sleeping well as I write this. Neon

 

[HottieMama]

((((((((((mis))))))))))

i'm so happy for you!!!!!!!!

(Now..ummm...do we need to discuss options to prevent this worry for next time???)

 

[graceanne]

((((((((((mis))))))))))

i'm so happy for you!!!!!!!!

(Now..ummm...do we need to discuss options to prevent this worry for next time???)

I don't think we do - she mentioned she's on birth control and they use a condom.