What made you cry today?.....

I cried the other day, when my mother told me my dad would not be coming home to her again, he is too ill and has to go into a nursing home. I cried at the thought of my big strong dad being incontinent and unable to walk.....and knowing what is happening to him when he has seizures.

Mum is hoping he has a heart attack and goes quickly.....but he is known for his strength and is fighting to stay with us. I am flying back to NZ from Australia next week, to see them both and give him the biggest hug I can, and so they can both see how happy I am now with Gil. Mum had her doubts with Gil's health being what it is, and I want to show her how strong I am, and tell her how loved and in love I am.

I want to see my dad again, before he deteriorates further....:( :(
 
Finding out that, now I'm so far from home, they've started the Christmas Eve picnic's again.
 
Bandit58 said:
I cried the other day, when my mother told me my dad would not be coming home to her again, he is too ill and has to go into a nursing home. I cried at the thought of my big strong dad being incontinent and unable to walk.....and knowing what is happening to him when he has seizures.

Mum is hoping he has a heart attack and goes quickly.....but he is known for his strength and is fighting to stay with us. I am flying back to NZ from Australia next week, to see them both and give him the biggest hug I can, and so they can both see how happy I am now with Gil. Mum had her doubts with Gil's health being what it is, and I want to show her how strong I am, and tell her how loved and in love I am.

I want to see my dad again, before he deteriorates further....:( :(

May you find peace and strength........I know you will.
 
being caught between believing his words, which I really want to and suspecting that was him and message was for me, but not being sure, having no confirmation or proof. not knowing and getting more and more upset and hurt each day.
 
knowing that my friend is still hurting

Liza,
please remeber your friends care!

I wish I could take away your pain
and give you a hug for a real!
When you became my friend,
to quote a familiar commercial
I unwrapped a smile!
 
Trying to share Christmas with my family over a phone line. Missing seeing their faces as they unwrap gifts. Knowing it may be more then a year longer before I see them again.
 
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kikmosa said:
Said......

Words hurt.... badly. They have the power to make someone feel on top of the world or lower then sludge. They can build someone up to a strong, confidant person or flay the last shreds of self-worth away. Today it was the later. I had a male ( I won't call him a man) tell me to get my ugly face out from in front of him and go back to grazing with the rest of the cows. All I had done was offer to open the door for him since his hands were full. I just don't feel I deserved that. Now I'm so depressed I just sit and cry. Today really sucked.

KIKI dear friend you know he is just a bitter fool don't you.:rolleyes:
 
Saying goodbye to my children.....not knowing when I will see them again......
 
kikmosa said:
It still hurt. :(

Oh I know it does but treat it like the trolls of the GB & forget this narrow minded fool who likely only has his cock as his lover anyway.
 
Bandit58 said:
Saying goodbye to my children.....not knowing when I will see them again......

Hugging my dear lady & hope is not to long till your daughter comes to visit you here & your son is of overeseas soon so he might with the offer divert to Aussie to visit you too, think positive my loverly lady & lets see.;) They like any of your friends are welcome in our home.:kiss:
 
that I've made the decision to walk away...
and GOD it hurts so much worse than I thought it would.
 
babydoll2u said:
So sorry for what you were made to suffer today Kik...
that's so disgusting and un-called-for!


You are so right... Words can hurt... VERY badly. A very popular book says that life and death are in the power of the tongue (more modern translation says in the power of the spoken word). How true... how very very true. I've experienced that here, firsthand.

{{{Kikmosa}}}


As I have Hon...and you're right...sometimes the "sticks and stones" thing just doesn't cut it.

What made me cry today? Ya wouldn't believe it if I told ya.
 
I was trying to do chores happily...but now all can I do is cry...I need to get over the tears before my friend gets back from the store (she needs me...wants to talk and cry after she gets back from the store)

Please say a prayer or whatever ya'll do to help others....My friend had her oldest daughter (under 30 yrs old and just had her 1st child) have a seizure New Years Eve...They informed the family she has a tumor on her right templdode (sp?) and it is the kind that, if/when they operated it WILL definitely come back...They told them that it is just a matter of time (they can only operate so much)

So much for a wonderful life...There are people out there who needs us more than we will or can ever imagine

Thank you all in advance
 
gwh said:
So sorry to hear it...what a tragedy, and at the prime of life, too.
My sympathies to you, your friend and her whole family.

Thank you...please keep good thoughts that they (docs) made a mistake or something? *hoping for miracles*
 
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