Lemoneesta
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Well said.
And the banana chorus line is good too..
And the banana chorus line is good too..
What stops you from coming out?
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priapusone
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mmmm, i know, i wish i could i wish i could just so yum so proclaim my love!
mmmm, i know, i wish i could i wish i could just so yum so proclaim my love!
BidudeinWi
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What stops me from coming out.
The answer is that I am married with kids and thus won't/can't do it. I don't want to lose or traumatize my wife and kids. So I live with secret desires, fantasy's and masturbate. Had I known what I know now, I wouldn't have gotten married. But, I did and thus I will live with it. I love my wife and my kids and need to be faithful to my marriage, at least physically. Bad I know, but it is what it is.
One time when out of town on business, I went to the bar for a drink and dinner. I purposefully took my wedding ring off to see what would happen. The bar was fairly busy and a woman, very attractive with a great figure.....fantastic breasts...wow, sat down a stool away from me. We began to chat and I bought her a drink. She moved next to me and the "signals" began. She was married, from out of town, and a businesswoman. After a while, her conversation turned to more sexual, intimate topics. She wanted to have a fling and was upfront about it. She suggested we go to her room and I boldly looked at her, told her how attractive she was, but then said, "sorry, I am a gay man." She didn't flinch and replied, "it's cool that you are so honest about it." I thanked her,and we chatted a bit more and then I left. I have never felt so empowered in my life. The feeling was surreal and difficult to explain. I almost wanted to act effeminate or something. I loved how it felt; perhaps the comments about being "true to yourself" have more merit than I would have thought.
Sorry if this was off topic a bit, but felt the urge to write this.
The answer is that I am married with kids and thus won't/can't do it. I don't want to lose or traumatize my wife and kids. So I live with secret desires, fantasy's and masturbate. Had I known what I know now, I wouldn't have gotten married. But, I did and thus I will live with it. I love my wife and my kids and need to be faithful to my marriage, at least physically. Bad I know, but it is what it is.
One time when out of town on business, I went to the bar for a drink and dinner. I purposefully took my wedding ring off to see what would happen. The bar was fairly busy and a woman, very attractive with a great figure.....fantastic breasts...wow, sat down a stool away from me. We began to chat and I bought her a drink. She moved next to me and the "signals" began. She was married, from out of town, and a businesswoman. After a while, her conversation turned to more sexual, intimate topics. She wanted to have a fling and was upfront about it. She suggested we go to her room and I boldly looked at her, told her how attractive she was, but then said, "sorry, I am a gay man." She didn't flinch and replied, "it's cool that you are so honest about it." I thanked her,and we chatted a bit more and then I left. I have never felt so empowered in my life. The feeling was surreal and difficult to explain. I almost wanted to act effeminate or something. I loved how it felt; perhaps the comments about being "true to yourself" have more merit than I would have thought.
Sorry if this was off topic a bit, but felt the urge to write this.
camodude75
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I feel the same way leah.
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