The urge won't go away

[jbandersnatch]

Wait for number 1

You guys talking about your first time are the lucky ones...I'm still trying to find a guy I can share with. I can't wait to find a nice cock to fondle and suck!

 

[boomer3112]

Hi All
Its nice to find i'm not alone...lol...i'm married, but my wife isn't into swapping or sharing, no problem.
i have tried sex with a guy, he sucked and rimmed me and i gave him a nice slow handjob.
it was good, but i never felt like i wanted to suck him, he was just too hairy and masculine...go figure??
However when i have been with TV/TG, who are dressed as women it is different! i just can't stop touching, fondling and if they are into it licking and sucking their cocks, some TV/TG don't want to be touched, and i respect their wishes, although it is hard...lol.
boomer

 

[Lornec]

Opposite issue, but relevant

OK, I never really had a desire to suck a cock, but I am a very horny man and sex with my wife was just too infrequent. I needed release and I needed it bad. I didn't want to "meet" a woman or cheat on my wife with one, so I was in a quandry.

One day, a young man I work with who is openly gay was expressing to me the same problem of having needs but noone to meet them. H e told me he really needed to suck some cock soon or he was going to explode. This remark was in reply to my statement that I really needed to suck a breast soon or I would explode. A bell went off in my head that a blow job was a blow job and that a man's mouth was warm and wet too. I wanted more than just warm and wet, but hey, it was more than I was getting at home. So I floated a joke about sucking my cock to help him out. He said "wouldn't that be nice"...and I looked at him with a shy "yeah" look. He said "really? You's do that for me?" I said I would. The idea of helping him out was appeaking too, so we went into a room in our building that only I had the keys to and I let him have me. I just laid back and told him to do what he wanted. The only rule was no kissing.

He was in heaven and I discovered that a man really knows his way around a cock. It was so refreshing to "be serviced" as a blow job should be and for him to enjoy it so much. It was a mutually benefisial arrangement that didn't feel like cheating.

After that, I told him I would let him have my body for whatever he needed as long as he just needed me to be there and not to do anything back. That sounds terrible, but all he wanted was to worship a male body, so I let him have mine in return for my own release. Every other day he would pop his head in my office and say, "Can I see you for a few moments?" and I know what he meant. Sometimes I would bring a book and relax as he sucked my cock and stroked my body with his soft young hands. He didn't mind when it took an hour to get me off. It meant more for him.

So now, years later, I am in the same needy situation. I need someone to satisfy me, but this time, I am willing to give everything and maybe return some favors. I stopped short of letting Charles finger or fuck my ass. Now, I have been fucking myself with laughably large didlos and am pretty certain I can take it. If a real man feels half as good as a dildo, I'll be in heaven to be licked, sucked, massaged and fucked for hours.

I figured this would be the place to read up on this. Has anyone else experienced man sex out of an absence of female sex, or enough of it, anyway?

 

[boomer3112]

I had a great experience today, i managed to arrange a 3 sum with one of my TV friends and my married lover.

We met at a hotel and just seeing the both of them in their underwear was giving me a painful hardon .

my married lover got so turned on watching me get a bj, then with my cock up her ass, my TV lover got her cock sucked as well.

we all had a great time and hopefully it will not be too long before we can all hook up together again

 

[overthebow]

My first sex play was masturbation. Then I found my anus and started playing with it. I spent a lot of time jacking off to images of both men and women before I lost my virginity.

I have come close to having sex with a man a few times. While I was married, I started masturbating to images of male sex, because I knew that if I fantasized about women, I would cheat on her. Our sex life sucked, and I had to do something.

Since we divorced, I have been to a couple of gay clubs. I remember walking in and wanting a man to spot me and take me under his wing. Didn't happen. I'm 6'4", 220, and I realized that the men there wanted me to do the wing taking.

I put personals up on some boards, but mostly I got married men on the down low. I'm not okay with that. My wife cheated on me, and it wasn't right.

I think about male sex all the time. I have written stories on nifty.org about first time male sex but they are just fantasizes. I might hook up with someone this weekend.

Sometimes, I think I will go crazy if I don't have sex with a man. I want to feel a cock come. And other times, I see a good looking woman and all I want to do is be with her and be loved by her.

I don't know if I am gay or bi or what. I had passivity beaten into me as a child, and I don't know if my desires about being fucked are just an extension of that. I left home to get away from it, and I don't come across as passive. But it is like something I have back there, somewhere.

I have decided to find a guy that I am comfortable with to check it out. The last sex I had was in January with a woman I liked, but didn't like. I thought that the sex would be good for me, so I went through the motions, but it wasn't very fulfilling. More like work, actually. I guess I am looking for a guy who has a personality I like. I remember being afraid to have sex with a woman (before the first time) because I thought that if I didn't like it, it meant that I was gay. Well, the first time I was in that warm, velvet vise and she was getting off, I was hooked on pussy. I don't know if I will get hooked on cock also.

 

[boomer3112]

One of the things my CD girlfriend and i like to do after we've finished taking pics is to sit on the bed facing each other, with her stocking clad legs over my thighs.

Then we edge together until our cock touch, then we each masturbate each other, and when i'm really hard, she slips on a condom, throws her legs in the air and i slide my cock into her

then i fuck her until i cum and she drinks my cum from the condom