Time to Stop Lurking

[bangmywalls]

Naked Female Butt!

Made you look! Well, it IS naked female butt!

Literally the "tail" end of Lucy, the giant elephant statue on the beach at Margate, New Jersey!

Yellow ribbon for the safe return of our soldiers from Iraq. Of COURSE I agree with that sentiment, I want every last soldier home safely, too.

Given my opinion of government foreign policy, and of the political party that uses the elephant symbol, seems to me it's an apprpriate place they put that ribbon!

 

[Crazy_Jezabel]

A PM exchange tonight, reminded me about something I decided I want to share with you all here:

Long before I met KKE 10 years ago, another woman and I owned and ran a busness together. We kept a stationary exercise bike in a back room, to take a workout break from the stresses of the day. The bike seat rocks forward and back, and up and down, as you pedal.

One day I heard my business partner on the bike, pedaling quite hard and breathing very heavily. I looked in on her to see if she was OK. To my surprise, she had her skirt up, her panties down, and she was REALLY enjoying the bike's rocking motion under her!

Even more surprising, I found myself fantasizing about her! But I had neither the interest nor the courage to pursue that fantasy with her. I never considered myself to be lesbian or bisexual, and I still don't.

After that, I would sometime ride the bike the way I saw her doing, but it never got me off the way it did for her.

That same exercise bike is now in our (my husband's and my) bedroom. It has removable handlebars. Sometimes I'll get on it naked and peddle. KKE will step in front of it, facing me, remove the handlebars and set them aside, then climb on the seat facing me and we make love on the rocking bike--and now I really DO get off while on that bike! Sometimes I think about how my female busness partner used to come on that same seat, and I get even MORE turned on by that idea, but I still would never actually want to have sex with a woman......or wth ANY other man but my husband. Fantasy is one thing, and for me, my occasional girl-girl fantasy adds to our fun and to the strength of my orgasm, but I have NO interest in making it a reality.

Just wanted to share that.

BangMyWalls (BMW)

(oh my gosh, I just realized, my moniker BangMyWalls makes me a BMW! A "Beamer". I honestly NEVER thought of that before, in all my 10 years of telling my husband to "Bang My Walls!") Well, I do like to be the one doing the driving, while KKE gets ridden hard, so maybe that BMW acronym FITS me too!)

(KKE just told me that my being the "BMW" who loves to ride him, gives a whole new meaning to the BMW ad slogan: "The Ultmate Driving Machine!") LOL

Hmmm....The exercise bike sounds rather insterseting. It would probablly be safer to use than a sex swing which I always wanted to try. Well okay, not always. Just after I married shoefetishguy. I remember my aunt talking about how she used a sex swing and she really enjoyed it.

I've also fantasized about what it would be like to have sex with another woman. My main fantasy is having sex under a waterfall with another woman. Just like you I never really had a true insterest in doing it and now that I'm married I would never have sex with another woman or man.

 

[Crazy_Jezabel]

Mmmmmm! I love to show my husband how VERY much I love him. And I love the way he RESPONDS to my love!

I like this picture.

It's not the typical here's my penis shot. I like how your hands are in the picture giving him a hand job.

 

[Crazy_Jezabel]

Made you look! Well, it IS naked female butt!

Literally the "tail" end of Lucy, the giant elephant statue on the beach at Margate, New Jersey!

Yellow ribbon for the safe return of our soldiers from Iraq. Of COURSE I agree with that sentiment, I want every last soldier home safely, too.

Given my opinion of government foreign policy, and of the political party that uses the elephant symbol, seems to me it's an apprpriate place they put that ribbon!

I've been to see that elephant once. It was long before this current war, so it didn't have the yellow ribbon on it, but I like that it has the yellow ribbon on it's tail. I also think all the troops should be home.

 

[Crazy_Jezabel]

That's SO cool! Now that you mention this, I do recall some bricks around the base of the lighhouse had names on them. Had I known you when we visited New Jersey two years ago, I probably would have looked to see if I could find your brick!

When I was in college, our geology class went on a fossil-hunting fild trip. I found a fossil trilobite (a tiny ancient fish from millions of years ago), and like you with the brick, I pictured taking it home, but school policy stated any fossil student found while on a class rip remained the property of the geology department. It kind of ticked me off at the time, but now I realize the school was better equipped to study and preseve the fossil than I could ever be. I probably would have lost or damaged it anyway.

Hope you and SFG are having a wonderful and loving weekend.

KKE....the KittyKatEater

I went to go look for my brick one time and it took me about 3 hours to finally find the brick (I wanted to see my brick. haha). I believe it's somewhere in the middle. I can't quite remember though.

SFG and I had a good weekend. The wheather was very nice this weekend. It wasn't cold and it wasn't too hot.

I hope BMW and you also had a good weekend.

 

[BabyBlue2005]

Mmmmmm! I love to show my husband how VERY much I love him. And I love the way he RESPONDS to my love!

Very erotic pic ... I love the use of B&W and the soft focus of this. It gives it an arty feel ... I could see that pic enlarged and hung in an art gallery.

 

[Crazy_Jezabel]

A pic for our friend Crazy Jesebal, taken at her old stomping grounds of Cape May, New Jersey.

I responded to this picture over in my own thread.

I've only been to that part of the beach a few times. Usually it's where we were taken to the beach if we had a field trip to the beach in school. Yes, we had filed trips to the beach sometimes.

 

[bangmywalls]

Hmmm....The exercise bike sounds rather insterseting. It would probablly be safer to use than a sex swing which I always wanted to try. Well okay, not always. Just after I married shoefetishguy. I remember my aunt talking about how she used a sex swing and she really enjoyed it.

I've also fantasized about what it would be like to have sex with another woman. My main fantasy is having sex under a waterfall with another woman. Just like you I never really had a true insterest in doing it and now that I'm married I would never have sex with another woman or man.

Wow, go to sleep for 6 hours and you miss so much posting going on around here!

I never tried a sex swing, but I remember a picture of one in an ad once. Hanging above the bed like that, yeah it looks dangerous. I don't really go in for sex hat goes wildly over the top, I like it to be fun and close and intimate, an expresson of how much we love each oher. I've mentioned skinny-dipping together in a lake, we hold each other, my legs encircle him and I slowly settle myself down over him and let the water and hs hips carry my weight, again that may be adventuros, but not wld and crazy and dangerous.

I agree, after falling in love and getting married, I find I do want to experiment more with new wayst o enjoy the man I love, just as you and SFG do. Things I might not have thought to do or wanted to do wih a man when I was single.

Your mention of a swing, though, reminded me. In the house we owned before our current one, our front porch faced in the direction of a nearby amusement park. Every major holiday, the park had a fireworks show that we cold see from our porch.

We bought a swing for our front poch, and KKE set it up for me. We would sit outside and rock on our swing at night, looking at the stars, and hold each other, our heads on each other's shoulders, all very sweet and romantic.

When they had the next fireworks, we were on the swing, gently rocking back and forth together and watching the fireworks. I put my hand in hs lap, and he put his in my lap, just to signal "I love you" to each other.

There was a long break in the fireworks before the big finale (I later found out they had some sort of problem and had to fix it before continuing). I was wearing a long peasant skirt. KKE got this kind of devilish gleam in his eye. He sat down cross-legged on the porch facing me, lifted my peasant skirt, and he began to slowly, plsyfully lick at me. I smoothed my skirt down over the back of head to hide what he was doing, from prying eyes of anyone who might be passing by. The swing continued to rock forward (pushing my pussy tight into his face) and back (breaking the contact of his tongue on me), so I was just getting HOT little flicks of his tongue on me as I rocked back and forth against him. I found myself getting short of breath in my excitement over what we were doing and the risk that someone might see.

The fireworks resumed, for the spectacular finale. KKE couldnpt see the foreworks with his head undre my skirt and his face between my thighs, and I closed my eyes to enjoy the wnderful loving sensations he was stirring n me.

We could HEAR cheering coming from the amuseument park. I joked that they were cheering his tongue talents, and he laughed that they were cheering my orgasm. I was about to ask him "what orgasm?" when he laughed again, and the vibration of his laugh and the swipe of his tongue on my trembking clit answered my unspoken question, as I oozed thckly onto his face, under my skirt. I didnt care about the fireworks, I was just enjoying my OWN "specatcular finale!"

Even though we missed the fireworks show at the park, I sure did enjoy our private "fireworks" on that porch!

I know he must love me, or he woudn't always be sssooooooo good to me!

 

[bangmywalls]

I like this picture.

It's not the typical here's my penis shot. I like how your hands are in the picture giving him a hand job.

Thank you. I wanted it to be more than the usual, to actually SHOW our love for each other. My love expressed in how I touch him, his love expressed in how he throbs against my fingertips. I see it as a very beautiful expression of our love, you're right, my intention and I think te result too, was much more than the usual "here's my cock" photos so many GUYS post here! I guess it takes a woman's "TOUCH" (pun intended) to come up with something more creative.

 

[BabyBlue2005]

Thank you. I wanted it to be more than the usual, to actually SHOW our love for each other. My love expressed in how I touch him, his love expressed in how he throbs against my fingertips. I see it as a very beautiful expression of our love, you're right, my intention and I think te result too, was much more than the usual "here's my cock" photos so many GUYS post here! I guess it takes a woman's "TOUCH" (pun intended) to come up with something more creative.

And you are right, it is a beautiful picture

I think lots of the guys are very creative ... there are some beautiful pics in many of the male threads on AmPics, you should have a browse around, hun. I think you'd be pleasantly surprised

 

[bangmywalls]

Very erotic pic ... I love the use of B&W and the soft focus of this. It gives it an arty feel ... I could see that pic enlarged and hung in an art gallery.

Now that would be so COOL! An art gallery showing my best photography (this one of course, and maybe the one of me sucking his cock viewed looking up from between his thighs, oh and the bra tucked under my breast with the shadow of his arm and of my bra playing across my chest, and mmm yeah also the one of him in the tub washing his chest, and oh definitely would need to include my favorite pic of hs soaped-up cock--all black and whites where I played with the artistic use of light and shadow and focus---and umm yeah my artistic contrast of his round butt and the similar roundness of a champagne glass next to him).

I love your idea of hanging these photos in a museum, everyone able to see these artistic and creative expressions of how very, very much we love each other! Probably would have to be in Europe, though. I don't think a sexually-repressive US Government would ever stand for such an exhibit on American soil!

(Hi, Blue, nice to have you posting on my thread again. I kow my KKE posts on YOUR thread a lot.)

 

[bangmywalls]

I responded to this picture over in my own thread.

I've only been to that part of the beach a few times. Usually it's where we were taken to the beach if we had a field trip to the beach in school. Yes, we had filed trips to the beach sometimes.

Growing up in the San Francisco bay area, I also had occasional class trips to the beach at Monterey, about a 3-hour drive south. We would visit the Aquarium, so the trip could have the excuse of a science lesson! I wonder what we learned, though, lying on the beach, sipping a cup of home-made clam chowder from Fisherman's Wharf? I remember the last trip like that was in high school, all these hormone-crazed teenagers in swimsuits on the beach together, maybe that class should have been called Flirting 101?

 

[bangmywalls]

And you are right, it is a beautiful picture

I think lots of the guys are very creative ... there are some beautiful pics in many of the male threads on AmPics, you should have a browse around, hun. I think you'd be pleasantly surprised

That's true, I have seen some very good ones. (Yeah, I do peek sometimes. I may be VERY happily married, but I'm not DEAD! I like to look, too, just like anyone else!) Just seems to be kind of rare to find pics that really appeal to me.

Speaking of artistic, the secnd photo from right at the bottom of your signature line is VERY artistic and lovely! And so seductive!

 

[BabyBlue2005]

Now that would be so COOL! An art gallery showing my best photography (this one of course, and maybe the one of me sucking his cock viewed looking up from between his thighs, oh and the bra tucked under my breast with the shadow of his arm and of my bra playing across my chest, and mmm yeah also the one of him in the tub washing his chest, and oh definitely would need to include my favorite pic of hs soaped-up cock--all black and whites where I played with the artistic use of light and shadow and focus---and umm yeah my artistic contrast of his round butt and the similar roundness of a champagne glass next to him).

I love your idea of hanging these photos in a museum, everyone able to see these artistic and creative expressions of how very, very much we love each other! Probably would have to be in Europe, though. I don't think a sexually-repressive US Government would ever stand for such an exhibit on American soil!

(Hi, Blue, nice to have you posting on my thread again. I kow my KKE posts on YOUR thread a lot.)

I don't think the US is that different from Europe ... we are slightly more relaxed about nudity but I think in the larger cities independant art galleries probably carry as much "artistic" erotica in the US as they do in the UK. I mean ... you do have your own erotica exhibitions http://www.erotica-la.com/

I think middle England is probably exactly the same as middle America ... shocked condemnation in public and Lit lurking in private

 

[BabyBlue2005]

That's true, I have seen some very good ones. (Yeah, I do peek sometimes. I may be VERY happily married, but I'm not DEAD! I like to look, too, just like anyone else!) Just seems to be kind of rare to find pics that really appeal to me.

Speaking of artistic, the secnd photo from right at the bottom of your signature line is VERY artistic and lovely! And so seductive!

I think you are probably the most undead woman I have ever had the pleasure of chatting with I'd be happy to suggest some threads with some very good male pics ... I have investigated the Male Creative Images in some depth, purely for research purposes obviously

Thank you ... that is very kind of you to say and very much appreciated

 

[bangmywalls]

I posted this on another thread but thought I'd also share it here with all my many new and sweet and kind friends here.

I did like that receptionist job, even though it was quite a step down in responsibility, prestige, and pay from my usual work as an electronics technician. It was fun because I would get to wear a crisp white blouse, sometimes with "one too many" open buttons, a pin-striped business jacket, and matching miniskirt. Salesmen and delivery guys would flirt with me a little, sweetly not creepy, so that felt nice--kind of like how I felt here yesterday when this Aussie guy PMed me that he couldn't stop coming from looking at a photo I posted of my bare ass--it was sweet and made me feel very sexy and desiable.

One time, KKE dropped by at lunch time and pretended he was just another salesman tryng to pick up the sexy receptionist. He told me, loud enough to be overheard, that I look very sexy in my miniskirt. I told him he looks handsome in his suit and tie, but I'll bet he looks even better OUT of his suit! Within ear shot of several coworkers and customers waiting in the lobby, I told him I'd LOVE to accept his invitation to go home with him for a nooner. We walked out hand in hand, gazing hungrily into each other's eyes and loving how everyone's jaw was dropping in shock! By the time we got home, we were both MORE than ready for our quickie, before we both had to return to our jobs. I loved hearing the "office gossip" whispers all afternoon about what had caused that big goofy grin I wore the rest of that day!

Ahhh, so many sweet memories with my KKE!

 

[bangmywalls]

I think you are probably the most undead woman I have ever had the pleasure of chatting with I'd be happy to suggest some threads with some very good male pics ... I have investigated the Male Creative Images in some depth, purely for research purposes obviously

Thank you ... that is very kind of you to say and very much appreciated

LOL! Oh yeah, I'll bet you just HATE doing that research!

But yeah sweetie, if there are some particularly beautiful and artistic photos, well beyond the usual "here's my cock" photos, I'd love to see them! You can PM the locations of some of the best and most artistic (and of course hottest) guy photos to me if you want.

And once again, thank you for the wonderful compliment. KKE also says I'm very lively....and playful. I guess he brings out that playful side of my nature , certainly MUCH more than my late first (and totally sexless) husband did. Looking back on my first marriage (sex only 6 times in 17 years) I think now, that I was a widow LONG before he passed away, and that makes me sad (and sometimes SO mad at my first husband) that I wasted so many years, but I didn't yet know my KKE was even out there! But I often think maybe I had to suffer such a long drought with my first husband, to truly apprecate the veritable feast of love and lust I enjoy now!

 

[BabyBlue2005]

LOL! Oh yeah, I'll bet you just HATE doing that research!

But yeah sweetie, if there are some particularly beautiful and artistic photos, well beyond the usual "here's my cock" photos, I'd love to see them! You can PM the locations of some of the best and most artistic (and of course hottest) guy photos to me if you want.

And once again, thank you for the wonderful compliment. KKE also says I'm very lively....and playful. I guess he brings out that playful side of my nature , certainly MUCH more than my late first (and totally sexless) husband did. Looking back on my first marriage (sex only 6 times in 17 years) I think now, that I was a widow LONG before he passed away, and that makes me sad (and sometimes SO mad at my first husband) that I wasted so many years, but I didn't yet know my KKE was even out there! But I often think maybe I had to suffer such a long drought with my first husband, to truly apprecate the veritable feast of love and lust I enjoy now!

*grins* I'll do that ... purely in the interests of providing you with further research

I had completely the opposite experience with marriage ... my husband and I had a very active sex life for the entire time we were together (if we didn't have sex at least twice a day, I thought I'd done something wrong!). That still wasn't enough to keep me with him though ... I think what you have with KKE is probably more than just a plentitude of sex, it seems to me more of a blending of souls, and that is truly special.

 

[bangmywalls]

*grins* I'll do that ... purely in the interests of providing you with further research

I had completely the opposite experience with marriage ... my husband and I had a very active sex life for the entire time we were together (if we didn't have sex at least twice a day, I thought I'd done something wrong!). That still wasn't enough to keep me with him though ... I think what you have with KKE is probably more than just a plentitude of sex, it seems to me more of a blending of souls, and that is truly special.

Thank you...I'm anxious to see these photos and begin what sounds like very interesting "research"

Of COURSE there's a lot more to a great marriage than sex. Bit I'm not sure you can have a great marriage WITHOUT great sex.

I had a favorite aunt who worked on an orchard, she was the ONLY family member I felt I could talk openly and honestly about anything and everything. In my 3os (I got married the first time at 26) I complained to her once how my (first) husband never touches me in a sexual or loving way, and how I regert not having had sex with him BEFORE our wedding to find that out about him, hiow he had almost NO sex drive. My auntie apologized profusely that she hadn't told me this before, and then she told me "Never marry a man unless you're SURE he can and will make you happy, and especially make you happy in BED, or you'll have a MISERABLE marriage."

I learned from BOTH my marriages, that while sex isn't everything, there DEFINITELY seems to be a correlation between how good a man is to me sexually, and how lovig he is toward me in all the other, NON sexual ways.

Just as my first husband had NO sex drive toward me (or anyone else), he didn't do other things to make me feel he loves me, either. The lack of sex and the lack of OTHER signs that he loves me seem to go hand in hand. Whereas KKE not only exresses his love though LOTS of wonderful sex, he also always does sweet little things to remind me he loves me, like making a bed, washing dishes or laundry, mowing the lawn, inviting me to lunch or to take a walk together, or just spotting some litte nick-nack or flowrs or lingerie or chocolate he knows I'll like, and buying it on no special occasion and giving it to me "just because", all of this without my having to ask him, and without him feeling he needs to point these things out to "gain credits" with me, like some men I know do with THEIR wives, never do anything for her unless it earns him credits for some favor in return. We don't keep score of who's done more for whom...in OR out of bed!

I remember shortly after KKE and I got married, my son (who was used to have me all to himself) and his daughter (who likewise was used to having KKE all to herself) were both pretty upset about us getting married, why did they have to suddenly put up with another kid and another adult in the house? They both tried to pit KKE and me against each other to get their way.

I remember one day KKE sat them both down and explained that now that we're married, there is no more "her" and "him" but he and I were now an "us", two halves of the same soul. They could NOT pit two halves of the same soul against each other, so they might s well give up trying. KKE explained that marriage has its own very special type of arithmetic, where 1 + 1 still equals 1. As husband and wife we were now 1, not 2 they could drive a wedge between.

Our kids argued at the time that this makes NO sense, how can 1=1=1? Now that our daughter is in love and engaged and is gettng married this fall, she recently told KKE she finally understands, her 1 plus his 1 creates not 2, but an even better and stronger 1. Our son has to yet to experience this magical marital math for himself.

By the way, when we met her fiance, I had to laugh at how much he reminds me of my KKE, both physically and in personality. I guess it's true what they say, some girls really DO grow up and marry men just like their dad.

 

[DoubleClutch]

I posted this on another thread but thought I'd also share it here with all my many new and sweet and kind friends here.

I did like that receptionist job, even though it was quite a step down in responsibility, prestige, and pay from my usual work as an electronics technician. It was fun because I would get to wear a crisp white blouse, sometimes with "one too many" open buttons, a pin-striped business jacket, and matching miniskirt. Salesmen and delivery guys would flirt with me a little, sweetly not creepy, so that felt nice--kind of like how I felt here yesterday when this Aussie guy PMed me that he couldn't stop coming from looking at a photo I posted of my bare ass--it was sweet and made me feel very sexy and desiable.

One time, KKE dropped by at lunch time and pretended he was just another salesman tryng to pick up the sexy receptionist. He told me, loud enough to be overheard, that I look very sexy in my miniskirt. I told him he looks handsome in his suit and tie, but I'll bet he looks even better OUT of his suit! Within ear shot of several coworkers and customers waiting in the lobby, I told him I'd LOVE to accept his invitation to go home with him for a nooner. We walked out hand in hand, gazing hungrily into each other's eyes and loving how everyone's jaw was dropping in shock! By the time we got home, we were both MORE than ready for our quickie, before we both had to return to our jobs. I loved hearing the "office gossip" whispers all afternoon about what had caused that big goofy grin I wore the rest of that day!

Ahhh, so many sweet memories with my KKE!

That's such a stirring, sensual story. Quite an experience I bet.

 

[BabyBlue2005]

Thank you...I'm anxious to see these photos and begin what sounds like very interesting "research"

Of COURSE there's a lot more to a great marriage than sex. Bit I'm not sure you can have a great marriage WITHOUT great sex.

I had a favorite aunt who worked on an orchard, she was the ONLY family member I felt I could talk openly and honestly about anything and everything. In my 3os (I got married the first time at 26) I complained to her once how my (first) husband never touches me in a sexual or loving way, and how I regert not having had sex with him BEFORE our wedding to find that out about him, hiow he had almost NO sex drive. My auntie apologized profusely that she hadn't told me this before, and then she told me "Never marry a man unless you're SURE he can and will make you happy, and especially make you happy in BED, or you'll have a MISERABLE marriage."

I learned from BOTH my marriages, that while sex isn't everything, there DEFINITELY seems to be a correlation between how good a man is to me sexually, and how lovig he is toward me in all the other, NON sexual ways.

Just as my first husband had NO sex drive toward me (or anyone else), he didn't do other things to make me feel he loves me, either. The lack of sex and the lack of OTHER signs that he loves me seem to go hand in hand. Whereas KKE not only exresses his love though LOTS of wonderful sex, he also always does sweet little things to remind me he loves me, like making a bed, washing dishes or laundry, mowing the lawn, inviting me to lunch or to take a walk together, or just spotting some litte nick-nack or flowrs or lingerie or chocolate he knows I'll like, and buying it on no special occasion and giving it to me "just because", all of this without my having to ask him, and without him feeling he needs to point these things out to "gain credits" with me, like some men I know do with THEIR wives, never do anything for her unless it earns him credits for some favor in return. We don't keep score of who's done more for whom...in OR out of bed!

I remember shortly after KKE and I got married, my son (who was used to have me all to himself) and his daughter (who likewise was used to having KKE all to herself) were both pretty upset about us getting married, why did they have to suddenly put up with another kid and another adult in the house? They both tried to pit KKE and me against each other to get their way.

I remember one day KKE sat them both down and explained that now that we're married, there is no more "her" and "him" but he and I were now an "us", two halves of the same soul. They could NOT pit two halves of the same soul against each other, so they might s well give up trying. KKE explained that marriage has its own very special type of arithmetic, where 1 + 1 still equals 1. As husband and wife we were now 1, not 2 they could drive a wedge between.

Our kids argued at the time that this makes NO sense, how can 1=1=1? Now that our daughter is in love and engaged and is gettng married this fall, she recently told KKE she finally understands, her 1 plus his 1 creates not 2, but an even better and stronger 1. Our son has to yet to experience this magical marital math for himself.

By the way, when we met her fiance, I had to laugh at how much he reminds me of my KKE, both physically and in personality. I guess it's true what they say, some girls really DO grow up and marry men just like their dad.

I think the 1+1=1 maths is a lovely way to describe it. Myself I tend towards a more liberal relationship maths. After being married, I'm no longer a believer in its suitability for myself and tend towards the lover route ... I kinda think that for some people marriage gives them the ability to grow and develop, and for others, like myself, it makes us shrivel and shrink. I like my space and having several lovers who visit and fulfil different needs within myself, appears to make me (at this stage of my life) more fulfilled then a one to one relationship. Having had what was mostly a good marriage (at times even a great marriage), I feel I have the experience to be able to determine that for the time being I need the freedom to be me.

Your aunt sounds very like my grandmother, a commonsense genius! ... I think the best bit of advice my grandmother ever gave me on relationships was "never lose sight of who you are". That is a simple truth that has always kept me grounded however in lust I have thought myself to be.

I hope you enjoy the pics

 

[bangmywalls]

That's such a stirring, sensual story. Quite an experience I bet.

Yes, it was wonderful. Not only because sex with KKE is ALWAYS wonderful (because he is always a sweet and generous lover). But also getting to feel deliciously naughty and keeping my coworkers (who didn't know he's my husband) guessing. We'll play this game at restauarants sometmes, too. We'll arange to meet theer in separate cars, I'll go in first and wait at the bar or lunch counter, he'll come in, sit beside me like a stranger, then he'll try to pick me up, in earshot of others. We'll eat and talk and laugh together like strangers just getting to know each other, and then we'll leave together and I make sure others notce me playfully pinching his butt on our way out. Or I'll loudly stage-whisper to him, "I want you to know, I'm not wearing any panties!" We LOVE the shocked looks we get over how "easy" I am with this "total stranger I just met"!

Also, I'm enjoying the fun online flirtations between you and my new friend dawn-of-night. I look forward to reading much more between you two.

BMW

 

[dawn_of_night]

I really like the AV's ladies.
Both are wonderful!

 

[dawn_of_night]

Also, I'm enjoying the fun online flirtations between you and my new friend dawn-of-night. I look forward to reading much more between you two.
BMW

Bang....

i must have missed the story the first time, but i caught it just then... that is very awesome! playful with KKE.... so cool!

i think i'll head out for the day... hopefully be back this evening. :hugs:

 

[bangmywalls]

I think the 1+1=1 maths is a lovely way to describe it. Myself I tend towards a more liberal relationship maths. After being married, I'm no longer a believer in its suitability for myself and tend towards the lover route ... I kinda think that for some people marriage gives them the ability to grow and develop, and for others, like myself, it makes us shrivel and shrink. I like my space and having several lovers who visit and fulfil different needs within myself, appears to make me (at this stage of my life) more fulfilled then a one to one relationship. Having had what was mostly a good marriage (at times even a great marriage), I feel I have the experience to be able to determine that for the time being I need the freedom to be me.

Your aunt sounds very like my grandmother, a commonsense genius! ... I think the best bit of advice my grandmother ever gave me on relationships was "never lose sight of who you are". That is a simple truth that has always kept me grounded however in lust I have thought myself to be.

I hope you enjoy the pics

I'm very glad your current life is working for you and you're happy. It wouldn't be what I would want at this stage in my life, but if it works for you, that's wonderful! Akso, you HAD a good marriage before; I didn't.

After a bad first marriage (he really wasn't very good to me, in so many ways, like when he wanted to spend a weekend camoing and fishing with a FEMALE coworker) and he was a MUCH better dad to our son than he was a hsuband to me), now I want, need and enjoy what KKE and I have now, and he's made me realize I deserve the joy I have now, especially (but not ONLY) because of not having this my FIRST time married.

"never lose sight of who you are" sounds like great advice. I don't know if I'm making any sense, but I feel MORE myself now with KKE than I did when I was single. I was alone and often sad and miserable, I tried to run a business but it failed, and I got heavily in debt, adding to my misery and my sense of worthlessness. I had no man to cuddle with and I didn't think I was WORTHY of having a man love me. But now, KKE lets me be me, but he also brings out the BEST side of me, he remnds me I'm a good person inside (I work part-time driving seniors to doctor appointments, grocrey stores, etc.) and he reminds me not everyone has a generous enough spirit to do that for what little they pay me (basically covers my expenses), and he reminds me that yes I am worthy to be loved, and he's also there to support and encourage and cheer me on when I NEED encouragement. So I feel I'm more aware of who IS "me" and I'm a BETTER "me" for havng him in my life, for having his love. I understand that's not what YOU need or want right now, and that you're happy with your life how it is now, and I'm happy for you that you found and are living the life YOU want and need right now.

Am I making any sense?