Valued Involvement (Closed for Bluntitis)

[Becaa57]

"Well it's a picnic, not a dinner out so casual is the word. I'm probably gong to be in shorts and a tank. The weather looks good."

"Yes if you have a spare bottle, and the blanket sounds great if you have one!!! I was going to take a comforter off the bed."

"1/2 hour or so work for you. As you know I've already showered "

 

[Bluntitis]

“Twenty minutes will do!”

I rush home excited as a schoolboy. I manage to shower, jump in a pair of jeans and a short-sleeved shirt. I take a picnick blanket out of the barn. Two bottles of wine, one red and one white with a cooler and two glasses. I even thought about taking my sunglasses with me .

“Ready to go?”

 

[Becaa57]

I had just finished calling the local chicken place, ordering a meal for us. Turns out they have a 'Picnic Lunch' Option so it will be ready to be picked up in 10.

I changed tops, opting for a white tank top, I think go good with these shorts. Sandals for my feet.

"Yes just help me put stuff in the car. My car or yours? We have to swing by the yummy chicken place to pick up the lunch"

 

[Bluntitis]

“I'm kind of lazy. If you don't mind, I'm happy to let you drive. I find it attractive to women when they want to drive. That makes relationships more equal.”

I help you to pack your car. Than we drive off to pick up our picnic lunch.

 

[Becaa57]

"Ok no problem, I get nervous when someone else drives anyways"
After we get the food and head out

"I've been wanting to do this for the longest time. A day out there is a nice park, very green not all that many people. So we can sit, have lunch, maybe even lay down for a nap who knows. I have no agenda in mind. Just want to get away and I think you need to as well. We can talk or not. I'm ok either way"

After about 1/2 hour I pull into a lot. It's good sized but almost empty.

"Here we are, a little bit of a walk now. As I recall there is a pond just over that little hill. I think the perfect spot"

 

[Bluntitis]

The sunlight is filtered by the trees. Here are many old beech trees with thick trunks. The leaves are turning brown and the trees have already lost some of their leaves. It smells a bit like rotting leaves and mushrooms. We find a nice spot near the pond for our picnic. We settle in with a glass and the food.

“I can’t remember my last picnic. Must be a pretty long time ago. Sally this is an excellent idea. Thank you for the initiative. I appreciate it very much.”

After I have eaten enough I lay down on my back. A little inconvenient because I don’t have a pillow. But I love it to lay down and watch the sheep clouds passing by.

“It always makes me happy to feel close to nature. Although I live in luxury I really could do without. Days after another hiking with a dog through nature. I did that with my father. Every year me made a short hiking trip in the mountains. Those are a couple of the happiest days of my life.”

Your face appears in front of me. I laugh at you and feel the desire to kiss your full and luscious lips. I don’t take the initiative. Afraid to start something I can’t control. I don’t want to jeopardize our friendship.

 

[Becaa57]

The picnic is turning out better then I imagined it would. We find a spot shaded and private. Eat some food, dink a little bit. Talking easily about our pasts, you telling me about hiking trips with your dad. I never had that but did camping trips early in the marriage that I loved.

Time flys by, then you lay down and I realize we forgot any kind of pillow. Your looking up at the clouds and seem to be relaxed. I lean over you to look in your eyes. They are relaxed and happy for the first time.

Then I turn and lay my head on your chest, snuggling up to you. Feeling your arm go around me.

"This feels so nice, thank you"

I lift back up and kiss you softly. You return it

Then I lay back down on you.

"No idea why, but for me this feels very natural and a new beginning"

 

[Bluntitis]

I can’t see you laying flat on my back. You crawl to me and lay your head on my chest. My arm around you, feeling the firmness and the warmth of your breasts. It feels natural but it’s in a way bizarre. We lived unknown to each others for years on opposite sides of a street and just days after you rang my doorbell we are here in a intimate picnic!!

There are two things that keep my mind busy. There is the age gap between us. I am 63. I don’t know your exact age (I will ask you), but you are at least fifteen years younger than I am. The closer our relationship becomes, the more important this fact becomes. Can we both deal with that?

The other thing that bothers me is the fact that I finance your legal actions. It makes the relationship between us unequal. I would hate it if financial dependency would affect your attitude towards me. I am aware of the fact that I never will know, but I will be alert to your motives, that you don’t act only to please me.

Even when I am relaxed there are always worries in the back of my mind. For me it’s extremely difficult to live in the moment. Just with you on a lovely autumn day enjoying each others company. I will ask for your support.

“For me it’s difficult to live in the moment. My mind never stops, always trying to rationalize life and to be prepared for things that might happen. Sally, I would like to stop doing that. Maybe you can help me taking life lighter. Maybe you can teach me. You had a tougher live than I had, but you are so positive. I admire you for that.”

 

[Becaa57]

I was enjoying laying on your, your arm around me, I'm aware you can probably feel my breast, but I am glad that you don' try to feel more of them. Just how your arm is around me.

It does seem strange that we've clicked so well. But I'm happy we have. When you tell me it's difficult to live in the moment and you're always trying to rationalize and analyze things. Then ask me to help you take life lighter. It makes me think about why I do.

"I have had a tough time, bother before marriage and after. I guess the easiest way to explain it, is that I know good things are not guaranteed and even when you are in the middle of one it may not last. So I try to live my life, like tomorrow is not a for sure thing, and enjoy the moment as much as you can"

Thinking about what you didn't say, but is a bit of a elephant in the room thing.

"A couple things I need to say though. I'm not going to sleep with you today, there is uhmmm I think a few things we'd have work out first. I know there is a bit of a age gap between us, that doesn't bother me. I kind of like older men. But also you helping with my lawyer. I doubt that you think because you are, that gives you certain rights with me. But also don't want you to think I'm only having sex with you because you are. Understand?"

"I'm not saying we will never have sex, we might or we may decide to just stay friends for now. I'm good either way"

"So to live in the moment, I want you to not think about tomorrow, or even the drive back. Concentrate on you and I right now, middle of a field on a blanket enjoying some wine and each others company, no idea what tomorrow will bring, and we can deal with it tomorrow. Today your biggest decision is have another sip of wine, kiss me or just lay and enjoy the sun on our faces"

 

[Bluntitis]

Those are direct answers to a lot of questions. Good to know that Sally is also thinking about the possibility of a sexual relationship. Even better, as far as she's concerned, it doesn't have to go so fast. I also prefer to grow gradually towards the moment when we become intimate. It's been years since I have been intime, and apart from some rare outbursts, I've only had sex with Vanessa for the past forty years.

“That is nice of you to say!!

I come up and kiss you full but soft on your mouth. You are not shocked by it and there appears an amused smile on your face.

"Thank you for these wise words. It's nice to be able to mirror myself to you and take life a little lighter. After all, I've already succeeded socially and I'm still making a contribution to society despite the fact that I'm already retired. Maybe I can, with your help, be more relaxed."

 

[Becaa57]

I'm actually a bit surprised that you chose the kiss, but it's a very nice kiss. Full lips, no tongue, no groping just a nice firm kiss. I like it, I hope you see that in my eyes.
After we break
"Best choice I think "
I lay back down on your chest.
"Not sure what you mean by succeeded socially. You have succeeded in the business or lawyer world for sure"

"Today means a lot to me you should know that. I've never had anyone on my side before, well except for my dd, but that was usually against my mom. Not against an ex husband, that he tried to talk me out of marrying"

"I have enjoyed our picnic today it's been too long. I know not something my kids would enjoy and I hope you have too"

"Sometimes wonder if what you think of my taking life lighter is not actually a defense mechanizem I've developed for myself. Life as I've found is unpredictable and not always a good thing to plan ahead. but maybe I should plan more"

"Maybe we can learn from each other? You to relax more and not over think things, and me not to just rush ahead ahead damn the torpedos!!"?

 

[Bluntitis]

“It sounds like we are a good combination. I look forward to what it brings us. For the planning part. Tomorrow I will phone Margaret Peterson, she is the best lawyer for your case. I know her for over forty years. We were colleagues and occasional lovers. She also fancies women, she has an open relation with a woman. But that is besides the point, she is pitbull. She can handle your ex and his lawyer. She wants to speak to you before she will decide to represent you. After an appointment is made we can visit her together. It gets a bit chilly, shall we go?.”

 

[drobert44]

“It sounds like we are a good combination. I look forward to what it brings us. For the planning part. Tomorrow I will phone Margaret Peterson, she is the best lawyer for your case. I know her for over forty years. We were colleagues and occasional lovers. She also fancies women, she has an open relation with a woman. But that is besides the point, she is pitbull. She can handle your ex and his lawyer. She wants to speak to you before she will decide to represent you. After an appointment is made we can visit her together. It gets a bit chilly, shall we go?.”

Go!

 

[Becaa57]

I roll over still on your chest, but now able to look into your eyes.
"planning part already?? "

"Thank you! I would appreciate if you can come with me when I meet her. I can't tell you how much this means to me!"

laying my head on you for a minute

"Soooo she likes men and women? Interesting. I've only played with girls when I was very young, just experimenting."

"I have some professional clothes, I will dress nicely for this. Just let me know when and I will make arrangements for my work"

"I know we have to head back soon, but let's stay 5 more minutes"

 

[Bluntitis]

My blood gets pumping when you say you find it interesting that Margaret is attracted to both men and women. Brings me back to crazy things Margaret and I did when we were drunk.

“Margaret is above all a professional. But she is not blind, she will recognize your beauty. Don’t worry, you will like her too.”

I can't help but tease you a little. While I gently squeeze your arm I say:
“When you show her your beautiful legs the bill for legal assistance may not be too bad. Could save us a lot of money.”

 

[Becaa57]

I blush when you say I'm beautiful, nobody has complimented me on my looks for a very long time.

"I think maybe you've had a bit too much to drink, I don't think I'm beautiful, just ok looking"

I lift my leg to look at it, trying to see it from you point of view.

"I guess all those hours on the track and walking have given me fairly good legs.

Smiling at you

"You won't get jealous if she asks me out???? "

 

[Bluntitis]

You stick your leg in the air and I like what I see. A strong, muscular, but undoubtedly feminine leg. I would like to kiss it from the sole of your foot to your groin, not sure if I could stop there!

“It’s hard to admit, but I was first. Yes, I would regret it. Good to remind me that I shouldn’t wait too long!!”’

 

[Becaa57]

I can see that you approve of my leg, which pleases me.

"You'd get jealous if she asked me out?? That's sweet"

"I doubt very much she would do that, not very professional on her part right?"

Getting up, I see it's time to go. Extending my hand down to you
"Ok old man . Time to hit the road"

 

[Bluntitis]

I take your hand and you pull me up.

“She won’t make advances to you, but I'm curious if you can tell afterwards if she was attracted to you.”

When we part at your driveway I promise to call Margaret the next morning. We hugh and I go home with a smile on my face. We had a pleasant afternoon and our conversation aroused me. I'm getting very fond of you.

After a long shower I take a little snack while reading a book. In bed I see you raising your leg again before my eyes. My glands produce saliva when I think about being allowed to kiss and lick your leg. My cock gets hard and I need to unload before I can go to sleep. I spit on my cock and make myself ready with long hard strokes. When my excitement subsides, I wonder what you'd think of me if you knew this. I wash myself and go to sleep peacefully.

 

[Becaa57]

Later that night I go over what happened in my mind. I'm pleased that you can put things in motion so quickly with the lawyer.

I wonder too if she would be interested in me, and what I would do. I know that wouldn't happen until after the legal stuff is done, but still.

Then thinking of our kisses and how it felt to lay on your chest.
Knowing I'd showed off my leg for you, just to hopefully make you think I'm sexy.

I reach over and pull my toy out of the end table
Switching it on, I rub it against my nipples, then down on and into my pussy
Thinking of your kisses and hands, also he kisses

Bringing myself to several orgasms, before tuning off.
Going to sleep with the feeling of sex still on me

 

[Bluntitis]

The next morning I call Margaret. We haven't spoken to each other for a while, but it feels good as usual. She asks how I am doing. I confess that lately it is going better with me because I met my neighbor who is starting to hold a special place in my heart. She has problems with her ex's non-payment of alimony. I ask Margaret if she would like to represent that neighbor named Sally. To please me, she is willing to take this case, on the condition that she can level with Sally. She first wants to talk with her before she decides to take her case. I give Margaret Sally’s number. She will call her to make an appointment. At last I tell Margaret that I will pay the bills and will accompany Sally to meet her.

“That’s great I look forward to meet you again and be introduced to your neighbor”, says Margaret. “Take your hiking shoes with you. While I talk with Sally you have plenty of time to hike in the woods. I want to know everything of Sally and her ex to avoid being surprised in court”.

 

[Becaa57]

The next morning my daughter calls me. She is better at phone calls then my son. I tell her I'm fine and that I may have a solution to her dad's non-payment of child support. She is on my side with this and it has caused tension between her and her dad.

When I explain how my solution is happening, she is much more interested in my relationship with you. She remembers you of course and brings up the fact that you're much older then I am.
I laugh at that one

"Honey he is just a friendly neighbor who is helping me out. He is a very nice man and I am enjoying his company, but neither one of us is looking for a quote unquote relationship. We just talk and spend time."

Then she asks about the money, she knows it's tight for me. I hesitate then remember my pledge to be honest with my children.

"Ok don't read too much into this, but he is going to front me the lawyers fees, he feels that his friend will be able to win the case against your dad, she is evidently a very good lawyer which is what I could never afford. If that happens then of course her fee's will come out of the money I receive. From what he tells me, he can afford the risk which he feels is low of her losing"

She responds
'Men even nice men don't do that and not expect something in return mother'

"I've thought of that and in fact he and I have discussed it. As he explains he would not accept any kind of payment especially a physical one. I think he still loves his wife too much. I believe him and I think found an honest and honorable man who's been living across the street from me for years"

She say's
'Ok mother just be careful and keep me informed. Have you told Tommy yet?'

"No, not yet I will tell him after I see how things are going"

We talk for a bit more she brings up to date with her dating life which is much better then mine. But nobody serious. She is concentrating on her nursing classes.

After saying goodbye to her, I clean the house and wait to hear from you

 

[Bluntitis]

I text you: “Hi Sally, Margaret will call you to make an appointment. I am available on Thursdays and Fridays this and next week. As I said I am willing to drive you to her. It’s a two hours drive. Keep me posted ”.

 

[Becaa57]

I get your text and reply right away
"Thanks, that's great news, I will wait for her call and let you know"

Two hours later I get a call from her secretary, after a short pause she comes on the line.
We talk for about 15 minutes, I give her the short version of what's going on, including my ex's name and his lawyer. She tells me she'd like to see me and we agree on Thursday 9:30 AM. I get the impression that I need to be on time. She also tells me to bring any and all correspondence that I have between us, including any pre-divorce letters, text's and notes if any. Plus plan to spend at least an hour maybe more with her.

Texting you
"I heard from Margaret, she sounds both nice and professional, I have an appointment at 9:30 on Thursday, if you drive, I will make us breakfast, it is an early start for us, and I do appreciate it."

 

[Bluntitis]

My standard breakfast consists of two slices of bread and a cup of tea. What you serve me is a much better start to the day. Scrambled eggs on toast with fresh fruit, orange juice and coffee. And professionally served too. That makes me curious about your other service qualities. I feel a bit of an intruder early in the morning ringing your doorbell and eating breakfast in your kitchen. But I suppose it’s alright, you invited me. In ten minutes we have to leave to be on time at our appointment with Margaret.

“That was a great breakfast. I can get used to it. Love, we have to leave in ten minutes. Are you nervous? I can imagine that it’s mentally tough to go through the whole process of your relationship and divorce again telling it to Margaret. I will support you as much as possible. If you have needs you can tell me during the day. I'm not always perceptive enough to notice that kind of needs.”