Trouble ... and strife....

[ozme52]

Hugh

I think I just about go mad as more and more of Gina's body is revealed. When Gina bucks her hips up, I slipped her slacks and panties off with one pull. The lips of her vagina were moist and glistening and I swear it winks at me. I would have stared for a lifetime but Gina's hands begin tugging on my ass.

I lower myself, kissing Gina again, our genitals pressing hard against each other. I don't know if I started or if Gina started, but we are soon grinding against each other.

Gina's moans become a harmony in my ears, to match my own voice. My hands can't get enough of Gina's body, I try to unhook her bra and discover she is wearing a front clasp, which I undo. My lips pay homage and my tongue traces circles and flick at Gina's nips.

Suddenly I realize I can wait no longer. I struggle to strip off my shorts.

"Gina, ohh, I've missed you!"

 

[DeliciousMaiden]

Gina Adams

The thin material between our groins is scant protection as Hugh and I grind urgently against each other, our moans mingling filling the air of our bedroom as we hump against each other.

Only when he draws back slightly, do I realise that Hugh has stripped me of my slacks and panties in one eager wrench. His hands move over my body, up my abdomen and to my breasts. I feel his hands move about my bra trying to unhook it, but before I can direct him, he finds the front clasp and frees my aching globes.
His mouth is all over my sensitised flesh as I writhe beneath him.
And still his cock moves harder and harder pulsating, demanding entrance.

Just when I feel I can take no more of his delicious torment, Hugh draws back releasing me as I gasp for breath, my head reeling.

"Gina, ohh, I've missed you!"

His voice is hoarse with need and makes my heart and body thrill at the sound.

”Yes … Hugh… I need you inside me .. NOW!”

No longer able to hide my need for him, my need to have him possess me, to become one again with my husband, no longer do I want him to be a stranger, no longer do I want to hide from him.

”Please Hugh … “

My voice now less is demanding, more entreating.

”… make me yours again … “

I plead, unaware of the admission or the implied promise in that phrase, as I risk everything, openly telling him what I need, what I hope we both want.
Giving myself to my husband is the only thing that will make it things right between us, the only way to try to start again…

 

[ozme52]

Hugh

”Yes … Hugh… I need you inside me .. NOW!”

"Yes! Now!" I practically hiss, my jaw is clamped as my whole body tightens with mounting lust. My hand finds my cock.

”Please Hugh … “

The head parts Gina's lips. I stroke it up and down, parting them, getting myself wet from her juices and her with mine.

”… make me yours again … “

The thrust is
slow
steady.

The heat!

The wet!

Slick!

Down!

Deeper!

Deep!

Until I am engulfed.

Buried to the root.

I can feel every inch of her clasping me with an urgency that seems to match mine.

My tongue invades Gina's mouth.

The two prongs, my tongue and my cock, begin stroking in and out.

 

[DeliciousMaiden]

Gina Adams

"Yes! Now!"

Those lustful words at my husband's lips make me moan as he takes his cock and guides it towards my awaiting entrance.

I moan as I feel the hard moist head of his cock slipping between my folds and throw my head back as I feel Hugh's shaft nudge forwards and push into my entrance.
I raise my hips immediately welcoming him into me.

Without preamble, Hugh pushes forwards and begins to sink himself into me.
I feel myself stretched as he thrusts firmly, slowly his hips urging himself forwards into me.

God I had forgotten how thick his cock was!
How could I have forgotten how it felt to have Hugh slipping so deeply into me?
Perhaps I never gave myself up to him like this?
Perhaps the barriers which held us back were not physical?

"Ahhhhh!"

I gasp as with a grunt, Hugh rams forwards and buries himself up to the hilt in me.
Our eyes meet as he holds himself there.
I can feel every inch of him, hot, pulsating, thick, hard.
My vaginal muscles spasm, sending a ripple of sensation along his length as I feel deliciously stretched and filled.

Still I hold his gaze, memorising what it feels like to be stuffed full of my husband. The heat grows and I ache to push up against him, but I hold still savouring the anticipation, feeling the ache building.

God I want him to make love to me, but I want him to fuck me, fuck me like he means it, like he needs it.
But I can't say that.
Hugh would be shocked.
Before this sex with him had been much more ... polite ... loving, but ... almost functional.

I gaze into his eyes and realise that Hugh too is controlling himself with effort.
As one we rasp out the other's name and then Hugh's mouth is on mine.
He forces my lips apart and pushes his tongue deeply, demandingly inside.

At the same time, Hugh rocks and begins to move with long, steady strokes in and out, in and out, in and out ...
My moans are swallowed by him as his tongue seems to fuck my mouth wildly.
I push up and squeeze his cock as he thrusts along my channel.

His hands move over my body as if claiming every inch of me as his own.
I squirm and buck as we writhe on the bed in blissful abandon as my husband fucks me senseless.

 

[ozme52]

Hugh

Something comes over me. My need and lust for Gina merges with the love I have always had. The combination is unlike anything I've ever felt.

I find myself rearing up over her. Fucking, yes! Fucking!. Fucking into her harder and harder.

My arms wrap under her legs and I suspend them in the crooks of my elbows. My hands clasp around her Gina's wrists and I use the combined leverage to hold her in place, pulling her towards me as I thrust forcefully into her.

The impacts of my groin into Gina's ass slap loudly, my cock sluicing in and out of her pussy, I watch her inner lips clasp to my shaft as I withdraw, as if I'm pulling her inside out, then thrusting in again, stuffing her full.

We're both thrusting and gyrating as I lay into her harder and faster, with more and more urgency!

We fit together perfectly. Each thrust slams our hips together, I can see the impact rebounding through Gina's flesh, and my cock just touches the end of Gina's womb with each stroke.

I feel the cum boiling within me as the tip of my cock begins to expand and burn with my impending explosion.

 

[DeliciousMaiden]

Gina Adams

Finally he releases my mouth and I’m able to moan and cry out as he lifts himself upwards before drilling his cock into me so damn hard.
Over and over he forces his cock deeply into my core.

My legs are pulled upwards and held.
His hands are clamped about my wrists restraining me, forcing me to take the ferocity of his hammering cock.
I squeal loudly as he opens me up.

Never has Hugh taken my body like this.
Never has he slammed into me with such power.
Never has he dominated me like this.
Yet never has he lost control as he does now.

Mindlessly he pulls me onto him.
His grunts mix with my murmurs and helpless cries.
The sounds of our lovemaking are now a chorus of moans and exclamations.

”Oh my God… Hugh.. oh.. ahhhh! …. Ohhh yess… Hugh! .. Mmmmm… !”

I know I’m surrendering to his hot fucking.
I know that I’m letting him take my heart and my body, but I cannot hold back.
We are so perfect together.
For the first time, it seems we meet each other, thrust for thrust, need for need.
I can feel him as he bounces off my cervix.
I can feel just how deep he has forced his way into me.
I can feel his balls slapping against me.
I feel him dragging my walls as he pulls his cock out of me, only to ram it home once again.

I arch my back, my hips moving against his as I offer myself up to his rampant rod.
My ass raises as I squeeze his cock, pulling it into me deeper and deeper.
My body rocks with each hard impact.
Each thrust is now punctuated with a lustful grunt as I feel Hugh’s cock twitch and expand.

Only now do I realise that I am unprotected from his hot seed.
I fucked around, but wasn’t stupid. I always ensured things were … safe.
Sex had never been spontaneous enough with Hugh and I to merit taking the pill as a form of birth control.

Yet now Hugh was buried in me, his cock beginning to spasm and I found myself wanting to feel him shoot inside me. I needed him to complete it.
I didn’t want him to withdraw.

”God … Hugh… please… I need your cum… please hun … fill me … pour it into me … I want you to make me overflow… “

My voice husky with urgency and lust, does not hold back and tells Hugh all he needs to know.

 

[ozme52]

Hugh

”God … Hugh… please… I need your cum… please hun … fill me … pour it into me … I want you to make me overflow… “

I'd never heard Gina talk like that before. It sends me over the top. I lose all control of my muscles, the strokes shorten and double in tempo, the shorten again and again teh tempo increases, pounding the air from Gina's lungs in a triphammer staccato.

Then all my muscles convulse in unison and I nail myself deep within Gina, the air forced from my lungs and past my larynx, create a gutteral groan that announces my climax as I feel my cum race hotly down my shaft and out the tip.

When I've drained all I have in that spasm, another fast thumping stroke and another load of cum spews into Gina's womb,
and then a third,
and a fourth,
and a fifth.

I collapse over Gina's body, shuddering in the aftermath of a climax that was long long overdue.

 

[DeliciousMaiden]

Gina Adams

It wasn’t that Id’ forgotten that it was my husband I was with. Even though Hugh was fucking me wildly, there was a need, a desperation in his actions. With Greg his lovemaking was rough, to the point of being brutal. He merely had a need to dominate, to own, whilst Hugh was merely claiming his own, taking what had finally been offered up to him. I thought fleetingly that perhaps in the cold light of day, Hugh would be repulsed by my demands, my responses my body made to him, but right now those final words had seemed to drive him crazy and I was delighting in my husband’s loss of control.

I can do nothing but whimper helplessly as Hugh digs his shaft into me.
Short swift stabbing motions punctuated by his grunts announce that he is about to flood me. My muscles clench about him, my head thrown back, but I watch him, our eyes are on each other as he pushes, cock twitching and convulsing both of us combined in an almost animalistic mating.

I clamp down on that red hot rod, my muscles milking him as he empties his load again and again into me. The juices of my orgasm surround and bathe him as he stuffs himself into me and pours his thick scalding seed into my womb.

Even when I collapse exhausted, all but delirious with sensation, Hugh continues with two more hammering strokes. Now that my muscles offer no resistance he is able to take me deeper than he ever has before and pumps his cumm straight into my centre as I shudder and climax once more beneath my husband’s relentless shafting.

Finally he collapses on top of me.
We are both spent and fulfilled.
I lay pinned beneath my husband’s body, reassured by the weight of him upon me.
My body trembles as I whimper mindlessly and whisper;

”Ohh.. good God… “

Unable to put my feelings into coherent words.

 

[ozme52]

Hugh

I lie there for a moment or two, cradled between Gina's legs and in her arms. All I hear is our mutual breathing. Maybe it's just my imagination, but I can't remember ever having had better sex, not even early in our marriage, when it was all new.

I feel my cock, warm in it's sheath, deep in Gina's womb. The urge to flex it overcomes me, evoking sympathetic shudders within Gina's body. Sooooo good! To just bask in her heat.

I begin to soften and lift my hips to extract myself, hearing the sluicing sound of our commingled fluids. Still long and turgid, my cock plops down and nestles between Gina's ass cheeks. Soon the cooling air and the feel of Gina's ass moving imperceptably gets me fully hard again.

Without saying anything, I slip the head back between Gina's pussy lips, which slowly gobble me up again as I slowly slide into her again.

"Hold tight!"

 

[DeliciousMaiden]

Gina Adams

I'm exhausted.
Hugh lays between my legs, his breathing as ragged as mine, then finally begins to soften and pulls gently out of my body.
I moan as my body releases him.
I feel his hot cumm inside me, I'm wet and sticky and so thorougly fucked it feels wonderful.
Hugh is still speechless.
I feel him nestle against me, his spent cock nestled between my ass cheeks.
I feel it nudging against me and flex my ass cheeks, surprised to feel his shaft still has life enough to twitch.
I sigh deeply, feeling totally spent and wondering what Hugh will say when reality hits him.

I gasp as I feel him push against my ass.
He is hard even before I realise.
Then I feel that cock rubbing against my entrance and push beteen my folds holding himself at my entrance.

"Hold tight!"

They are his only words as once again he thrusts forward as I cry out partly in pleasure, partly in protest.
Regardless of my response, Hugh continues to stroke himself into me.
Still we do not speak: We do not comment on what has passed between us.
We merely unite once more as he stuffs himself into me again, taking me as if he can never get enough!

 

[ozme52]

Hugh

Gina's body stiffens and then relaxes as I reenter her, voicing her pleasure into my ear.

She holds me as I sluice into her and I can feel her membranes and our juices part before the head of my plunging prick.

When I am fully seated deep within her I scootch my knees up to her ass.

"Tighter, hold tighter!" Just a whisper in her ear as I raise our bodies off of the bed. Our bodies begin to part, Gina grabs tighter as she realizes I'm trying to lift her, which gives me the leverage I want.

I lift her onto my lap. Gina is sitting with her legs around my hips, chest to chest, my thighs resting on my heels. It is a position we used to enjoy many years ago.

My hands go to Gina's hips and I begin to urge her back and forth.

"Fuck me Gina! Fuck me!"

 

[DeliciousMaiden]

Gina Adams

I cling onto him as he slides in and out of me, plunging in so deep.
Never have I know Hugh last this long, or have such an insatiable appetite for my body.

Finally Hugh manages to bury himself inside me I hear his urges to hold tight and feel myself lifted of the bed.

"God... Hugh! ... "

I exclaim as he flips me to seat me on his lap.
My legs are wound round his hips and our bodies are in full contact.
Meeting his lustful gaze, recognition dawns.
Our honeymoon, our earlier love making ... he must remember ...
As before Hugh moves his hands to my hips and starts guiding me as I grind back and forth, bouncing up and down his cock.

"Fuck me Gina! Fuck me!"

Oh my God! Did I hear right?
Did Hugh use the word fuck???
I look at him incredulously, but again he repeats the instruction.

"Come on Gina... ride me.. fuck me baby ... "

I moan at his unexpected words and squeeze myself around him, I move my body to ensure that his shaft strokes in and out of me in long slow lengths.

His fingers dig into my ass, as he moulds me to him.
He leans forward and moves his mouth to my breasts sucking hard on an engorged nipple, then moving to capture the other one.

I ride his cock wildly feeling it slam into me again and again.
Hard, heavy thrusts: Hugh grunts with the effort.
The sound is almost animalistic.
Like rutting animals we drive each other towards the edge once more ...

 

[ozme52]

Hugh

"Come on Gina... ride me.. fuck me baby ... "

I spread my thighs wider and Gina's ass slides down further between my legs so she is sliding up and down as she rides my cock. I can feel her distended clit dragging back and forth along the top of my shaft..

My hand, unneedingly, guides Gina's motion, digging into her ass, my lips worrying her nipples to pebble hardness as I take as much of each tit into my mouth as I can.

My hands move to her back, immobilizing us against each other from the chest up, our tongues tasting each other, only our hips churning against each other.

Soon I feel another climax building. My hands go behind me for support on the bed as I lean back, changing the angles and thrusting out more of my shaft for Gina to ride. For her to take over control. Ride me to her content.

And being passive in this position seems to extend that pre-climax moment and I hover and hover and hover, on the brink of the explosion.

"Oh Gina! Fuuuuccck!"

 

[DeliciousMaiden]

Gina Adams

God I can't believe how Hugh is playing my body!

Subtly he lowers me between his thighs allowing my clit to graze against him, making me eagerly grind against him as he heightens my sensitivity.

Hungrily he attacks my tits, eating, sucking, biting as I throw back my head in ecstasy.
Yet still I'm squeezing, dragging his cock further upwards between my legs.

Finally he pulls me, moulding me against him, whilst he ravages my mouth.
And still I bounce and fuck him, our hips dancing like two magnets attracting and repelling in an endless dance.

I feel his cock twitch and grind against him to try to time my release with his.
I watch as Hugh rocks backwards, leaning back, steadying himself, he offers his shaft up to me, to use.

"Ohhh yes Hugh... give me your cock hun..."

I murmur as I ride him wildly, impaling myself time and again on his thick meat.

"God... I've waited soo long for you to give me a good fucking ... "

I moan, noticing how Hugh's cock grows as I speak so naughtily to him.

"Hugh... you're soo thick.. so hard... I love feeling you bury yourself in me ... "

Still I ride him, trying to bring him to orgasm with my dirty words.

"Oh Gina! Fuuuuccck!"

I know he's getting close!

"Hugh... tell me... tell me you want to fuck me ... tell me ... that you want to take me .... tell me... "

I look into his eyes then, the wild words frozen on my lips.
This is no fun fuck.
This is no affair I can walk away from.
This is so much more ...

I hesitate.
My eyes reach into his imploringly.

"Tell me ... tell me you still love me ... ?"

 

[ozme52]

Hugh

Gina rode me and rode me and rode me. Like she was posting on a trotting horse. Her pussy stroked and nibbled and pulsed up and down the length of my shaft. I could feel the cum bubble and churn in my groin.

Then my hips started pumping up and down, meeting her in opposition. The need to bury myself deep within Gina overwhelmed me, I flexed my thighs and lifted us up and over, driving Gina over onto her back and into the bed as I HAMMERED into her, three, four, five strokes

And spewed all I had deep into her womb.

It took a moment to catch my breath, before I could lift my weight off of Gina's chest. I looked deep into her eyes, and smiled.

"Do I still love you? More than ever Gina, more than ever."

I slid a hand under the back of her head and gently lowered my lips to hers.

 

[DeliciousMaiden]

Gina Adams

I ask Hugh to tell me.
Tell me his need, to say it.
But Hugh has never used words.

Even though I long to hear it, his actions are enough to push me over the edge.
Almost angry with him, my hips push against his, wanting to drag the orgasm from him.
He will want me, he will need me as I want and need him!

But his loss of control tells me his need.
It is merely my own insecurity that demands his words.
As if sensing my challenge, Hugh quite literally rises to the occasion.

His cock is stuffed deep into my centre.
he has plummeted into me as deeply as we can get.
In one swift unexpected move, Hugh lifts me and flips me on my back, pinning me beneath him as he finishes it.
Five long hard thrusts are hammered into me.

I moan and squirm unused to such a response in my husband.
God I love the feel of him forcing his way into me.
As if we are mating he sprays his seed, impregnating my womb and somehow that just turns me on the more.
That hot sticky liquid just fills me.
I raise my hips revelling in the way he fills me up.

I gasp exhaustedly, once more dazed by our passion.
He lifts up and looks into my eyes.
His smile is soft, gentle.

"Do I still love you? More than ever Gina, more than ever."

The kiss his presses on my lips is soft, gentle.
His hand caresses my head as our breaths mingle.
When he releases me, I try to turn away, but Hugh is still ontop of me and there is nowhere to hide.
I look up at him and break the rules once more.

"Then ... why ... ?"

I choke back a sob, unable to complete the question.

Why did he act as if I didn't exist?
Why didn't he care that I fucked around?
Why was work more important?
Why hadn't he made me certain that he hadn't cheated on me early on?
Why didn't he usually ... make love to me, fuck me like this?
Why didn't we communicate anymore?

But if he tells me, then he will ask questions of me.
Perhaps he just doesn't want to know.
Perhaps it is too late.
One hot session is no basis for a marriage, no matter how wonderful it was.

"It ... doesn't matter ... "

I mumble, an impatient hand brushing at my eyes.
He has a way out now.
There is the escape route.
If we start to be open, then, we're on new ground.
If we return to familiar territory, then it's safe, secure ...
I look up at him, almost holding my breath, wondering if he will play safe or .... ?

 

[ozme52]

Hugh

"Then ... why ... ?" The question I don't want to hear and can't answer. Oh Gina, why do you have to ask that now? Can't this be a new beginning?

How can I tell her how hurt I was when she suspected me of infidelity. So much that I couldn't talk about it. Hid in my work. The beginning of a viscious circle that led to our estrangement.

Then when I suspected and later knew she was cheating, I turned that anger into even more energy that I took to work. In the long run, I only blamed myself and almost stopped caring.

"It ... doesn't matter ... " Gina says, but the tone and body language belie her words and I know it does matter. It matters very much. But how to begin. What to say that won't make it worse. How to talk about it and not feel the rage.

I roll off of Gina and onto my back. I can't even bring myself to look her in the eye and think about this.

"Gina, can't we leave the past lie. The past is all about hurt. Can't we just go forward." It's a weak request, but I can't, I don't want to tear open the old wounds.

 

[DeliciousMaiden]

Gina Adams

Hugh moves away from me.
The distance is back between us.
He looks away from me, not meeting my eye as he speaks.

"Gina, can't we leave the past lie. The past is all about hurt. Can't we just go forward."

I watch him, feeling abandoned, alone again.
I know that I have to tell him how he makes me feel.

"That depends Hugh,"

I'm frightened by what I'm saying, but it's the only way I can think of.

"Not if you just push me away, like you just did.
Not if you don't tell me how you feel about anything.
If this is about moving forward, we can't just pretend things are right, that we're happy.
You know I'm not. And you can't possibly be. "

I sigh and realise I've voiced what we've been hiding for months, years maybe.

"We either save it or end it.
I don't want to do it like this anymore, Hugh."

After what we just shared, I know I just can't go back to how it was.
Convenience was one thing, but I never married him for money or status in the first place, even though I convinced myself I had.
Now we'd crossed into all the no-go areas, I knew it would be impossible for me to continue behaving as I had been.

 

[ozme52]

Hugh

It broke like a dam bursting. I unloaded it all.

How hurt I'd been when she'd all but accused me of cheating on her. Then the slow disaffection on her part.

"Gina, what you see as me pushing you away, you're just seeing your own actions through a mirror. You pushed me away when you thought I was cheating."

"And now you blame me for treating you as you treated me." My voice raised.

Now the pain began to transform.

"Damn, how can you put this on me!!" Not yelling loud, but you could have heard me across a football field, let alone across our bed.

It was Gina who had crossed the fidelity barrior! And then my anger exploded and I said the words I had been trying to avoid.

"Just how many men have you fucked?" Barely a whisper, a mere growl.

Damn you Gina! Why did you have to push me so hard! Why'd you tear open the hurt!

I got up and stomped into the bathroom.....

and buried my fist into the wall.......

and squeezed the tears out of my eyes.

 

[DeliciousMaiden]

Gina Adams

I lay stunned as I listened to the tirade that burst from Hugh.
It was the first time he had actually told me that he hadn’t had an affair, in those early days when I’d been so convinced.

"Gina, what you see as me pushing you away, you're just seeing your own actions through a mirror.
You pushed me away when you thought I was cheating."

I hadn’t pushed him away. I just hadn’t known how to reach out to him.
Perhaps if I’d been brave enough, confronted him, then we could have sorted it, but as it was…

"And now you blame me for treating you as you treated me."

I flinched, I couldn't help it, Hugh had finally let his temper show.

"Damn, how can you put this on me!!"

I had known that the barrier had been well crossed.
It was clear he’d had enough, of me, the marriage, everything.
I drew my legs up and watched him, unable to defend myself or reason with him.

"Just how many men have you fucked?"

I had been expecting it, but when he said it, I felt sick and paled.
It felt as if he'd slapped me across the face.
His voice said it all. Finally it was there, the hurt, the disgust.
I tried to hold his gaze, but drew my eyes away from him, unable to face the hurt and accusation I saw there.

I heard him move to the bathroom.
I heard him thump the wall.
Numbly I drew the covers up to me on the bed and shivered.

Well done, Gina.
What a way to finish it.
What was I supposed to do now?
I was already late for her meeting, she noted without concern.
Would he throw me out?
I couldn’t defend herself, but it wasn’t all my fault!

I slid off the bed and walked, still naked along the hall and stood in the doorway of the bathroom.
Hugh was stood with his back towards me.
Immobile and soundless, clutching his hand.
I stepped just inside, but still he did not turn.
I started talking quietly, emotionally;

”You never told me you weren’t fucking around.
It had been so perfect… at first.
Then you started working on that promotion and you were never home.
“She” was always there with you. You didn’t share anything with me!
I thought … assumed …
The promotion, the money … you were so pleased when you got it.
But … I thought I’d already lost you then.
It meant nothing to me.
But you never said. You never explained.
You were so focused on your bloody career, on providing for me, for us.
We had other plans before that.
We were going to see so many places, do so many things, even have a family together. Remember that Hugh..?”

I tried not to, but my voice broke, the tears ran unchecked, but still I forced myself to continue.

”You’re right. I closed off from you.
I didn’t think I was wanted. I didn’t think you cared what I did.
So I just flirted, at first.
I tried to get your attention and then that wasn’t enough.
You knew what I was doing, Hugh.
That first time, you knew what I’d done.
But you didn’t care. You said nothing…

You’re right. I’ve fucked around.
At first to make you jealous, then just because I needed to be wanted and now…
Now … it’s just for something to do,
Something to fill the emptiness I have to live with day after day.
You’ve always known about my infidelities, you must have,
Yet you’ve never said a word.
Why the hell do you care anymore?
I don’t understand how all that can happen and yet now, for the first time,
you suddenly make love to me as if it matters?”

I paused, sobbing now, Hugh was still turned away from me.

”But … for what it’s worth, Hugh, I’m sorry.
Sorry it all ended like this.
Just … tell me what you want me to do and when.
I can give you plenty of grounds for divorce.
Let’s just get it over quickly, please… I just can’t bare this anymore … ”

 

[ozme52]

Hugh

Gina came up behind me and tried to explain. And somehow it was my fault.

My fault for not denying I was screwing around.
My fault for trying to give her the society oportunities she seemed to crave.
My fault for working too hard, even though I did it for her.

She began to cry,
My fault for not caring.
And in some crazy logic,
My fault for caring.

How could this be my fault?
And even though I want to start over, Gina is telling me she'll make it easy for me to divorce her.

I don't know what to say so I don't say anything at all. Maybe that's our problem, we don't talk about our problems until they are beyond control. Instead....

"We should get dressed. We're already late."

Gina was clearly stunned. Probably the last thing she expected me to say. I was probably just as surprised.

I ended up calling our apologies.

 

[DeliciousMaiden]

Gina Adams

"We should get dressed. We're already late."

It was another slap in the face.
I'd poured my heart out to the lousy bastard and that was all he said.

"Fuck you Hugh!"

I spat out at him.
I had known he'd throw everything back at me.
I knew I should have maintained the status quo, not stepped beyond the boundaries, but ... was so bloody stupid!
He was just cold, without emotion, I told myself, conveniently forgetting the way we'd just made love.
I tried to convince myself he wasn't worth it!
"I'm not going anywhere tonight.
You do what you fucking well please, you always do anyway,
just leave me alone!"

I slammed the door of the bathroom and stormed into our bedroom.
Anger was good. Anger stopped it hurting.
He'd cast me as superbitch, ignored the fact I might have feelings, well.. so be it!
Only he'd better not try coming anywhere near me again!
I raged inwardly.

I heard him go downstairs.
I heard him talking on the phone.
I heard him go to his den.

Good!

I cried myself to sleep.

 

[ozme52]

Hugh

I sat in my den and brooded. There was no other word for it.

How did this happen. We'd no more than finally made a breakthrough and suddenly we were at it again. Falling too easily into the old patterns. But Gina had revealed her heart to me and I knew there was still hope.

But if that was true, why was I in my den again. Because I can't look at her and admit she had fucked someone else. Many someone elses from what she had said. But it was this current lover who had her flaunting it in my face. Who? Who could it be? If I could put a stop to it now, if I knew it had stopped, I thought I could face Gina and talk about it instead of going stark raving mad at her.

Could I? Should I follow Gina? Just the idea made me loathe myself. And what would I do? Confront the bastard? But I didn't have to follow Gina. What if I just went everywhere with her. Then she wouldn't have the time to meet him. Yes! That would be the next best thing. If Gina and I spent enough time together, if I paid the attention to her she was so desparately craving, then I wouldn't need to follow her and I wouldn't need to worry about this mystery man, not ever again.

It took a couple of hours to work this all out in my mind. When I emerged from the den, I was startled by the time and how quiet the house had become.

Was Gina still here? My plans would be for nought if she'd already gone, driven away by me. Damn me and my idiocy!

I checked our bedroom and was relieved to hear Gina's quiet breathing, like an angel she was. I took off my robe and climbed into our bed, careful not to wake her. It may have been a unconscious gesture on her part, but unconscious or not, it gave me a lot of comfort when Gina cuddled her backside into me and I fell asleep, content with her in my arms, spooned against each other.

 

[DeliciousMaiden]

Gina Adams

I stirred, blinking as the light streamed in through the window.
As ever Hugh put a hand out to hit the button to switch off the alarm.
Hugh!?!?
I froze, realising that he had slept with his arms wrapped around me.
Even now as he groaned in the light of morning, he moved back under the duvet and drew me closer to him as he waited for the inevitable second alarm sounding that would mean that we did in fact have to make a move.
I lay there, not moving, wondering at what stage he would realise our positions.
But he never made a move or a comment.
The alarm rang out once more and with his usual exclamation, Hugh slipped his arms out from about me and moved towards the bathroom to shower in preparation for the day.

The day? But what day was it? Surely it was Saturday?
Oh God! The fundraiser! I looked at the alarm clock. It read 07:30!
I had intended to be there by 8 am – 9 am at the latest!
I slipped out of bed and opened the wardrobe, choosing a pristeen cream suit with wide brimmed hat with a navy band. I pulled out navy shoes and navy handbag.
Opening a drawer I added navy panties and bra to the pile and topped it with navy hold up stockings.
As Hugh came into the room, I slipped wordlessly past him to take my own shower.
My hair was thankfully fine as it was. I’d be wearing it up anyhow, so it took merely 10 minutes to shower and dry off.

As I returned to the bedroom, wrapped in my towel, Hugh glanced over.
My eyes met his. He wore smart grey slacks, tie and navy blazer.
God he looked good. But I couldn’t think about that now.
He was my soon-to-be-ex-husband. I couldn’t start admiring him now!

”I’ll get coffee, shall I?”

I nodded at his offer, pleased not to have him in the room as I got dressed.

”That would be lovely, darling,”

I purred, amazed at how easy I slipped on the mask and hid behind the false endearment.

”I’ll be right down…”

I shouted after him, making sure he had gone before I slipped out of the towel and pulled on my underwear. I sat and did a brisk make up before pulling on my suit, brushing and pinning up my hair, then carrying my hat and shoes, I walked downstairs on stockinged feet.

I hung up the hat and slipped into my shoes then walked through into the kitchen.
I took the coffee cup with a polite “thank you” and sipped gratefully, avoiding Hugh’s eyes and avoiding any “real” topic of conversation. This is what we did best. Co-existed and moved around each other.

”We should get there as soon as possible. I think we should take separate cars, that way I can stay to help and you can get away when you get bored, darling,”

Without waiting for an answer, I put down the cup and turn towards the kitchen door.

”Shall I pull mine out now and let you get to yours?”

I enquire lightly.