Undercover Love (closed)

[Asa]

We could pause let the memory pass with me looking at you seeing everything is okay

 

[Elvenoff1]

He looked at her and appreciated the offer for it meant more to him that she was willing to try and fight through the memories than him trying to erase them which would have never worked this was the only way, but he had to let her suggest it for the last time he did it felt like he was forcing to do it, this way it was all in her control... "Yes, I will stop upon the response of your body and wait for you to move.. He brought his hand up from her breast to her chin where he lightly turned her head to the side exposing her neck. He lowered himself into her nape and kissed her first then lick the area before sucking the flesh into his mouth where he bathed it with his tongue.. Releasing it before moving up her neck and repeating the motions..

 

[Asa]

She nodded and curled close as he pulled her to him.

 

[Elvenoff1]

He just held her after she didn't respond to his kissing. He waited for her to make that move if she didn't he would just hold her.. He didn't know what else to do... the news she got seemed to suck the life out of her and his words didn't seem to help so he did what he could .. He held her thigh and gave small kisses to the top of her head and fore head. His hands began to rub across her back stopping now and then to give her small caressing squeezes.

At this very moment he wished that son of a bitch was standing right here in front her and him. He would cuff this bastard up to the rafters and let Jessie beat the living fuck out of him. That bastard has damaged this girl beyond belief, hell Swift has seen some batter women in his time as a patrolmen but never something like this, but then again he wasn’t seeing those victims a few years down the road either.. This was what the Psychologists has to deal with and he had no room to try and treat her.. He just knew he had to support her and slowly help her to get over the trauma she has been through.. “God Baby what the hell did he do to you..” It was a rhetorical question but one that showed his great concern for her..

 

[Asa]

She shook her head and curled close to him. Her rational mind screaming that Swift was not Callis nor would hurt her as Callis had. She hoped the curling in close would let him know it was okay.

 

[Elvenoff1]

Swift worried about Jessie picked up the phone and called Jazz and let him know what has happened since they left the club. Swift told him everything for he was lost and was concerned for her health. Maybe Jazz had a way to talk to her that helped her out of this phase.. He knew there was a lot of pain here and they haven't had the emotion tie for him to pull her out yet, but surely Jazz had that key to help her...

 

[Asa]

Jazz told him just follow her movement her mind was strong even if she could not voice it.

 

[Elvenoff1]

Swift hung the phone up and looked to her. He turned on the TV flipping till he found one of the best comedy movies ever made. She loved comedy and this was a moment that needed the lighthearted comedy. He hoped with him just holding her and allow the movie to bring her back just maybe she will at least talk with him. He even turned on a more of an upbeat music that wasn't so romantic.. Maybe that was what triggered this he wasn't forsure but he was trying everything, he even turned off the fireplace for her being with a rich man for that long he would have had an episode with her in that setting.. He looked around for anything that that was stupid that a rich man wouldn't do.. Then he seen the Xbox ... He started up one of SCI-FI games figuring that since she liked moves maybe the game Halo would help bring her back.. So he started playing the game watching her ...

 

[Asa]

I... Didn't tell you to stop. Why did you? I was getting comfortable.

 

[Elvenoff1]

Swift looked over from the TV upon her words and shut down the game and turned the TV off. He looked over at her for a few moments trying to find the right words. "I guess I assumed that you were having a really bad time with this and unlike other people I wasn't going to force myself upon you. If I don't know forsure that you want something, I will not do it.. I hope you can see things from my side and understand that I'm walking on egg shells with you and I will make mistakes just like now..."

 

[Asa]

She nodded.

Okay I just want you to talk to me and we get past every little memory attack okay.

 

[Elvenoff1]

He smiled with a nod, "Deal, I can talk your ears off if need be!" He paused for a second and thought about that statement, then nodded again, 'Yeah I can do that..' He spoke to himself.

"Okay Jessie, We both have things we need to overcome so lets just take it slow and see where this leads.." He resumed cuddling her but turned the comedy movie back on. He wanted things to grow from the cuddling of each other if that is all that gets done this day that was fine with him now that he knows the actions he needs to take with her..

 

[Asa]

She snuggled up and smiled though her mind wandered about all of this. She knew they needed to use he safety between them to help her push through this but he seemed so hesitant to do so.

 

[Elvenoff1]

Swift took her into his arms once more. He closed his eyes and took a deep breath when she smiled and snuggled up to him. He cupped her face with the palm of his hand and lightly rubbed over her cheek. His eyes locked to hers he allow his mind to relax while taking in her beauty.

After a few moments of taking the moment he leaned back in and kissed her softly.. Pulling a little back then moving forward taking another kiss from her soft lips.. His breathing was calm, his hands were solid, his lips were lightly caressing hers.

 

[Asa]

The soft kisses and being held she whimpered but it was not fear

 

[Elvenoff1]

Swift put his forehead against hers and looked into her eyes. Taking in their beauty, his eyes about allowing him to absorb the beauty of her face for just a few moments before pushing back for another kiss.

His hands explored her back, running his fingers over her defined muscles ... His breathing was getting quicker with the sensations he was getting from her feeling her body..

 

[Asa]

She smiled to him her hand reaching to his cheek.

 

[Elvenoff1]

This touch of her soft hand upon his cheek was different than any of the touching that has become between them. His heart raced from the warming sensation that flowed down his neck and into his heart. This touch was the first touch that she had made to him after his moment of hesitation. He whimpering moments ago added to this very moment made him feel that he held a place in her heart and she was will to let it grow.

He looked into her eyes for a moment savory the feeling. He mimicked her movement, he cupped her face into his palm. While just looking into her eyes, he waited for her next move.

 

[Asa]

She curled closer. She felt safe here even knowing Callis knew where she was. Smiling to him she just nodded yes. Her silent way of telling him she wanted more.

 

[Elvenoff1]

Her soft whispered yes smoothed over his concerns. He slightly turned his head and kissed the inside of her wrist. His hand remained on her cheek, his thumb rubbing over her soft skin. While the other hand moved down to the small of her back pulling her in a little more. He leaned in and pressed his lips to hers.

 

[Asa]

Kissing him tenderly she smiled with a purr.

 

[Elvenoff1]

He felt her soft lips pushing, then pulling back to a light brushing across his as she purred. She knew how to get a man's blood flowing that was obvious as he felt the aching need of wanting more of her lips pressed to his.

He leaned to her pressing his lips to hers with a little heated enthusiasm. He slowly began to push her backwards upon the couch. Coming to where he was on top of her still kissing her with a hunger.. His hand moved up between them cupping her breast through her clothing.

 

[Asa]

Her eyes closed tight for a moment her breathing shifted a little as she whimpered.

Swift..

 

[Elvenoff1]

His touch lightened but continued to caress her breast while his lips pushed against hers, he was slowly turning it into a deep kiss. while he squeezed her mound he took his thumb and raked her nipple.

I want to make love to you.. His breathing was rasp as he spoke to her..

 

[Asa]

She nodded pressing into the kiss.

Yeah..

She whimpered