What Is Fear To You?

[Henry]

I will not go into a lot of detail with this post, just enough so someone has some understanding as to what my fear is....

I fear that i will end up all alone on this earth....the main reason for this is that i do not think its a good idea to let anyone close enough to me to love me...i know thats possibly hard for some to understand....the emotional pain of losing loved ones and really close friends that i classify as friends almost cuts to the bone..... Not really sure there is an answer anyone can give me...just felt that it may help to write it down.....

Henry

 

[GoddessOfSouls]

I will not go into a lot of detail with this post, just enough so someone has some understanding as to what my fear is....

I fear that i will end up all alone on this earth....the main reason for this is that i do not think its a good idea to let anyone close enough to me to love me...i know thats possibly hard for some to understand....the emotional pain of losing loved ones and really close friends that i classify as friends almost cuts to the bone..... Not really sure there is an answer anyone can give me...just felt that it may help to write it down.....

Henry

{{Henry}} you will not be alone.. and I do understand what you mean, and the fear you have, its caused by a deep hurt, a very deep longing to be needed and the fear of the pain that comes when you lose what you desire most, we all build walls to protect us from that, we all have our quirks and such that keep us from truly knowing the release that comes from such a love, we do this because we are all afraid of being alone.. HUMAN NATURE is that we need to be loved and nurtured without it we die .. so this fear is most real to all of us.. you my friend, are no exception..
The Key is in learning what we need to be complete within ourself, and what we are willing to risk to get what we desire. pain comes no matter where or what we deside to show another about ourself .. its a fact of life .. I ask you, do you not feel pain from being alone and holding back that piece you hide? and do you think this pain is greater then the pain you risk? I mean you cant always loose ..its the fear of looseing that keeps us from trying .. see that delima? you must always have FAITH! that it can and will come to you one day ..open your heart, your arms, and be who you were meant to be and the right one will see it can fall into it.. and No it may not happen just when you want it to, and you may know more pain before you find it..BUT know that the pain in no way compares to what you go though now on a daily basis with only living a half existance ..
More later OK?? I need to shower but I love you! and that never will change nor will it go away ages from now you will open your eyes and bask in a memory and I will share that same memory ..perhaps its but a giggle a smile, or a wink.. but its warm, its loving, and most complete ..

 

[Henry]

{{Henry}} you will not be alone.. and I do understand what you mean, and the fear you have, its caused by a deep hurt, a very deep longing to be needed and the fear of the pain that comes when you lose what you desire most, we all build walls to protect us from that, we all have our quirks and such that keep us from truly knowing the release that comes from such a love, we do this because we are all afraid of being alone.. HUMAN NATURE is that we need to be loved and nurtured without it we die .. so this fear is most real to all of us.. you my friend, are no exception..
The Key is in learning what we need to be complete within ourself, and what we are willing to risk to get what we desire. pain comes no matter where or what we deside to show another about ourself .. its a fact of life .. I ask you, do you not feel pain from being alone and holding back that piece you hide? and do you think this pain is greater then the pain you risk? I mean you cant always loose ..its the fear of looseing that keeps us from trying .. see that delima? you must always have FAITH! that it can and will come to you one day ..open your heart, your arms, and be who you were meant to be and the right one will see it can fall into it.. and No it may not happen just when you want it to, and you may know more pain before you find it..BUT know that the pain in no way compares to what you go though now on a daily basis with only living a half existance ..
More later OK?? I need to shower but I love you! and that never will change nor will it go away ages from now you will open your eyes and bask in a memory and I will share that same memory ..perhaps its but a giggle a smile, or a wink.. but its warm, its loving, and most complete ..

{{{{{GOS}}}}} hides the tears forming.....Thank you and glad you can understand what i am meaning....i understand all of that and yes those walls have been built.....lol at times i don't even know they have been put up.....

Can understand all that too....

Yes i do feel pain at certain times when i hold back just a little...being overly cautious maybe.....yes i am realising i need to be more open...those who are meant to be in life will be, those who aren't won't be.....

Ok.....thank you and i love you too....likewise i know that will never change at anytime in the future....soft smiles i will be looking forward to that memory....

Thank you again my sweet and dear friend

 

[Henry]

Had to come back and read this thread again.....Knowing it has helped me before i feel a little better now......

Thanks for this thread...

 

[Guest]

I will not go into a lot of detail with this post, just enough so someone has some understanding as to what my fear is....

I fear that i will end up all alone on this earth....the main reason for this is that i do not think its a good idea to let anyone close enough to me to love me...i know thats possibly hard for some to understand....the emotional pain of losing loved ones and really close friends that i classify as friends almost cuts to the bone..... Not really sure there is an answer anyone can give me...just felt that it may help to write it down.....

Henry

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I definently can identify with henry on this one, now the question to look into the heart is why?

 

[GoddessOfSouls]

Had to come back and read this thread again.....Knowing it has helped me before i feel a little better now......

Thanks for this thread...

{{{Henry}}} I do hope your ok, Iam sorry havent been here much and I almost missed your post, Hugs to you my friend, and you do know how to reach me if you need to talk ~smile~ be well my friend may you find all of your dreams

 

[Henry]

{{{Henry}}} I do hope your ok, Iam sorry havent been here much and I almost missed your post, Hugs to you my friend, and you do know how to reach me if you need to talk ~smile~ be well my friend may you find all of your dreams

((((GOS))))....Im ok.......Hugggs back my friend.....i haven't been online much either.......yep i do know how to contact you....

Hope you have a most prosperous New Year and all your dreams cum true for you and family.........

 

[GoddessOfSouls]

((((GOS))))....Im ok.......Hugggs back my friend.....i haven't been online much either.......yep i do know how to contact you....

Hope you have a most prosperous New Year and all your dreams cum true for you and family.........

Thanks Henry all of my best to you and Michelle in the coming new year may it bring all of your dreams into realities

 

[rosylady]

Fear to me is losing those I love. Of feeling lost and alone in a crowd of friends and family who love you.

Fear is not knowing what is coming next.

Fear is praying for something good to happen but nothing good does.

 

[GoddessOfSouls]

Fear to me is losing those I love. Of feeling lost and alone in a crowd of friends and family who love you.

Fear is not knowing what is coming next.

Fear is praying for something good to happen but nothing good does.

Rosy thanks for stopping by, this thead had to have been burried deep since I havent been here in ages!

Your fears are Normal fears, we all at times feel alone in a crowd, especially when we are someplace else with ourselves

Prays are a song of faith, sometimes we have to give them up and just pray that whats best for us is what will be and realize that not everything we pray for is whats best for us, take it on faith that all is as it should be, Perhaps and most often Not what we want it to be, but its as it suppose to be, faith is a very difficult thing to achive, for it takes away from us the very control we seek over our own life..
Your never alone hun it just feels that way *hugs you deep*