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dashdd said:
I am a married 50-year-old man, and last week I sucked my first cock. Years of reading theses stories gave me the courage to try. It.Was. Incredible! I totally understand the term cock drunk, because I was. Really hot to try again. Anyone in Central Florida looking?
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Good for you! Did he know it was your first time? What was your main impression about his cock?
 
I loved it! His cock was short and really fat. I can't wait for more. Ever make it to Central Florida?;) PM me and I'll tell more!
 
GregInOC said:
I agree. I hate the derogatory terms. If you are pleasing someone, why be called names?
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The bizarre thing is, there are people who get off on being called names. I'm not one of them, and thankfully, it sounds like I'm not alone in that. However, there must be enough guys out there who are willing to pay to be humiliated that it's more lucrative to put out videos and the like that cater to that fetish more than the people like us who don't want to be treated that way...
 
When I get the opportunity finally to become a cock sucker I will be more than pleased for him to refer to me as his slut, his cock sucker whilst I'm in the act of attending to his cock orally. But certainly not in a derogatory or insulting, bullying tone of voice. If said in an affectionate, horny sort of way I will find that perfectly acceptable. After all I am sucking his cock and expect to be feeling a tad slutty for doing it. So no inaccuracies for sure. I think it's all in the manner and tone of voice etc. But if his intention is to bully, demean, insult and humiliate me he can fuck off and try sucking his own cock!
 
I have given this a lot of thought. And I hope the group will respond to my comments and questions here.

I have slowly discovered how turned on I am by seeing images and video of both intersexual sex with transsexuals and gay sex. It awakened desires I never knew that I had. I am still not and will likely never be attracted to men, especially romantically. I just don't have any such feelings. But I find a stiff cock to be absolutely hypnotic. After having sucked several guys to completion and loving it, I now fantasize about being topped bareback and having a partner cum inside me. It is an intense desire.

The logical side of me has fought off actually doing this. But when my libido kicks in out of the blue, I find myself shaking at the thought of going through with it.

Today, I parked at a hotel next to where I get my hair cut. It was the scene of an encounter that I had with a guy a few years ago. I thought I had put this out of my mind. But when I walked past where I had my rendezvous, it awakened deep erotic desires. I found myself twitching and short of breath thinking about sucking cock and feeling a guy's stiff cock rubbing mine. If someone had opened their hotel room door and motioned me in at that moment, I would have walked in willingly and done whatever I was asked to do.

Driving home, I thought about that moment. The logical side said, "But you are married. You have a wife who loves you. Okay, she lost the desire for sex years ago, and perhaps that is what led you to this point. But shouldn't you be focusing on staying faithful above everything else? Think for a moment all that you would lose if you were caught with a guy —*your marriage, your home, your career, your reputation. What if the man you met was HIV positive? Are your urges worth that risk?"

That all makes sense. But the illogical side of me feels completely powerless. Sucking cock is such a deliriously incredible experience for me. And any video or .gifs that I have seen of the initial penetration of a cock sliding into a guy's ass leaves me breathlessly shaking, even though I have never enjoyed the experience. It is an overwhelming thought.

I am a people-pleaser at heart. I was brought up in a conservative Midwestern Catholic family and programmed to be repulsed by gay sex. But years of life on my own and stumbling across gay and transsexual sex thanks to the internet shattered all that programming. The idea and dynamic of pleasing a guy fits the people-pleaser that I am. Why now at this stage of my life I learned to feel this way, when I find women so beautiful, remains a mystery.

I am stuck. I have no idea how to find someone who could be discreet, who would be patient, and would guide me to be the bottom that I fantasize about being. I would love your ideas on how I could meet someone safe who could seduce me and bring me into the world of gay sex.

My being here and writing these words speaks volumes of what I have become.

Please, if you could reflect on what I have written here and provide your thoughts and perspective in response, that would help more than you know. Thank you!
 
Nate

His name was Nate. He was about 35, my wife and I early 20s. Marlboro Man type. She ended up fucking him, and that split us up.
The kicker is that I secretly wanted him too. He is the only man I have ever met I would have offered my mouth too. Repeatedly .... no kiss, no cuddle,no fondle, no screw, no reciprocity desired at all. Just the opportunity to have his semen in my belly.
 
speakerfrank said:
Both very intriguing scenarios! I keep hoping that I will meet a like minded guy and do just that, go to a hotel.

Or better yet, be at a friend's house and when his wife goes shopping for diner. He asks if I want to watch a movie while we wait. "of course" I say. He hands me the remote and says, " find something while I grab some beers". I flip on the tv and hit the dvd player. Up pops a movie in progress. Two guys and a girl are having at it. The girl is riding one guy reverse cowboy and the other guy is licking her pussy. Every few strokes the guy on the bottom pops out and the guy on top sucks his cock and then guides him back in. I am sitting there mesmerized watching this and my cock is getting hard.

My friend comes into the room talking about diner as he rounds the corner and freezes when he sees what is on the screen. "Oh! shit" he exclaims. " I, um I..." he stammers and gets flustered nearly dropping the beers. Nearly whispering he says " I forgot that was in there.." his voice fading. so hot...love it

I squirm in my seat a bit and mutter, "it's ok." Not sure what to say. Clearing my throat I say, "its kinda hot". "Is this new?" Relieved he answers, no its an old one that my wife and I watch occasionally", "Are you ok with this?" "Sure" I answer, " it's all good." He hands me a beer and sits down on the chair next to the couch. We continue to watch. The guy on the bottom starts to cum and pulls out. His spurts coat her pussy and his friend's face. The friend doesn't miss a beat and sucks his pulsing cock. Then when he is limp goes back to the girl and licks the cum from her pussy. Within in seconds she is screaming through an intense orgasm.

My mouth is dry, my cock is leaking and I am squirming in my seat. He asks me if I have ever seen anything like that before. I swallow a gulp of beer and reply, "yes but I would much rather be doing than watching".

"I would love to do that with my wife" he says. a long pause and then he asks, " have you ever done anything like that?" My reply "Do you mean a three way or suck a cock?" , "Suck a cock" he says. "No but I would like to." I reply.

We both take a long swig of beer. Finally I get up the nerve and ask, "So how about I suck your cock?". After a long silence, he whispers, "ok". I get up and go over to him. Kneeling on he floor in front of him I slide my hands up his thighs and rub his bulge. He moans slightly. "ditch the pants" I tell him. He stands up and unbuckles his pants, kicks of his shoes, and drops trou. He kicks his pants aside and I grab his ass with both hands and pull him to me. I nuzzle his erection through his underwear and I can feel his heat radiating against my face. I pull down his shorts and his cock springs free. I run my lips along the underside of his shaft and inhale his essence. My hands stroke his sack and I gently lick the tip of his cock. His precum is sweet and a string extends from my lips ti his cock as I move back. He moans and grabs the back of my head for balance. "Sit" I tell him and he falls back into the chair.

I lean forward and take his balls into my mouth one at at time all the while stroking his cock. I then move closer and rub the tip of his cock against my lips, painting them with slippery juices. I myself am making a wet spot in my pants by know. Finally when I have had enough exploring and he can take no more I put him in my mouth. I suck on his glans and then slowly inch as much of his cock into my mouth as I can. Eventually I get comfortable and build a rhythm while massaging his balls. He is beginning to moan and thrust into my face. I can tell he is close. I feel his balls tense up in my hands and he bellows out " I'm cumming!". The first shot floods my mouth and I gag a bit but I keep going. Swallowing as fast as I can, he just keeps pumping.

I slow my motion to match his and lighten my tongue, but do not let him out of my mouth. As each descending spasm comes I gently suck and roll his cock in my mouth. Reluctantly and finally letting go. I lay back on the floor emotionally spent having just sucked my first cock. That's when I see his wife standing in the doorway...
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that is so fucking hot...
 
Another question for the group: No doubt you might have seen the cocksucking hypno videos on the porn sites. A lot of them are designed to entice men to become sissys. But more than a few are just designed to change our behavior to want to suck cock.

Fair enough. I find the music to be annoying, the video clips within them to be very hot, and the porn actresses' voices usually to be pretty good. They tease, act coy and sexy, and command you to find a cock to suck. Okay, I get it.

My question is, who is producing these videos, and why?

My hunch is that the porn industry is hell-bent on changing our behavior, and creating a new market for more viewing. Pat Robertson would probably tell you that it's an insidious master plan to turn all of us into gay Commies (and saying this while ramming a dildo up his ass, but I digress). I find these videos strangely fascinating (if not a bit banal sometimes). But who is making these damned videos?

Anyone? Bueller?
 
Interesting...

GregInOC said:
Another question for the group: No doubt you might have seen the cocksucking hypno videos on the porn sites. A lot of them are designed to entice men to become sissys. But more than a few are just designed to change our behavior to want to suck cock.

Fair enough. I find the music to be annoying, the video clips within them to be very hot, and the porn actresses' voices usually to be pretty good. They tease, act coy and sexy, and command you to find a cock to suck. Okay, I get it.

My question is, who is producing these videos, and why?

My hunch is that the porn industry is hell-bent on changing our behavior, and creating a new market for more viewing. Pat Robertson would probably tell you that it's an insidious master plan to turn all of us into gay Commies (and saying this while ramming a dildo up his ass, but I digress). I find these videos strangely fascinating (if not a bit banal sometimes). But who is making these damned videos?

Anyone? Bueller?
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I bet its to bump up a market, real or imagined. I wouldnt listen to Pat on this one.
 
GregInOC said:
Another question for the group: No doubt you might have seen the cocksucking hypno videos on the porn sites. A lot of them are designed to entice men to become sissys. But more than a few are just designed to change our behavior to want to suck cock.

Fair enough. I find the music to be annoying, the video clips within them to be very hot, and the porn actresses' voices usually to be pretty good. They tease, act coy and sexy, and command you to find a cock to suck. Okay, I get it.

My question is, who is producing these videos, and why?

My hunch is that the porn industry is hell-bent on changing our behavior, and creating a new market for more viewing. Pat Robertson would probably tell you that it's an insidious master plan to turn all of us into gay Commies (and saying this while ramming a dildo up his ass, but I digress). I find these videos strangely fascinating (if not a bit banal sometimes). But who is making these damned videos?

Anyone? Bueller?
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I fucking LOVE these vids, but I seriously doubt anyone is trying to do anything to anybody; probably somebody hit on the idea, floated it to see what would happen. Porn, as in every-other-fucking-business in the world has one and only one rule: folow the money.
 
dashdd said:
Be careful, cocksucking is habit forming!
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Newbie to the site only ...not new to lusting to suck. The thing about Nate and my wife happened in the late 70s. I'm now 62. I have masturbated to sucking him often over the years. Missed out tho.
 
Oh, so this is basically a thread for the guys who would break my heart in high school? Suck me off but refuse to kiss because it was 'gay'?

Huh.

I knew I'd find you guys again!

We had some good times. :cool:
 
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