The Trip

[Mayu]

I listened very closely to him, felt like he was lying. But I also knew my brother, best never to push him. And id never do that, I care for him way to much. As he drove off to the city, I smiled and thought about my college options. Since I could draw could always go to the art institute, it was really amazing how things can really turn around for us. I was happy now that he would be able to do some more things he couldn't do, but I knew my answer to his question wasn't good enough for him.

"I will figure out what I want to do Dane don't worry so much, maybe I'll go in the art institute and become an artist. Since i'm good at that, but right now let's just enjoy what is going to happen. By this time tomorrow, we will be on our way to a new country. And happy that we finally got out of this place" I said more of a reminder then anything else.

 

[Fillor]

I was very glad that Sky didn’t question me about anything, and though she knew I wasn’t too happy about the College thing, it really wasn’t a big deal. I still loved her more than anything, and right now was time to think about enjoying what we have. Tomorrow would be a new way of life for both, and the important thing was that they cared of each other.

We were almost in the city so I headed towards the best area of the city where one could buy good quality goods, as I would love to see my sister wear much better clothes she had been wearing. Maybe a couple things she could stuff in her backpack or even mine. A thought just came into my mind and I didn’t know if it was a good idea.

I saw the under things in the wash she wore, and for an 18 I thought they didn’t look good. I wanted to suggest it to her, but I found it hard to talk about those things with her. Maybe one of the girls in the shop could suggest it to her, but no sooner I thought about the sooner I chicken out. Sky than spoke up and I looked at her.

"I will figure out what I want to do Dane don't worry so much, maybe I'll go in the art institute and become an artist. Since I’m good at that, but right now let's just enjoy what is going to happen. By this time tomorrow, we will be on our way to a new country. And happy that we finally got out of this place"

I was at the entrance to the parking lot when she said that, and I parked the car as close to the store as I could. I stopped and looked into her eyes and took her hand. “Sis, I know you will figure things out because you’ve always have, just know that no matter what you decide, I’m behind you always. Now, from this moment on I want you to think funfunfun.” I squeezed her hand and said. “Out and remember my last three words.”

 

[Mayu]

I smiled and nodded at him, the moment. I wasn't to sure what we would be doing, but I Knew I needed to get some undergarments. And now that I knew my brother had money, I wouldn't be afraid of asking for things. But I would never be selfish about it, id not ask him for a lot. Just something every now and then, but I stopped in front of a store with clothing. I looked up at Dane and smiled at him "Mind?" I asked happily. "Since there are some things I need to get" I said with a happy grin on my face.

Taking a deep breath, I went inside and went to the underwear section. I didn't mean to embarrasses him, so I was hoping he wouldn't feel that way. I picked out some bras and panties and went in the changing room to try everything on, I had just showed about an hour ago so I didn't feel wrong with doing it. I tried on five sets of both bras and panties. Then I changed back, and had a basket in my arms. I walked over to some cute skirts. I was the kind of girl that loved the style of expensive clothing, but would never spend one hundred dollars for one piece of any kind of clothing.

 

[Fillor]

I let Sky lead the way and I followed behind, she asked “Mind, since there are some things I need to get."

I shook my head no and she went into the store. It was as if she read my mind as she went straight to the undergarments. I watched from a few feet away as she got a few to try them on. I couldn’t really see what she got, but for some reason I wanted her to get the very sexy ones.

I was just happy to fallow her and let her shop all she wanted. I knew she needed good clothes and though I didn’t particularly like her choice clothes, I didn’t mind what she bought. For myself I didn’t want to buy anything here. I wanted to see what was available in Asia. Sky only bought small Items as she couldn’t take it with her on trip. And I paid for them with a credit card.
Sorry Sky, I got you a credit card but didn’t get here yet, but you can use mine in the meantime”

 

[Mayu]

I looked at him with a big grin on my face "My own? wow" I said with a lot of shock to my face. And grinning happily I knew that this was going to be fun, the total came to about fifty dollars. Since what I got was sexy but also on sale, she took the bag and grinned happily. Everything was so great right now, leaving the store. I took my brothers hand and squeezed it lovingly. I wanted to do a lot with him, all kinds of stores we could go to in Asia. Thank god I knew the language, it would be such a great time. Not have to worry about anything.

 

[Fillor]

I hoped that Sky’s card would arrive before we left, and though we didn’t know if it the mail came yet, it was still a possibility that it was in the mail box at home. Sky was very surprise.

“My own? wow” she said

I saw the shock look on her face when she said that, but I could see how happy she was grinning. We spent most of the afternoon just shopping but Sky didn’t buy anything else, and though she didn’t buy anything she loved to look at things knowing that now she could buy them. I was getting late and we were both getting hungry, and I suggested going to the Red Lobster and really pig out for the first time.

Restaurant like the Red Lobster were never affordable, and I wanted to make the most of it seen that it was the last time we would probably be here, as my plans were to move away now. Of course there was also the chance that Sky might to go to College, so all that was on hold for now.

 

[Mayu]

I smiled at him and thought about it, I nodded happily "I'm in the mood for some seafood, since we haven't really gone to red lobster could never afford it. Well you know that all to well" I placed her hand on my brothers hand, squeezing it lovingly. I didn't know if what I was thinking was good, and didn't know if I was to loving to my own brother. But I didn't really care, it was almost like something was on his own mind. But wouldn't talk about it, so I just relaxed as he took us to the restaurant. Then before I knew it we pulled into the parking lot, right now I got out of the car.

"I can't believe we can go in I've wanted to eat here for a couple of years. You know I'm curious on what you want the future for us to be? I mean I know you want me to go to college. I want to go myself, and who knows maybe settle down" I grinned happily. And went on in, it was strange how it wasn't pact and the waitress came right to us. And I began to just look over the menu as they were seated, on a very nice booth. Looking up at my brother, I was beyond happy right now. "It's so nice here Dane, thank you so much for taking me here. Feels like we are on a date" I giggled.

 

[Fillor]

I knew it Sky would go for the Red Lobster. To both of us was really a treat, and if things went as planned we at least had the chance to see how we like it.

"I'm in the mood for some seafood; since we haven't really gone to red lobster could never afford it. Well you know that all too well"

Sky said and took my hand and squeezed it. There was something the way she squeezed my hand that made me feel warm all over, and this was not the first time. I had the impression that my sister feelings towards me were more than just being her brother.

I tried to hide what I felt but it was getting harder by the day. I looked at her and smiled as it was the only thing I could, as we arrived at the restaurant and I pulled into the parked lot and parked the car. Sky got out and after I out locked the car.

"I can't believe we can go in I've wanted to eat here for a couple of years. You know I'm curious on what you want the future for us to be? I mean I know you want me to go to college. I want to go myself, and who knows maybe settle down"

Sky said grinning and went right in with me right behind her. Thinking of what she just said, I began to wonder if she had changed her mind and did want to go to College. I was not going to ask now if she did change her mind. The hostess was already guiding Sky to a booth and I wondered if she thought us a couple. I know Sky liked it because she was beaming as she looked at me.

"It's so nice here Dane, thank you so much for taking me here, feels like we are on a date."

I could only smile when she said, but never the less thought about it the way she said it.” Well Sis, if it make you feel happy, than think of it as we’re on a date. I think the hostess put us in this booth thinking that we might be a couple, I said smiling.

 

[Mayu]

I smiled at him listing to him, it was kinda odd we were side by side. But then in a way it felt really good, no one realized they were siblings. She took a drink of her diet coke, and looked at him. Running my fingers down my neck, rubbing the knot out of my neck. I knew exactly what I wanted, food wise. But looking back up at my brother, there seemed to be something going on there, but he wouldn't tell me what it was all about.

"Dane you sure your ok?" He asked trying like hell to figure this out, but I had a feeling he would just drop it. So looking at the menu she noticed the waitress coming for them. Smiling some I ordered a dish that had a bit of everything, something id never be able to afford before thlotteryry. Looking up at my Brother, I really did appreciate this very much he was my everything.

 

[Fillor]

There were moments that I was having trouble hiding what I for Sky and it scared me. There was nothing unusually really sitting side by side with Sky, but this time I could something was different, even though she was trying to be her same self. I sensed it because we were very close as brother and sister, and for some reasons we both knew it. I could see the way she looked at some time and the she held hold my hand.

When she asked “Dane you sure you’re ok”

I was sure she noticed the difference in me. Now we were both lying to each other the best way we could, as was now again. “Yes Sky I am really ok and looking forward to the trip. This was true so to speak, because we were going to be alone together in a different Continent and no one knew us.

I looked at her as she looked at the menu and then she looked at me. That looked was more then the look I remember, there was something there but I didn’t to say it. I had decided that if anything was to happen between the two of us, I wanted it to happen far far away from here. I looked at the menu but I knew already what I wanted and ordered Lobster and filet.

 

[Mayu]

I knew something was up, but deep down I started to wonder if it was all because of what happened. Last night was the turning point in our lives, perhaps he felt the same for me? I didn't really know, but right now I shook it out of my head. Perhaps something would happen, once we were away. Where people didn't know us, I took one of there cheese biscuits and ate it. Man they were beyond good, sipping my diet soda. I looked at Dane and smiled at him, decided to just say something to him. Instead of the awkward silence that did no one any good.

"So do you have anything else planned for our trip Dane? I mean any sights? I'm not to sure exactly where we are going since i'm in the dark. Though I have to admit, I like being in the dark. Been a long time sincIveve been really excited about anything" I said with a big grin on my face.

 

[Fillor]

We were quite for little while, and I was glad the hostess brought something to nibbled on, and though I didn’t care for any, I took one so I couldn’t say anything. Realising my feelings for Sky were changing terrified me, and even so something kept nagging at me about my sister, I wasn’t too sure about anything anymore. It isn’t every day that you find yourself physically attracted to you sister, and I turned my head to look at her.

I smiled as I couldn’t say a word, or if I did I might say the wrong think, although I very much wanted to tell her how much I cared for her. Sky was the first to talk and asked.

"So do you have anything else planned for our trip Dane? I mean any sights? I'm not too sure exactly where we are going since I’m in the dark. Though I have to admit, I like being in the dark. Been a long time since I’ve been really excited about anything" She told me with a big grin on her face.

I was glad she asked me about the trip and how excited she was. That gave me a chance to think just about the trip. “The first thing we’re doing after we get off the plane and go through customs, we’re taking the train and that will take us into Tokyo. From the Tokyo train station we take the hotel shuttle to the hotel. We’re staying in Tokyo for three weeks, and from there we can take the Bullet train to the major cities, and still get back in the evening to the hotel.” I told her as the server brought us our dinner.

 

[Mayu]

I smiled and couldn't believe we were going to Tokyo sounded like he had planned this for over a year, as dinner was placed before me. I dug right in, taking a bite of the shrimp. It tasted Divine and then looking back up to my brother, I smiled at him with a huge grin. And took a sip of my drink, when he finished speaking to me. I swallowed my food, and cleared my throat a bit. "Sounds like you have planned this for a very long time Dane"

I said finally and looked down at my food "Ive always wanted to go to Tokyo, good thing one of us can read Kanji." I couldn't help but grin, I had studied Japanese for years. There writing and therlanguagege in itself, it looked like it was about to pay off as well. I always picked up other languages easily, I never knew why really. It wasn't like I was a genius, just I'm myself. And it appeared that perhaps Dane felt something for me to, because I knew he wasn't fine. Something seemed to be eating at him, but I wouldn't ask him about it again id wait.

 

[Fillor]

I was really glad when the food arrived. I was a little hungry and happy that Sky was so shocked when she heard Tokyo. I was hoping she wouldn’t be shocked one we got there, as I had decided to be honest with her. I hope was not wrong at reading her but I was, we would cross that bridge than. I must say the lobster tasted great and the filet tasted just as good. I smiled at her when she said.

"Sounds like you have planned this for a very long time Dane"

Yes you’re with at that. I had to plan this very carefully. I wanted things to be perfect for I wanted you to have the best time ever.” I told her as I took another piece of lobster into my mouth.

"I’ve always wanted to go to Tokyo, good thing one of us can read Kanji." She told me and I took her hand a squeezed it softly.

“Now you’re on the way there Sky and it will be the best trip ever.” I told her still holding her hand just as she had done it before. Right than I wanted to hug her and hold her tight but I managed to hold myself back. Somehow I felt our thighs touching and I couldn’t remember moving, and so help me I was getting arouse and good thing my napkin was on my lap hiding my bulge.

We both finished our dinner at the same time and turned towards her. “Would you like some desert Sky” I asked looking into her eyes wondering what she was thinking at that moment.

 

[Mayu]

I enjoyed the meal, and was surprised that I ate all of it. I felt like such a pig, but I wasn't the kind of girl who would do the gross. And stick my fingers down my throat, no I didn't have an eating disorder. I would just be careful what I ate for a few days, and work off the weight. But I wasn't a freak about my weight, never had been. But then he asked what he did, I thought about it for a moment. And looking at the menu for it, I noticed something that looked good.

"Why don't we share the brownie with ice cream I've heard it's pretty big. And everyone has room for dessert" I grinned, not trying to flirt but I had a bad feeling that is probably how Dane was taking it. But right now, I didn't really care to much. I felt our legs rubbing each other, which felt kinda strange with everything going on. But I just kinda ignored what my head was telling me, since I didn't mind it to much.

 

[Fillor]

Sky thought about what to have for desert but I wasn’t too sure if I wanted any. I was never one to eat deserts, but if she was I would then have a coffee. My mind was racing a little as I was hard and hoped that by the time Sky had desert I would be ok. I wanted to move my leg away, but the warmth feeling from Sky thigh felt wonderful to me to move it. Sky voice brought me back out of my reveries and looked at her.

"Why don't we share the brownie with ice cream I've heard it's pretty big? And everyone has room for dessert" she said.

I smiled at her and said. “I think that’s best choice Sky, and would love to share it with you. I’ll also have a coffee please.” I said to the server. I took Sky’s hand in mine and said. “I don’t know about you Sky, but I can wait till morning to arrive. I might not even sleep thinking about flying in the morning.” I squeezed her hand gently as I said. Do you feel the same away as I do about tomorrow morning?”
I let her hand go as I didn’t want her to think I was coming on to her.

 

[Mayu]

I smiled at him, a thousand feelings were hitting me all to hard. But then feeling his hand on mine again, I squeezed his hand a bit. I had a feeling he was fighting feelings, the feelings of incest could scare the shit out of you if you let it. But I chuckled by what he said and of course nodded. "Yeah I'm not to sure if I'll get any sleep, but we both need our sleep" But then I began to wonder something, and looked at him, thinking.

"How long we staying over seas? I mean personally id love to just stay till I figure out what I want to do. I mean I don't have to go to graduation, they could always just send me my diploma. But knowing you, you will say going to graduation is a very big thing to do and you want to see your little sister going down the isle" I chuckled, but didn't mean anything bad by what I said. Since I would do anything to please Dane, I loved him so damn much.

 

[Fillor]

Sky was hiding something as well as she squeezed my hand back, and wondered if she was ready to commit incest. I wasn’t yet sure at this point but I couldn’t get those feeling for Sky out of my head. Sky had to be much stronger than I was at this point as she was hidden it very well, although her touch was more than sisterly.

"Yeah I'm not too sure if I'll get any sleep, but we both need our sleep" she said and she looked at me thinking but didn’t say anymore. I was sure there was something but I just let it pass.

"How long we staying overseas? I mean personally I’d love to just stay till I figure out what I want to do. I mean I don't have to go to graduation, they could always just send me my diploma. But knowing you, you will say going to graduation is a very big thing to do and you want to see your little sister going down the aisle”

When she told me that I had to smile at her, as she was right on the nose. I wanted her to grads but in truth it really didn’t matter now. I wanted it for her but I guess she was not your typical girl she was unlike any of the others. “No darling sister it is your grads not mine so I said my saying and I say no more about it. From this moment on I think only of one thing, and that’s to have fun with you on this trip and after the trip where ever we are.”

 

[Mayu]

I was taken back by that, he wasn't going to force me to go? but then again it only happened once. Graduating from high school, but as we ate the dessert I watched him pay for the check. Was almost afraid to ask how much it was, I knew he could afford it now. But for some odd reason, I never thought much was worth hundreds of dollars. The price for women's purses were stupid, even how much food could be. I mean a thousand dollars a can for some stupid fish eggs? It was gross and a waste of money.

But as I got up, it was hard to move. Which was kinda funny because sometimes, if I over eat. Which happens once in a blue moon, but I always loved seafood so I let myself eat to much. I sighed a bit looking over at my brother, I wanted to just kiss him. Tell him my feelings, but knew better Especially here when people knew who we were. I mean they didn't know us here in the restaurant, but if anyone else saw outside? I destroy my brothers life. And to me that would be the most selfish thing I could ever do to my brother.

"Wonderful lunch and dinner, I say both since I don't think I'll be eating again" I chuckled happily. And sighed a bit "So I was thinking, why don't we go home if there is nothing else we need to do. And watch some movies? since really I want to save money for stuff we get over in Japan, know what I mean?" I said happily.

 

[Fillor]

After we finished the brownies with the ice cream and I finished the coffee, I asked for the check and paid at the table with the credit card. I was it was nice to be able to pull the card and pay the check not worrying if I had enough money to pay for it. I got out form the booth first than helped Sky as she was having problem negotiate the snug fit between the table and the seat. Sky looked at and again a caught that look and held her hand as she finally made it out of the booth.

"Wonderful lunch and dinner, I say both since I don't think I'll be eating again"

Sky said as we were just going out the door of the restaurant. I laugh softly knowing that she ate more then she would normally eat, but the laugh happily. I put my arm around her shoulder as we walked to the car.

"So I was thinking, why we don’t go home if there is nothing else we need to do. And watch some movies? Since really I want to save money for stuff we get over in Japan, know what I mean?"

I squeezed her shoulder lightly. Sounds like a good Idea to me. You pick any movie you like, just remember we have to be at the airport by 6 am. I’ll set the alarm clock to make sure we’re up on time.” I told her as she got in the car. I started the car and drove home we didn’t say much, but it just took 15 minutes to get home. Sky got out first and went to open the front door, and when I got in I didn’t see her. I figure she might’ve gone to change or get the movies. I just took my jacked off and went into my room the put a pair of sweat pants.

 

[Mayu]

I took off like a bat out of hell, I decided to get changed into something more comfortable. A pair of shorts and t-shirt, and went to the living room to find something very good to watch. I knew that we had to get up early in the morning, and right now it was pretty late at night, about five p.m. But it didn't bother me very much, we could at least get one good movie in. So I got the green mile, always loved the movie. It was full of a lot of different themes. I figured to give Dane a few minutes, so he could get comfortable.

I decided to put our surround sound system on, since we never used it. And since our neighbors were away, what the hell no one would be able to complain. And since I was fat and happy, no way did I need anything to eat. But would grab a soda, and I sat down. Looking up I call "Dane I got the movie on pause, just take your time. Letting you know that I'm ready, like I said take your time" I said. I was always very patient, perhaps with time came patience but right now I didn't care. I was thinking about my brother, was it a sin to have dreams about him in your bed every night? was I damned?

 

[Fillor]

After I got my sweats on I thought to brush my teeth so I didn’t have to do it later. I had no idea what movie or if it was one or two that we were going to watch. I was hoping Sky choose a comedy or something good for young people to watch. I had just finished brushing when I head my sister call to me.

"Dane I got the movie on pause, just take your time. Letting you know that I'm ready, like I said take your time."

I smiled to myself and said, I guess that wild to fine". I took my time, but that was to compose myself as I had been thinking about her. I wiped my hands and my face with the towel and went into the living room.

"I’m here you may as well hit play” I said and sat right next to her. I wanted to feel her close and put my arm around her, but I told myself that it was not going to lead to anything else.

 

[Mayu]

I smiled at him, and couldn't help but grin at him and watched him coming. I didn't know what kind of movie he wanted to watch, so decided to keep in what I had at the time. Relaxing back, I enjoyed the thought of him being beside me. I relaxed against him, just resting my head against his chest. Pushing play and allowing the movie to start, something about this movie made me want to read the book. Was kinda funny actually, and right now everything just seemed to be just perfect.

"Hope you don't mind the green mile, I love this movie. Happy yet sad ending, if you can have a movie like that" I rested my head against his chest now, as I cuddled up to him. Not really caring. All the hard things in our life went out the window, and right now I knew that what mattered was us.

 

[Fillor]

I really didn’t know how my sister would take it when I put my arm around her shoulder as but I wanted to see her reaction and hope I was not wrong about her. Sky leaned her head against my chest as she pushed the play button. The last time she laid her head on his chest she was just maybe 10 or 12 at the most. And now that she was 18 she felt like a woman and I loved the warmth of her. I could feel a slight pressure lower as one of her breast was pressing into my side

"Hope you don't mind the green mile, I love this movie. Happy yet sad ending, if you can have a movie like that"

No darling I don’t mine it at all I said after she asked me if I like the movie. She then cuddled closer into me and we watched the movie. Neither of us moved while the movie was playing and I realised then that wanted my sister more than anyone. I was in love with her and right then I decided to tell her once we were in Tokyo.

 

[Mayu]

I was really into this movie, mostly because my brother was here watching it with me. It was kinda funny, because I didn't remember falling asleep. I guess with everything going on, I was a lot tired then I thought. Last thing I remember was watching the end of the movie, then hearing the sound of the alarm going off. I groaned some and picked up my head, rubbing my eyes. I noticed it was five in the morning, and knew we had to get going.

"I fell asleep?"

I asked myself more then my brother, looking up at him I smiled. "I don't even remember falling asleep" I laughed some and got up knowing we had to get going, thankfully we lived close to the airport. And I got up, grabbed a shower and changed into some clothing. Grabbing my laptop and my back pack of clothing and things, I noticed the mail and picked it up. I grabbed the credit card and grinned happily, making sure I had everything. I was all ready, and ready for the new journey id take with him.

"Let's get this journey started" I said happily.