CFMB_fan
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this thread definitely sums me up. have never been interested in a relationship with a guy, but I definitely fantasize regularly about sucking cock (one of my fav vids: http://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=1605665626), but always shied away from doing anything about it other than sucking a dildo while watching porn...until recently.
the main reason I never did anything was the taboo nature of sucking cock and what people might think. recently, I've kind of just said fuck it - who cares what people think if I'm enjoying myself? anyway, I happen to live right by a gay club in NYC and a few weeks ago I decided to just head in (after a few drinks to shed some inhibitions) and see what happened. I got to talking to a guy at the bar and just came straight out with it and said I was a straight guy, but that I'd been borderline obsessing over sucking cock for a while. after a drink or two, we headed to my place. we started just sitting on the couch just sort of feeling each other over the pants then eventually I slipped my hand into his jeans and started to jerk him off. oddly, at this point it didn't really feel like I was doing anything too different - felt pretty similar to jerking off. realizing it was now or never, I got on my knees and slipped off his pants - I gave a few more strokes with his dick right in front of my face, thought fuck it, and took his dick into my mouth. like I said I have realistic dildo that I've sucked while watching porn, but this was so totally different - his dick was warm in my mouth, getting even harder, pulsing, responding to what I was doing - it was pretty incredible. I started out pretty timidly, a bit unsure of myself, but each time he reacted I found myself just getting more and more into it - I just kept thinking that I wanted him walking out of there thinking this was the best blowjob he'd ever had (I have pretty good reputation for eating pussy and I honestly don't think my feelings here were much different - pride of "authorship" if you will). I was trying to take in more and more of his cock, licking from the base of the shaft to the tip, swirling my tongue around the tip, sucking his balls, licking his taint-to-balls-to-tip, jerking him off - essentially doing everything that I love when I'm getting a blowjob and still getting more into it with every moan and groan coming from him. eventually I pulled him off the couch so that I could grab his ass for leverage to get more of his dick down my throat - he took this opportunity to thrust a bit, not aggressively, more to just get in sync with what I was doing and it was super hot. after about 15 minutes he told me he was getting close and I just doubled down my efforts and really focused on the head of his cock swirling and sucking with reckless abandon until he shot a load right down the back of my throat. I swallowed it and kept sucking until i got a few more ropes of cum in my mouth and I was certain he was drained. with my fantasy lived out and first blowjob on the giving end on the books, I felt pretty great - didn't hurt that he told me I was pretty great and he could't believe that was my first time. also didn't hurt that he then returned the favor and definitively proved to me (if I hadn't proved it to myself already) that guys are FAR better at sucking cock than girls.
I've even told a few of my friends about it and reactions have almost exclusively been "wow, what was it like?" rather than things like gross or that's gay. truth be told, I think (with respect to me anyway) that a better descriptor would be bi/heteroflexible guy that's 100% into girls, but only into cock with guys - in my opinion the need to keep straight in the thought process is due to the taboo/stigma associated with dropping it. this chain and most of my conversations with friends suggest the stigma isn't quite as strong as I'd thought (though I acknowledge that I live in NYC, so these kinds of things skew far more liberal here than elsewhere). bit of a long winded intro into this chain, but long story short - I did something I'd been wanting to do for a while and I really enjoyed it and would highly recommend others do the same.
Great story, great confession, thanks for sharing it