Closeted Bi guys; do you wish you'd never had gay desires, or wish you could forget about your good gay experiences?

I was proposition by naughty man once, he asked me to sleep with him for money. I turned him down because he was a little creepy looking. I always wondered what would happen if I would have said yes.
 
I had and i have strong desires for men and women in a life of sex and passion. What is the problem ? I loved (and always love) trying to be a good lover (i hope) with men and women (with a great respect for our shared desires). And today i continue to have dreams about men and women. So what ? Living, loving and have sex are a pure joy and not hell on earth. So never forget and no regret.
 
If you're like me you haven't had any gay sex since you got married, but the memories and desires for cock remain strong. I remember how a hard cock tastes and feels in my mouth. I remember how it feels to hold a hairy muscular naked body next to mine. I remember how it feels to kiss another man, and how different it is. I crave it and fantasize about what I'd like to do with a hot, hard, horny man, and I want it as soon as possible.

But sometimes I wish I could forget, and leave those memories and urges behind. Or that it had never happened, and that I'd never even felt those needs and desires. My life would be a lot easier if I wasn't distracted by those temptations, and I could simply be straight

How do you feel about your past m/m experiences? Any regrets?
I have no regrets, just wish I started sooner.
 
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