Thinkings, feelings and...doings ~ 2013

Thinking: Subs absolutely shatter my self-control, at least internally.

Feeling: feeling like my head will explode or I'll gouge out the keys on my keyboard. fuck me.

Doing: replying to an SRP, but can't click on anything else in my repertoire to let my heart rate come back down. wishing I could just tell one of them to fuck me blind... then maybe I could breathe or type or fucking think again.
 
Its been a day.

Thinking: Three vastly different conversations satisfying 3 vastly different parts of my soul.

Feeling: kinda like bland soup.

Doing: chatting and making this real weird.
 

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Thinking - Gawd damn! My 750 word lesbian short story Her Orgasm has over 10,200 views. It went live yesterday.

Feeling - proud that I was able to combine a Valentine's story, a women-centric story (Pink Orchid challenge) all in a 750 word package and I did not chicken out and not post it because it was too explicit.

Doing - relaxing and drinking white tea
 
T: About my to do list and how much I am putting off because fuck chores, I want to play!

F: Anxiously over thinking the entire idea I just posted as usual, hoping it makes sense to anyone who isn't me

D: TV blaring emotional support background noise, chatting and writing and teasing...multi tasking my ass off.
 
F: It has been a very long time since I felt my consent so violated by the weather
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Poor itsy. Violated by something other than me.


Thinking: I needed to get crossfaded and make out with a friend in a church parking lot.

Feeling: slightly less like I want to burn down my house and beat my grown spermagotchi.

Doing: talking on the phone and planning out the week .
 
Thinking: Tweaks I need to make to this post before I go for this blitz

Feeling: Amused because today I discovered my phone has developed a sense of humour on par with my own. My alarm randomly selects a song from my Liked Songs playlist which has over 4000 songs in it. I woke up to 'I Don't Like Mondays' by the Boomtown Rats today

Doing: Some writing before this phone appointment in just under an hour and a half
 
Thinking - do I have the intestinal fortitude to watch a whole game of football in order to see the commercials and halftime show?

Feeling - probably not

Doing - eating corned beef, brussel sprouts, and potato salad as my parents are throwing a super bowl 🏈 party
 
Thinking: I might be in too wicked a mood to write certain posts today

Feeling: A little bit naughty, a little bit tired

Doing: Listening to music, teasing like always, considering a post
 
T: Good for a first round. I've never had a paddle used all over my body. Well, only had one used once or twice as sarcasm. It was interesting. Also found out I'm a lot more ticklish than I ever thought I was.

F: Not sleepy for the first time in weeks.

Doing: basking.
 
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