What do you masturbate to that you would never admit too anyone in your normal life?

Well since s lot of my family has no idea about this part of my life,?
The rope play, and probably cock torture,,? I also love the idea of a me seducing one of my friends step dad.
Well, you got my attention when you mentioned cock torture, as an aficionado myself (on the receiving end) ;)
Any particular reason?
 
Bi cis-woman, mostly I get off on my own imagination but for porn: I like weirdly masculine & mean shit. Dominant man-man anal, humiliation hentai, incest (especially dirty old men) & forced roleplay. It's fucked up. I would NEVER admit it to any of my irl friends, although I discussed it with a therapist a long time ago. I'm a textbook case of someone who was sexualised too young & survived childhood long-term-SA. Worked through the trauma but it has definitely affected my tastes when it comes to porn. But like I said, mostly I use my fantasies, but they're usually very tame compared to what I seek from videos. My sex life is basically normal & healthy. My porn tastes are as if they're from a totally different personality.
 
To a fantasy that would involve some permanent consequences if turned into reality. Nobody in my normal life would ever understand. Neither would most other people. Likeminded souls surely would and I know they exist, but I never met one of those IRL. Not even my owner. Well, he understands, but doesn't want to execute, which allows me to keep on fantasizing.

Having said that, I please myself only with prior permission. Well, either that or with punishment afterwards as I'm under obligation to report any non-allowed activity and I do so.
 
I get wet to thoughts of a guy into my body odor. I have a HUGE armpit fetish and would love if I could be sweaty and not wear deodorant. Ideally I’d find someone into sweaty female armpits - licking, sniffing, kissing, and sucking on them regularly
 
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